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『26 Salvatore Boarding house,
Mystic falls Virginia
JUNE 10TH 2012

DEAR DAMON

I have this recurring dream that we're still together.

We live on a remote island. At first, it's only the both of us. We'll argue about marriage, as we always did before we settled down with a dog. A golden retriever, or Rottweiler. Any type of dog.

Then, we'll get a cat with the same attitude as me. Then we'll have children. First, a daughter who is a carbon copy of you. Then we'll have a son, he's going to be like me.

You'll take that vampirism cure and I'll be human. We'll have many children, before exploring the Verosian multi-megaverses together. We'll travel from The Edge of Creation to The Dawn Of Time where we'll watch the Morningstar rise.

We'll hold each other as time catches up to us and death greats us back to The Dawning. That's where we'll live out our ethereal days, watching over our children.

Not only that, but we'll be stars in the skies; worshiped by many.

That's when I woke up.

  I always stare at the picture of you by my bedside, wondering if the mighty Davendra torments my dreams. I remember how lost I was until I found myself in you. Like a candle, it's blown out, leaving me in darkness, trying to find matches to light the candle again.

  Meeting you has got to be the best damn thing that ever happened to me. I still remember how you seduced me, luring me with that grumpy 'I don't care attitude.'

You fascinated me to my very core.

I watched you for the first few hours when I took you hostage, wondering, 'is this the one I dream about?' Has fate given me what I asked for or was fate playing a cruel trick on me?

You're here. You were real- you are real. Somehow. . . Somehow, you still managed to steal my heart and take it with you. I don't have a heart, Damon. . . Not anymore. Not since you tore it out with scissors, leaving me with nothing but eternal pain.

Did you know, for days, I read your letter over and over and over again before I found all your hidden clues? I am feeling anger, sadness, and so many fucking emotions to decipher.

I have lived, and I have loved you, and somehow you bring out this darkness in me now. The light you shine at me is crumbling darkness. I remember when I took you hostage. You were an injured animal hissing and snarling at me. I wanted to break your guard. I wanted to break you until you allowed me in.

I succeeded in that despite facing many evils in my short life. I saw you as the devil. You had that charm about you. A charm I couldn't quite live without.

Tell me, how you brought me to my knees? Tell me. I wish to know. No man or beast has ever brought me to my knees, except in battle and that's if I lose. I don't like to lose, so I'll avoid that.

By the time I amass you'll be reading this journal, I imagine you causing mayhem to some town and its citizens.

Remember that keeping from The Organisation's radar is your mission.

When and if I find you, you should prepare yourself. I'll ram Charlotte through you before kissing you so hard to ensure I am not dreaming. And to make sure you're in pain before fucking you senseless.

  You've learned my tricks when it comes to hiding, so I very well know how hard finding you has been.

It's a drain in the pipe, you're so far and yet, I can still feel you in my soul. When you're in my heart, I feed on the light you give me and bask in the darkness when there's nothing left to comfort me.

Sometimes when I wake up, I imagine you walking to the bedroom with a tray of breakfast to feed me. We'll shower together while making passionate love before we head out on a sunny day.

  While we walk the streets holding Hands, we'll discuss our wedding and how lavish yet small we want it. When you proposed, you placed this giant diamond rock on my finger. I hate it so much, but, I love it.

I cherish it like it's the most precious thing you've ever given me. It's my entire world. It's a part of you. At night, when we're heading back from an incredibly long day. A group of thieves attempted to rob us and steal the ring from me.

I would kill them all. Rip them apart one by one like an angry tiger, then burn their bodies. You take me home and clean the blood from my body. I will tell you 'I'll never let anything happen to the ring.'

It'll be my birthday the next day. You take me to another country while pretending you're not planning a surprise party.

You take my hand when we arrive at Titan or Cyrsae or Capital Verosia. We would ride bikes around a small town in the country before we headed back to our summer home in time for my party.

Everyone I know is there. Even Dark Creator.

I pretended I was clueless, but you're aware that I know.

My birthday cake was larger than life. You bought my favourite cake; cream chocolate with a sea theme. For my gift, you gave me a new weapon to cherish with all my heart. You outdid yourself this time.

When everyone has left, we make love. Such remarkable love. o when we sleep, I hug you. But, I opened my eyes again and that imagination was only an imagination.

I go back to sleep, rocking myself in hopes my nightmare was only a nightmare. When I opened my eyes again, you weren't there.

It burns too much.

I spent the entire day wishing you were here and my dreams and imagination would become real. But you're not here and I have a feeling that I'll never experience that again.

You'll never come back to me.

Please come back to me.

LOVE,
MICAH UNDERWOOD

P.S. NO PS THIS TIME.

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