"LUKE!" I screamed, he jumped, tears were running down his face, his eyes were red and puffy

He had a razor in his left hand and his right arm was bleeding, he looked paler than he should

"What are you doing?" I said feeling more tears building in my eyes "why?" My voice cracked

"I told you, I am done, I can't take this anymore, I have to die" he said sitting on the grass and closing his eyes

"No, you don't have to, I need you to keep your eyes open" I said getting down on my knees next to him

He didn't reply, he didn't open his eyes, his breathing got slower and he relaxed and I took him inside the cave again

"C'mon, open your eyes dammit" i said, I couldn't let him die, I just met him but he made me feel something I didn't understand. Love. But it couldn't be, I met him less than 24 hours ago

I held his hand and a couple of minutes later his eyes slowly opened "Oh my God, Luke, are you okay?" I said

"Why did I wake up? I didn't want to! I was meant to die" he said panicking trying to sit up but failing

"Calm down, I am going to help you, but you have to tell me why are you doing this to yourself" I said helping him up

"I don't want to talk about it, besides, you can't help me, I'm already lost" he said

"No you're not, and I'm sure that if you tell me what's wrong, someone will be able to help you" I said trying to stay calm

"Everyone is right" he said quietly, I was confused

"About what?" I asked meeting his eyes

"I am a fag." He said, his voice shaking

"What? No, you're not" I said

"I am, I fucking like guys, if they are right with that, they are right when they say that I have to die" he said

"There's another therm for that and it's called 'gay' and I am, don't listen to them, you are awesome" I said, he blushed and smiled a bit "that's the Luke I like... To see" oh God, please tell me he didn't notice that i stopped

"Why did you stop?" He asked looking at me in the eyes.

Our faces were inches apart "Don't do it Ashton, don't do it" a voice in my head said "but I want to" another voice said. Should I listen to my heart or my mind?

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Sorry, I know that it's short but I am tired

Ill update next thursday, ILYSM

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