i'm going to write a sad song today
it's gonna be full of gloomy metaphors
and depressing guitar
and it won't at all illustrate how i'm feeling

i'm going to write a happy song today
my friends will sing along
but i won't
after a while
i'll just stay quiet
cos my happiness is a lie

i'm not going to write today
i'm going to pretend to laugh
i'm going to make jokes
i'm going to eat
and then
i'm going
to go
home
and cry
and scream
and puke
and rip myself to shreds