05-20

Indiana Fontanilla

7:34 p.m.

Reinier:

Are you okay now?

I mean can we talk now?

Indiana:

Hindi mo talaga gets kung anong ginawa mo?

Reinier:

I'm sorry but I really don't know

I reflected on every actions I made the past days

Hindi ko talaga alam

Indiana:

Why did you have to do that?

Reinier:

Do what?

Indiana:

Why did you purposely made mistakes with the test?

Reinier:

I did not

Why would I?

Indiana:

Please just tell me

Nakakafrustrate eh

Reinier:

Why?

I don't follow

Indiana:

You of all people, ikaw na sinabihan ko about my life

I told you everything hindi para magpaawa sa 'yo

I told you because I want you to understand me

Hindi ko kailangan ng awa

Tapos ano?

Imemessage mo ko ng congratulations???

That made me feel like shit

Reinier:

But I swear I did not

Saan mo naman nalaman yan?

Indiana:

It doesn't matter anymore

Kaya ba sobrang confident mo sa akin the other day kasi sasadiyain mo naman pala na maliin yung test to give way for me???

Reinier:

Why would I even do that???

Anong makukuha ko?

Indiana:

Para gumaan ba loob ko kasi diba sinabi ko sayo yung mga pinagdaanan ko?

Pagbigyan ako na finally natalo na kita?

I don't know, you tell me

Reinier:

Heck I didn't even thought of that

Indiana:

Please just be honest with me

Reinier:

Can you please believe me naman?

It frustrates me that you didn't even want to listen to me

Indiana:

Akala ko itong meron tayo is something so special

Na we have connection

Na you get me

Hindi pala

Masarap ba sa feeling na pagmukhain akong tanga

Yung feeling na hindi kita matatalo hangga't hindi mo ko pagbibigyan?

Reinier:

As much as I want to say sorry for that I can't

Because I know I didn't do that

Ida I swear

Of all those promises I made my whole life, promising you that I wouldn't use your story against you is the only promise I'm eager to fulfill

I wasn't lying when I told you I really understand you

Ida, I did everything I could so that we'll be in good terms and up until now I'm still doing my best so you could see me because I wanted you to like me

I wouldn't dare to ruin what we have now

Indiana:

Why?

Anong mapapala mo?

Satisfaction?

Ano?

Ano pa ba?

Reinier:

Because I like you

Even before

I just haven't realized it but I really do, maybe at first I think I was just curious about why are you mad at me

But I started admiring you

How good you are in everything you do

I'm sorry to say it this way but I really like you and I know giving way just for you to beat me is something that'll disappoint you

So of course I wouldn't do that, not in a million years because I genuinely care for you

Kasi alam kong ayaw mo ng ganun eh, hindi ko alam saan mo nakuha yan pero do you seriously believed that agad?

Without consulting me? Asking for my side?

I know you have your issues but remember Ida, I also have parents to make proud

Hindi lang ikaw

Kaya it's kinda insulting for you to tell me that I'm happy na pinagmukha kitang tanga?

Why don't you trust yourself? That you really did well?

I did my best with that exam kahit na mock exam lang yon, I studied fucking hard not for you to tell me na minali mali ko lang yon

Ida, I don't know how to prove myself that I didn't do anything so if you really won't believe me now then so be it.