I was going through the files on my laptop when I came across this poem I wrote a while back. I don't remember when I wrote it but I definitely remember how I felt. Lemme check... hmm 17 of June this year apparently. It don't feel like it tho lol. Feels like ages ago...
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As I lie,
I imagine what it's like to lie
In a casket, in my funeral.
As I lie,
I imagine the blame eating up
Those who care about me.
As I lie,
I imagine the grief- torn faces
Of loved ones- I'm sorry but
As I lie,
I can't help thinking bout
Wanting to die.