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I'm meeting his mom and I don't know how to feel.

"Babe we are going to be late"

"I'm coming geez"

Just then jasmine walked in and asked if we are ready, she seems better everytime I bring up that incident she brushes me off ill back off just for now....

"Nia what are you wearing "

"But Jas I'm late and still have to dress Aro"

After taking me to my room and helping me with everything I came out...

"Perfect" jas said

Then we went to the tv room Rob was having a drink...

"Babe" he was looking at me undressing me with his eyes ...then he came closer to me and kissed my cheek.

Jasmine gave Rob a look...

"Dont kiss her you will ruin her make up" then she slapped him on his arm he laughed then we were done with little missy too.

"Look mommy"

"Baby you look cute but where the hell...i mean where are your shoes "

"Mommy did you just say a bad word"

"Ill do more then say bad words if you don't put those red shoes on"

She ran to her room and wore her shoes...

Finally we are all done Jasmine smiled at us there's pain behind that smile but I know she won't say anything ill brush it off just for now .

We kissed her and left with our small bags because we are staying with them for the weekend I was so excited yet nervous....

We got in the car and he started playing music it was a nice drive but I was sweating and shaking...

1 .I sort of have history with his mom
2. My mom hates me how are other mothers supposed to love me urgh...

"Don't overthink bug"

"Did you just call me a bug"

"Euw " Aro said then she laughed.

"But it's cute "he said so I rolled my eyes because the fuckery happening in this car was too much....

We laughed and when he got to his mothers  house and the gates opened, I was in awe  we got in and he parked the car then we went inside he said he will fetch our bags later from his car .

He said they are rich no no they are more than rich it's like a mini castle ....

Then we walked to the dining room my heart skipped a beat..... I felt pain all my insecurities came alive my mothers words that "no one will ever love me"....I felt small I do that sometime build myself only to let one insecurity destroy it in a minute....

Breath In and breath out my heart rate calmed down ...

"My Son" she said laughing and kissing his cheek...

"Oh my baby" she hugged me and I could smell her perfume does class have a smell because she smells like it...

"Thank you for inviting me"

"We are happy you're here baby"

"And who do we have here "

Aro hid behind me.....

"Baby say hi to Robbies mommy"

"Hi"

Just then she told us to go the dining room .

The last time I had

We sat down and Aro sat on her own chair and she looked scared my poor baby...

Robbie's mom sat next to me and we spoke about the past and why I stopped seeing her she understood and Squeezed my hand.

After a while Ava came running in jumping on me and hugging me she is beautiful I love his family I'm already attached....

Aro moved and sat next to Ava they connected and were Inseparable kids are traitors....

They made fun of Robbie it was so funny..and fun I understand why Robbie Is this amazing man.

What a beautiful family.....they showed me you can have all the money and still have a heart, it was a great evening...

We then changed to pjs and went to the theater room where we watched a movie and had popcorn , I was scared before coming here but I had no reason.

We laughed and all ended up sleeping there...

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We woke up around 6 am and I woke Ava but their mom wasn't there...

Ava went to bed with Aro ,Robbie too and I went to look for his mom I found her in her room.

"I just wanted to check if you're okay"

"I am beautiful and you "

"I am okay thank you so much "

"I'm happy my son finally found someone worth it "

"Thank you ma"

Then she told me about Robbie's darkest moments said he feels ashamed to tell me but he doesn't need to I mean we are all fucked up in our own way right?

She made me laugh with the stories she shared some were very embarrassing I cannot even repeat them...

We spoke a bit more and I realized that Robbie being that amazing had everything to do with his mom she's an epitome of Love.

The day went by fast then we went to the studio I got to spend a moment in his shoes it was amazing I loved being there with him....

We were laughing having a good time then he asked me to go behind the the mike and sing

"But I can't sing "

"Do anything "

I started

Scars

You've opened my heart
I didn't know I could love
But you came yes you came...
And changedit all
Now my heart is swelling with love
Full of hope...

Yeah you stole my heart
Now I can't seem to picture me
Without you....
Your love healed
All the invincible scars I had...

"What babe you didn't tell me.you could sing like that"

I didn't even see Ryan walk in he started clapping and I was shy I loved how free and happy being there made me feel .

They told me I'm good and now it was time for my babe...

Wait....oh shit

What......

She Stole my heart....

Hearing the things he wrote about me made me so emotional he just made me believe in love again ,I prayed we don't break up cause God knows how I'm going to explain that to Aro Positive thoughts Nia....

The studio wasn't full but the Music producer and sound engineer were there they somehow managed to make "our song" my song and his into a whole song ,then added the sickest beats it was amazing , how could I say no when everyone ganged up against me.

Plus the song was amazing .

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Alie Gatie came to sing one of my favourite song and I cried Rob does these small things that make me feel things i haven't felt before.

We stayed longer then expected Luke or Duke whatever the hell his friend's name is didn't come I haven't met him and already didn't like him....yea I have issues

When were done we went to the store he called his friend to fetch sunny and fix her somewhere else.....apparently Marcus was using old used and damaged parts on Sunny that's why she broke down every week..

We got to his house, his mom wasn't around only Ava...we listened to songs and started dancing we had so much fun...

"You started the party without me" he's  mom said...

We laughed and she started dancing...

The love I felt here was overwhelming but the good kind ....

We slept late but was up around 8 with the table full of nice breakfast we had the best morning laughing enjoying ourselves...

Then we got dressed his mother told us we have to go to church ,maybe God is mad at me I haven't been to church in uhm forever ....church was Amazing I understood where they got their love an strength from.....

We went back home and had lunch.

We had to go back to my apartment We couldn't stay longer because of school and work but promised hi mom we will visit again.

Things got hot so fast I didn't have time to stop him from taking my top and bra off we were alone because Aro was fast asleep in our room she cried because her best friend stayed.

"Robbb....wait" finally I could say that

"Yes baby"

"I can't do.....i mean can we stop I'm on my periods"silly excuse but hopefully it works.

He looked at me like I just stole his candy I covered my boobs and started looking for my bra and top and wore them,

"Nia that's what you said last week, look baby you don't have to lie all the time what's really up "

"I ....I'm sorry okay "

"You Dont need to lie to me we've been together for almost a year "

"So you can't wait a little longer"

"Nia what are you talking about?

"You want sex I can't offer you sex not now"

"So that's all you think about me Nia fucken sex ? Really"

"That's what all men want"

"I am not the men from your past Nia ,you should know me by now"

"Robbie....I"

"Goodnight Nia "he was already out the door

"Kiss my angel for me let me go look for sex"

I couldn't say a damn thing just looked at him even when angry he looked so sexy...I wasn't really mad at him I was mad at myself for not being normal and I took it out on him...

I sometimes feel like I'm damaged like he's too good for me Urgh I need to call him .....

I couldn't stop smiling and opened the door for him he kissed my cheek and asked me to say it again well I did .

"Robbie you're different and it kind of scares me,Leo I slept with him just to keep him girls were all over him and I thought sex would keep him, so I just don't want to do it for the sake of doing it I trust and love you I just need more time"

"Come here"

"Promise me you won't give up on me" I said to him...

"I promise baby"

He hugged me and gave one hell of a Passionate kiss ,the kind that made me question my decisions.

"I love you Nia Bug Walker" I smiled he was my safe haven.

After a while we did our good nights and he slept on the couch while I joined Aro in our bed I slept with a smile on my face.