*Life Goes On Part 4*

[The pov may change back & forth from Taehyung to author]

It was already friday and I was hoping Azalea could maybe get Irisis to come over tomorrow for the dinner we had invited them to, but I honestly figured she wouldn't come. She'd made it abundantly clear that she & I should not be alone in one another's company. I was constantly thinking about this woman....from the moment I awoke, until my head hit the pillow at night.

I wondered if she thought of me as much? I hoped I had left some kinda impression on her. It was agonizing to think of someone so damn much and I'd already told myself that if she didn't come tomorrow I would try an get on with my life, but knew I was fooling myself.

Azalea had given me Irisis number, but I was afraid she'd get pissed if I just called her outta the blue. Maybe if I texted her asking if she'd come just as a friend. I could make it clear to her that jkook & Azalea would be present the entire time and we wouldn't be alone nor would I bother her. Which was a big fucking lie. Of course I was gonna do everything in my power to show just how deep my feelings were for her.

I understood her reluctance however, she and I hadn't known each other long at all, but I couldn't help what I was feeling for this beautiful, intelligent lady. She also possessed such a sweet and caring type of personality, but could be a tough little shit if the need called for it. She had completely stole my breath away. At first I thought it was just a sexual attraction, but then when she & I had spent that night together it wasn't only my breath that she had taken away. From that point on, she was inside my every thought.

I fell back onto the sofa given to us from a sweet old lady on the first floor. She had managed to round up an entire living room set, a kitchen table with four chairs, and each of us a twin bed mattress. They were on the floor, but hey... it was better than a sleeping bag on the hard ass floor.

I huffed pulling out my phone staring at her contact number. I took in a sharp breath and began typing her a message.

*Taehyung*

Hey Irisis...this is Taehyung. I wanted to ask if you'd be coming with Azalea tomorrow for dinner with us? To celebrate our new place. Jkook & I are excited for you two to join us. Im gonna make lasagna, I think you'll like it. We thought maybe you girls would like to watch a movie afterwards if you have time. Please tell me you'll come🙏🙏🙏

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30 minutes past....then an hour. I had pretty much given up on a response. I was inside the kitchen grabbing myself a beer when I heard a ding. My heart was racing as I dashed back into the living room nearly slipping & busting my ass on the way. I snatched my phone up off the coffee table and flopped down. I was afraid to look.

I opened up the message and read.

🌺Irisis🌺

I already promised Azalea I would come with her. So yes i'll be there. So....I guess I'll see you around 6 tomorrow evening.

Oh and by the way....I love lasagna, its one of my favorites.

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*Taehyung*

Its actually my fav too. Which is exactly why I learned to make it, so I've perfected the art of creating the most scrumptious lasagna ever made. I cant wait to get your opinion on it.
Anyways how have you been?

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🌺Irisis🌺

I've been doing ok I suppose. Been working out alot and bored with being here alone. I miss talking to you guys. Azalea isn't here much with college and all. How are you doing Taehyung? Met any new people at your job?

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Ahh...ok there it was... she was curious if I'd met any girls. I know how females are."Baby I just want you." I spoke as I held my phone tapping out a reply. I thought I'd let her know about the girl that's been a bit flirty with me at a local Cafe where I get my 'cocoa with a kick' everyday just to see if she gets a little jealous. A small smirk tugged at my lips.

*Taehyung*

I'm doing ok....jobs boring and no there's noone that interests me at work. Im still a lonely guy. But there is this one girl at a local Cafe I go to every morning....I think she likes me, but I'm not really into her, she's cute and all.....just not my type.

🌺Irisis🌺

Well...maybe you should give the girl a chance. Who knows...maybe she's "the one." Anyways I guess I should go now. I have to go to the market and pick up a few things. Have a great evening and I'll see you tomorrow. Bye

*Taehyung*

I look forward to seeing you Irisis. And I hope your evening is a great one too. And nooo she's definitely not "the one." 👋

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I squealed like an excited kindergartener. I took a long sip of my beer an lay my head back with a big smile across my lips. My eyes closed fantasizing about this woman. I'd make sure we had plenty of wine and some damn good green for our little dinner party.

*Saturday*

Jungkook came fumbling clumsily through the door with plastic bags hanging from both arms, wine bottles clanging together as I rushed over helping before he busted all our damn booze.

I sat the bags down and started pulling out the bottles of wine to pair with our dinner.

"Every fucking one of these is white wine. Goddamnit Kook! We need red wine! Your gonna have to go back and get a couple bottles of "RED WINE" you dumbass." I raised my voice more than I should have. I was mad as hell at his ignorance.

"Fuck you bitch! Go getem your damn self!" He charged off like a mad bull to his room slamming the door.

"Fine! I will! You little shit! If you want something done right." I hissed to myself.

I snatched the keys off the kitchen counter and headed out. Along with getting the wrong wine he'd forgotten the damn mozzarella cheese. Now tell me, who in the the hell forgets one of the main ingredients for lasagna? Plus he forgot the bread sticks too. Shit....I couldn't count on his ass for nothing.

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I finally made it back and had the salad made and almost had the lasagna put together. I had even stopped at a little bakery and got a cake that looked all fancy an shit. I sure hoped she like strawberries, since it was a white cake with like 4 layers of strawberry glazy stuff and strawberries covering the top with chocolate drizzle. It was all prettied up. I wished this dinner was just for her and me, buuut I have to play my cards right.

I slid the lasagna inside the oven and set the timer for 45 minutes, then after that id need to take off the tinfoil and cook for 10 more minutes. Perfect amount of time for me to go shower and get myself fixed up before the timer went off.

I was done with the timer still having 15 minutes to go.

It was nearing 5:30 and I had everything ready. The table was set with the new set of dishes I'd gotten with my first check and it all looked really nice, I even had flowers in the center. I was pleased with all my work and excited to see Irisis since it had been over a week that I last saw her. I couldn't wait to lay my eyes on that woman.

There wasn't much more I could do but to wait. Jungkook came stumbling down the small hallway after pouting in his room all day, playing video games no doubt.

"Mmm smells good in here. Im fuckin starved bro. I cant wait..I wanna eat now." Jkook headed to the kitchen like he was gonna go ahead and tear into my damn masterpiece before anyone else could see how perfectly it had turned out....well before Irisis could see. I didn't give a shit about the other two. They didn't appreciate how difficult it was to prepare the perfect meal.

"Fuck no you will not!" I stood in front of the stove like a armed guard with my arms crossed over my chest my lips twisted up in a snarl. "Kook...just go munch on these chips till the girls get here for God's sake." I shoved a can of pringles into his chest which he took and rushed into the living room jumping over the back of the couch landing perfectly on his ass.

I just rolled my eyes at his goofiness.

Finally I heard a knock on the door, my heart picking up the beat.

"Open up or were busting in!" Azalea called out. I swear her and jkook were the ideal match with their silly antics. My heart was slamming so damn fast I had to take a deep breath before opening the door.

My eyes fell upon her immediately. She was wearing Jeans...I'd never seen her in them before and holy shit the way they hugged her body. Her small waist bloomed out into wider hips and those thicker thighs. Oh God her body, and the blouse was cut low enough that her lovely cleavage showed just the right amount, a jean jacket over it and boots with a bit of a heel. She was so perfect. I wanted to grab her...kiss her. Say fuck dinner, pull her into my room onto my little mattress on the floor and unwrap her slowly.

"Well! Can we please come inside Taehyung?" Azalea giggled slipping by me an running over to jkook landing on him as they kissed & smooched. While I stood at a loss for words still in awe of this goddess of a woman.

"P....please come in Iris. I...is it ok if I call you that." I asked sounding like an idiot.

"Yes its absolutely fine, as long as I can call you Tae. You ok with that?" She snickered a bit smiling that gorgeous smile that showed her dimples, as she brushed by me causing tingles to explode alover my body, my heart fluttering like the wings of a hummingbird.

"Yes you certainly can call me Tae. Everything's ready, if your ready to eat right now." I asked, feeling like my words were coming out nervous and jagged.

"I am looking forward to trying that lasagna you spoke so highly of....so yes I am more than ready to pig out." She replied as she began removing her jacket which I quickly stepped up to help her with.

"I'll just lay it on the back of the chair in the living room...is that alright? " stupid...stupid....stupid! I kept saying the most ignorant shit.

"Thats fine Taehyung, now can I see your creation?" She asked smiling with her brows raised.

"Oh, y...yes definitely. Follow me." We stepped inside the small kitchen.

She leaned against the counter watching while I grabbed the oven mits and lifted the huge lasagna outta the oven sitting in on the stove.

"Wanna taste?" I asked grabbing a fork.

"Yes I'd love a taste....it looks sooo good, actually perfect. A guy that can cook lasagna. Thats quite impressive." She stood waiting for me to give her a bite but I was so focused on her I was in a daze.

Finally I snapped out and took out a bite that I knew was too much. I blew on it a bit and tested it on my lip then brought it to her lovely opened mouth. She couldn't fit it all so I ate what was left on the fork.

"Mmm...oh, wowww! That is truly.....the best lasagna I've ever had. Oh my....im in shock Tae. Im ready for an entire chunk of that." I smiled at her reaction. My cheeks red, heart dancing in my chest at seeing her pleased.

"Ok then. Everybody sit at the table and I'll serve up the food!" I called out.

Our table was small and I couldn't help but to touch her leg with mine. She was so busy enjoying the food she didn't even pay it any attention. I bet if my hand grabbed onto that thigh she'd react. But I wouldn't dare do that.

"Bravo Taehyung! That was superb. You were right...you certainly perfected the art of creating the tastiest lasagna to ever pass my lips." She replied drinking down the last of the wine in her glass.

"More?" I held up the bottle. My face a bit blushed at her complement on the meal.

"I know I shouldn't...but sure. Why not after such an outstanding dinner. Just half a glass please. Thank you for inviting me. Everything was wonderful. And that cake, to die for. How'd you know all my favorites Mr Kim? She squinted one eye with playful suspicion.

"Just a lucky quess. Im glad you enjoyed it." I just stared into those crystal blue eyes for a moment. God I wanted to kiss her so badly. Her lips looked so tempting as she ran her tongue across them after a sip of her wine.

"Ayyyy! Y'all come hither I got something real special to share with the two of you." I present to you all "Alien kush" it will promote copious amounts of happiness & joy!" Jkook held up a large baggie with clumps of huge buds. The smell alone could get you high.

Jkook went to the sliding glass doors that led out onto a small balcony as everyone followed. We certainly didn't wanna fill the apartment complex with the pungent odor of strong weed an have the damn police called...wouldn't that fuck up a good night.

I hoped Irisis would take a hit or two, but I wasn't gonna push her if she didn't want to.

I took in a big puff letting it out slow.

"Mmm thats got a nice taste. You want a little puff?" I held out the pipe to her.

She seemed a bit reluctant at first.

"Yea...I think I wil." She held it to her lips as I flicked the lighter to the bowl and she sucked in a damn huge hit for a newbie. She started coughing as I reached over patting & caressing her back.

We passed it around once more. Then Jkook & Azalea went back inside disappearing into his room. Finally, we were alone and we both had one hell of a buzz, but not too much.

"How about we go an find us a movie...you want to?" I asked turning my head to stare at her beautiful face.

"Yea a movie sounds great." She giggled.

We got comfortable on the couch with her at one end and me at the other.

By the middle of the horror flick I'd decided to play she had gotten closer grabbing onto my shirt and hiding her face in my side at the most terrifying parts. My plan had worked out just fine.

I carefully slipped my arm around her. She looked up at me, her eyes all messed up from the weed.

"How can you watch movies like this without flinching a muscle. " She asked trying to look serious with her eyes messed up.

"You...you're eyes are s...so red!" I couldn't help but to start laughing out loud at the way her eyes looked. I'd never seen anyone who's eyes were so damn bloodshot, yet she was still beautiful.

"Whats funny boy!? Your eyes are red too! Hush your mouth." She jumped up covering my mouth with her tiny hand, her leg thrown across me until she suddenly sat straddling my lap. I took her small hands intertwining them with mine. All the laughter stopped immediately.

I let go of her hands wrapping my arms around her body pulling her into me. I ran my thumb over her full lips our mouths came together in a slow motion kiss.

"I...ive missed you so damn much Iris." I managed to say in between kisses.

"I missed you too." She whispered, which really set me on fire.

"I want you so bad." I stood to carry her to my room, but we suddenly hear jkooks door slam and an argument starting between the two over some damn video game. I pulled her into the small darkened kitchen.

Holding her up against the wall as we kissed and grasped onto each other. Both of us so heated that it actually created a scorching ache in my loins.

Everything quieted down and I ran my fingers down unbottening & unzipping her jeans. I needed to touch her, feel her.

"N..no wait, we..we can't do th...thi---." She mumbled out weakly untill I broke her off pressing my lips to hers and she immediately grasped onto me again. I slid my hand deep down inside the front of her jeans as she guided my movements with her own, our mouths & tongues smoothed together. Fucking hell she was so damn wet.

Her little whimpers gave me such satisfaction. I was drunk with my need for her.

I felt her little hand rub against my rock hard member. Precum was already pouring from the tip as I opened up my fly to make it easier for her. She ran her tiny soft fingers over the tip spreading the sickness over the tip making me groan as I kissed her harder, she began to stroke me so good. I shoved two fingers inside her pushing & curling them. Her little moans fueling me to go further.

She pulled my hand out of her pants squatting in front of me and pulling me fully out to meet with her warm lips. Her tongue ran up my shaft causing me to groan at the feeling, she took in as much as she could. That hot little mouth of hers working such wonders. I wanted to curse & groan so fucking loud, to tell her how beautiful she looked with my dick between her lips. I had to stop her before I filled her throat with my seed. I wanted to sink myself deep inside her snug little honeypot and hear her whimper. Feel her body tremble when I shoved myself inside her fully.

I lifted her up from the position she was in my hands yanking her jeans an panties down rapidly to her knees. I bent her forward over the countertop rubbing over that perfectly rounded ass. I lined up quickly shoving myself deep inside her heat all at once, placing my hand over her mouth to muffle any sounds. She cried out lowly. I knew she wanted to moan so loud for me...scream my name. I wanted nothing more than to hear it, but we had to keep quiet.

She whimpered out my name as I pounded into her gritting my teeth, I just couldn't help myself. My hands squeazed onto her hips, as I watched her ass bounce with every hip pop I landed.

"You like that baby...hmmm? Tell me how bad you want me Irisis....tell me!" I raised my tone slightly, leaning forward kissing her neck as she grabbed my hand and started sucking on my fingers causing me to growl deeply.

"I...yes I want you Tae...so muuuch." She responded in a whiny panting voice releasing my fingers from her mouth.

I pulled her up flipping her around to face me lifting her up onto the counter, I unzipped her boots completely removing them...then swiftly yanked her pants & undies off, leaving them in a pile on the floor. Her legs automatically locked around my waist.

My own pants fell down around my ankles as I moved her against the wall. I slipped inside her gripping tender walls pumping into her so fiercely her entire body bounced wildly with the force I delivered.

I squeazed onto her well rounded boobs, shoving one hand inside her blouse pinching her erect nipple. I managed to get one out enough to lick over and nibble on leaving a huge purple hickey just above it, marking her as my own. I licked up the front of her neck to her trembling chin as I bit it lightly while she whimpered like a little puppy.

"Fuuckk, you feel soo good. Can I cumm inside you baby, or sh...should I...should I p...pull out? Mmm damnnn." I asked squeezing my eyes together tightly. Before she could reply I suddenly exploded hard when her orgasm gripped me tight inside her. I couldn't help but to buck my hips up into her further gritting my teeth. My cock throbbed as I filled her with massive amounts of myself our wet lips sliding together while she sucked my bottom lip into her sweet mouth making my finale even more unbelievably intense.

I swallowed hard, savoring the otherworldly euphoric high that stabbed into me. My orgasm lasting longer than it ever had. Colors blasting behind my lids like fireworks as I cursed lowly, holding strong to her voluptuous body pushed to the maximum within her as she squealed low grasping onto me, her breathing fast & hard.

Our lips were stuck together tongues licking at each others mouths. Our unstable breaths mingling together. Fucking utopian is the best way to describe the connection I felt for this exquisite little lady.

"Oh shit...I...im sorry I couldn't stop it in time." I apologized outta breath.

"Dont apologize, its ok, it was worth it." She hummed rubbing her fingers through my hair as I pressed my lips to hers in a slow emotion filled kiss.

"I want you Irisis....with me... all the time." I breathlessly poured my heart out to her.

"I want you too, b..but I can't....I mean the age thing is a big issue, whether you chose to believe it or not." She mumbled.

"Girl, please dont start with the age shit. Its 7 years. Big fucking deal. What does it matter? When this already belongs to you?." I placed her small hand over my booming heart. "Remember what I told you...I still mean what I said. I want more with you, not just this. I mean of course I want this .. to feel your skin on mine. Woman, you are so beautiful, and sweet, and caring. I cant stand the thoughts of anybody else touching you but me....it drives me crazy. I no we haven't known each other long, but I can't help how I'm feeling...ive never felt this for anyone." I pressed my head to hers.

"Taehyung....the way you feel for me will pass in time. Your just infatuated, because I'm an older woman. One day you'll find the girl for you an...and I'll be nothing but a memory. I admit I enjoy how you touch me and how you make my heart beat faster like new love. But I'm afraid this won't last with you." She sighed gently brushing his bangs to the side.

Taehyung didn't respond. Instead he released his hold on her. Flipping on a small light in the kitchen he handed her a few paper towels and picked up her pants handing them to her. He buttoned her blouse with care, smoothing it out, his eyes intently fixed on hers.

"Your wrong Irisis, this is much more to me than some kinda fling. I don't want anyone else." he lifted her chin up to look him directly in the eyes. "I want you....all of you, and your having a hard time accepting it because it happened so fast... I'm alittle younger...so what! And your married, yet your here with me. Anyone with eyes can see your not happy with your life Iris. Two months. I'll give you that long to decide what you want. I already know what I want and I cant do this again not knowing if you'll ever be mine.

A tear rolled down Irisis cheek as Taehyung wiped it away tenderly. He held her face in his warm hands kissing her lovingly.

"Im in love with you. Bye Irisis. I hope you have a good night." He walked away to his bedroom closing the door.

Irisis stood in a state of utter shock. She buttoned & zipped her pants with shaky hands. She was having a difficult time believing a guy his age could already be in love with her. It was just.... inconceivable. Real love took time, often years to build & grow. Yet here she stood leaning against the wall after having sex with a guy she'd never planned on being with again. Her heart was conflicted....and broken with what he'd said.

No she couldn't do this....wouldn't put herself through a mess with the man she'd married. She still loved him...didn't she? She was happy with him...wasn't she? Irisis needed to get away from here. Tears began to spill over she couldn't control.

She sucked up all her emotions, the same ones that she'd always been capable of keeping in line. Yet could she do the same with the ones she was plagued with right now.

She sent Azalea a message that she was leaving. She knew the girl was gonna stay the night, but had promised she'd let her know when she left.

Irisis sat in the uber as more tears dripped from her chin. Why couldn't she stop seeing his face and the way he looked at her. No man had ever looked at her in such a way....not even Cameron.

Maybe she should take a vacation, get away for a few months. Maybe she'd go to her mothers and stay on her farm for a while. A place of warmth, peace & tranquility where she could put things into perspective.

She was responsible for all of this. She'd caused a sweet young man to believe that he actually loved her and she felt simply horrid for allowing this to happen.

It was decided. As soon as she got home she'd start making the arrangements to go stay with her mom for a while. Distance was needed and distance was what they would get, until all this blew over. Taehyung deserved someone special. But that someone wasn't her.

Irisis walked inside the big house that was void of any life. She pulled out her phone tears still trickling slowly down her cheeks as she held the phone to her ear.

"H...hello mom....I...im coming home for a while" Irisis choked out.