Luke's POV

I couldn't take this anymore, I couldn't keep living like this, nobody cared and I knew, I was home and no one talked to me, not even my sister, she got a boyfriend, Liam, he was Ashton's flat partner, and I was alone, I knew that Ashton didn't love me, he was with me for pity, we hadn't talked since the day of the murders, that was enough for me to know that I was worthless and I was here to suffer and wouldn't do anything with my life

"So wait up, wait up, give me one more chance, to make up, make up, I just need one last dance" I quietly sang the words that took him back to me when I thought that I had lost him while I took the water bottle and 7 pills

My sister was out with Daniel and my mother was barely home

I walked to my room and locked the door, I knew that no one would miss me, I knew I was a bother for Ashton and that this would make him finally happy

I looked at my last year's prom pictures, I knew this would happen, but not a week after. I opened the water bottle and took the pills one by one and lied on bed

"I heard you're heading east, so let's just make our peace, so when you think of me..." I heard someone getting home and rushed footsteps running towards my room

"C'mon, it could be late" I knew that voice but I didn't care

"You'll smile, and I'll smile..." I finished the bridge of the song quietly and he started banging the door, but like I said, I didn't care, the pills were doing a great job

"Please Luke, open the door! I LOVE YOU!"

"I love you too Ashton" I whispered, then I fell in a dark sleep. A sleep that would, hopefully, take me forever