HIYA GUYS!! I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I FEEL ALONE BC NO ONE READS THIS, BUT NEVER MIND, I STILL LOVE YALL :)

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I didn't have time to decide, he glanced at my lips and I crushed mine on his

I pulled back fast "oh my God, I'm so sorry, I just--" he cut me with a kiss, I smiled and kissed back, did I really love him? I couldn't, this couldn't happen, one of us was going to get hurt, and I couldn't let that happen.
I tried to pull back but I found myself running my fingers though his hair and grabbing his neck, after a few seconds, he pulled back and looked at my eyes. He smiled

"What?" I asked confused

"Did you know that you are the cutest when you sleep?" He said blushing

"Oh my-, no I'm not"

"Stop being so fucking modest" he said kissing my cheek

"Stop swearing" I said in a childish voice, he giggled and sat down "thanks for waiting and sitting with me" I pouted sitting next to him

"By the way, what was that about?" He asked

"I was about to ask you the same question" I said " I guess we are... friends?"

"Just friends?" He said looking at me with puppy eyes

"Well, actually, I was wondering if..." I said smiling because his face was lighting up again "you wanted to be something else, you know..."

"Of course I would" he said happily, but his face changed "but, I don't think that's a good idea" I frowned "I just... I lived something like this and look at how it ended, the boy cheating and me cutting and constantly trying to kill myself" he said

"I told you that I'd never hurt you"

"That's what he said, besides, we just met, I don't know anything about you"

"I told you my biggest secret" I almost yelled

"You saw mine as well but I still don't know you"

"What the fuck! Luke, if want to know me, ask me a fucking question!" I yelled, which I regretted the second the words left my mouth, seeing his eyes watering was enough to break my heart, especially when I am the reason "Oh God, I am really sorry, Luke, I didn't mean to say that or yell at you"

He broke "but you did, and there's nothing you can do about it, just save it" he said leaving the cave running faster than I would ever run, I just sat there, not knowing what to do