So I'll put out a new chapter soon I promise

But I'm currently in the car on my way to church

Now I don't go myself but whenever I'm I go to my aunt/godmothers house for the weekend with my siblings on Sunday when we drive home we almost always go to church first

And I don't know how to explain it but now that I'm kinda like out as pan and having my different beliefs and not really believing in god and all that 
(My beliefs are more in the Wiccan area)

It just feels weird and like wrong almost? Well not wrong just awkward and like..?? Idk??

It's weird but we're not even there yet we're only in the car