It's been three days since I saw him again.  Three days I constantly flinched and was scared and couldn't sleep. I could tell that my sister Amy knew that something was up, but apart from her everyone was happy that I found someone who apparently loved me. Amy would constantly ask me if I was alright, check on me and make sure I would eat.

"Babygirl. Want to paint something together?" Amy walked into my room. "Ames as much as I would love to I've got to get ready." "Ready for what?" Amy looked at me. "Uhm I am going out with Jackson. We'll go to the movies or something." "What do you mean? I don't think you should go out with him. We have only seen him once, I know you've probably been seeing him for awhile now. Still I don't like him." She smiled at me sadly. "I know Ames, but I've really got to get ready." Sh nodded and sighed sadly, before stroking my hair affectionately. "I love you if you want me to get you at any time while your out just call me and I'll come and get you." I nodded and smiled at her. "Thanks Amy." She kissed me on the cheek before walking out. 

I started getting ready. Eventhough it wasn't a real date and  not even one I agreed to I figured I could still look nice. I put on a black jeans, a white shirt with a pattern, a burgundy jeans jacket. For shoes I picked high heeled ones and as everyday during the last few weeks I put on Laurens Necklace.  

I looked in the mirror. Guess I looked alright. "Lil somones here for you." Dani shouted from downstairs. I got up and started walking down the stairs. 

Jackson stood in the door. Dani, Lauren and Alex next to the stairs.  "Woah. Lillian, you look really pretty." I could see that Jackson didn't mean it and just said it so my siblings would be impressed. Lauren smiled. "Have fun darling."

I walked out to Jacksons Car beside him and waved at them. As soon as we were inside the car he smiled at me way to sweet.
"Well let's have fun tonight." He put his hand on my lap and grinned at me.
"We drive twenty minutes to the house where the party is. You better be quite. I don't want to hear a damn thing out if your fucking mouth." I nodded and looked outside of the car. I was so scared.

We drove in silence. Complete silence.  Until we reached a big house. A lot of people were standing there, some were sitting on the lawn. Kissing wildly, making out. He parked, got out and as soon as he reached my door pulled me out.

Inside the house there were tons of teenagers. A lot of them my age or slightly older.
The smell of beer and other alcoholic drinks lingered around the room. Loud music blared out of the boxes and just one minute in and I wanted to go home to my sisters and cry.

"Here have a drink." Luckily for me Jackson stood aside with some of his friends while some random girl handed me a drink.
"Uhm Thanks." I mumbled. "Jackson brought you here right? You don't seem to like the party." "I don't usually go out. I'm just not used to it." I still held the drink in my hand. As I  figured I wouldn't drink it. Alcohol was something I didn't not need.
The girl nodded and left me. For the course of two hours I  stood leaning against a wall while Jackson made conversation with everyone and I just waited to go home.
"There you are." Jackson grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the front door. He slurred his words and weaved a little. He obviously was drunk which made him even more dangerous.
As soon as we reached the car and both sat inside it, he didn't bother to buckle himself in, I was buckled in to scared to drive with a drunken person not buckeld in.
"You're a pretty girl." He said and smiled a smile that only drunk people can smile.
He had started driving and as far I knew we were going towards my house. But the ride was 20 minutes and after about ten he pulled in on a parking lot.
He turned to me and smiled.
"Let's repeat the fun we had the last time." With one swift move he had unbuckled me and put the lean of the car seat back. I was now lying on the car seat.
I tried to sit up and open a door but he was to strong as he sat on top of me.
I tried everything I knew but in this situation he overpowered me.
He undressed himself and started undressing me as a light flashed over the parking lot.
In this one second where he looked up and wasn't focusing on me I ram my knee between his legs.
He cried out in pain and sat differently while I used him being distracted to open the door and push him away from me to get out of this car and run.

Amy PoV

It's been almost five hours since she went out and noone has heard from her since. All of us  worried as Chrissy tried calling her again.
Mike, Lise and Dani were already out looking for her. Dad was in the other car with Kath, Alex and Lauren.
Nick, Christian and Joey decided to make her her favourite cookies and prepare her bedroom so she could immediately fall asleep when she got home.
I was sitting on the edge of the couch and was fiddling with my hands.
"Amy we'll find her." I nodded but I was scared my baby sister was somewhere out there and I didn't know where.
I started crying and Chrissy started calming me down. "We'll find her and never let her go out with someone until she's fivty again." I laughed a bit at this dinner but nodded.
We cuddled on the couch while waiting for a call when suddenly there was a knock on the door.
Both of us and mom got up to open the door.
There stood Lillian. Dirty, wet, from the rain, shaking and probably crying but you couldn't tell between the rain and the tears.
"Oh baby." I pulled her into hug not caring that she was practically dripping.
She was shaking.
"Amy." She cried out and clung to me.
"Oh Lilly. Calm down darling everything is alright." She cried in my shoulder.
Christina and our mom stood in the hallway behind me.
"Lillian Aimee Cimorelli. Where were you it's almost one in the morning." Our mom was mad.
Lillian cried harder.
"Mom stop. She's scared let her be for now. We'll talk later." Christina intervened.
I could her our mom sigh and going back to the kitchen. 
"Lillian." Joey was running towards the door.
"Lilly come on Nick, Christian and I made your favourite cookies. Why are you crying?" Lillian let go of me.
"It's nothing Joey. I just was a little scared. I want to try some of those cookies."
He beamed and pulled her towards the living room.
"I'll call the others. As soon as the others are back and Joey is in bed we'll talk to her." She already pulled her phone out.
I nodded and went after my sister and my brother's.
"Look Lil. We made these for you." Joey handed her a cookie she took with a smile. "Thanks Joey." She took a bite. "You did a good job. They are amazing." Joey smiled, Nick and Christian as well.
"Joey you should go to bed. Lillian is home now so off you go." He frowned but nodded.
"I love you Joey. Thanks for cheering me up buddy." She hugged him and mom made sure he went upstairs before turning to us.
"As soon as all the others are home we'll talk."
Lil sighed and sat down on the couch curling up in a blanket that Nick given her.
We heard a car pull up and not even a few seconds later the door opened and Mike, Lisa and Dani walked in. As soon as they saw Lil you could see the relief on their faces.
"Lillian." Lisa sat down next to her and pulled her on her lap.
"I was so worried. Don't you ever do this again."
They stayed like this a for until another car turned up and Dad, Lauren, Kath, Alex came in.
"Lillian where were you?" Dad looked furious but behind it you could see the concerned and scared father.
Lillian curled up closer to Lisa scared of all of us.

Lillian PoV

Lisa held me close. Dad being so mad led to me shaking. I felt so scared.
I guess my sisters could tell.
"Maybe you should leave. She's scarred. We'll talk to her and tell what's going on." Dani said to our parents. But I shook my head no.
They all needed to know what happend, they already knew how messed up I was.
"You want all of us to stay?" Nick said. I slowly nodded. They all said down and looked at me. Somehow even mom and dad managed to calm down. I could tell that their concern was now bigger than the anger towards me.
"Tell us what happened baby girl." Lisa cooed.
"I...I went out with Jackson." I started before stopping again.
"Right were is he? Why didn't he bring you home after the movie ended?" Mike seemed mad but which older brother wouldn't be if a boy doesn't keep his little sister safe.
"We uhm didn't go to the movies. That's just what we said." I slowly said. I didn't even bother looking at them they would be so mad.
"Well where were you?" Christinas Voice was dangerously low. It was clear that she didn't like the direction where this was going.
"A party. But I didn't want to go he made me. He blackmailed me." I cried again and curled further into Lisa who stroked my back and drew patterns on my shoulders.
"You were at a party? Without telling someone." Mom flipped while Dad looked worried. "What did he use to blackmail you?"
I closed my eyes. "You can do this." Amy whispered in my ear I opened my eyes and gave her a sad smile. This would kill them. They would feel like they failed protecting me.
How was I supposed to tell them that he raped me almost eight months ago and that the only reason why I was in a relationship with him was because I was afraid of him saying something.

"Back when I was in school. He was there to." I took a deep breath. "He was one of the kids who occasionally helped bullying me." I closed my eyes.
"One afternoon after school he, Victoria and their friends pulled me into an empty classroom. In the beginning they beat me till I was almost unconscious."
I could feel that Lisa had started to tear up as my shoulder was getting wet. I looked up at her and she gave me a sad smile.
"After that all except him left. He uhm He... He raped me." Now it was out there was no way I could take it back. They knew what happened to me.
I could hear several people cry.
And Dad whispering why over and over again.
Chrissy got in front of me.
"Why did you go out with him then. You could have told us." I shook my head. "You weren't supposed to know this. I didn't want you to feel like you failed protecting me." I whispered.
She nodded and gave me a sad smile. Looking around I noticed that she and Mike were the only ones slightly composed everyone else was either in shock or crying.
"You don't need to protect us but now what happend before?"
I shook my head sacred of answering this question.
"Baby I need to know to make sure he never does this again." Mike said.
"He wanted me to drink. I didn't do it. He was drunk. Completely wasted. I was so scared when we were in the car on the way home."
"He was drunk and drove the car you were in?" I nodded and continued.
"After awhile he pulled into a parking lot. He... got on top of me and started undressing me." Dad pulled Mom into a hug as she was crying hysterically.
"Before he could do something another car pulled up. The light made him lose focus on me so I kicked him got out and run." I was done. My energy and left me. They where now the ones to deal with it. I closed my eyes and leaned against Lisa taking on of Amy's hands into my own.
I was drifting of to sleep but I could hear Christina taking to someone in the phone. Probably the police to arrest him.

The next time I woke up I was laying in my bed. Kath was sitting next to me. "Morning baby. How do you feel?" She smiled sadly. "I'm okay. Just shaken up. But I know I am safe with you." I answered truthful.
She nodded and pulled me into her arms. "I'm sorry we didn't notice. I wish I had been there. I wish I had been a better older sister to you." She was crying and holding me so close to her chest as if she was scared I would turn to dust if she loses me.
"Kath. You're a great big sister. You couldn't notice I didn't want you go know. I was scared and wanted to forget it. I wasn't ready to tell. Stop making yourself bad. You're here now. That's all that matters." She smiled behind her tears.
"You're such an amazing and loving girl. You know that right Lil?" I blushed.
"You're awake." Chrissy came in followed by all our sisters and most of our brothers.
"I've got a call from the police." I was so scared about the next sentence. "They arrested him. He's going to jail for a long time."
I felt relieved. I was safe and loved nothing could probably stop me now.
I smiled. A real genuine smile. "Thank you."
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