I sighed as I stood up from my bed to take a tour round the house for the second time in nothing but a bra top and shorts.

Its been six days, six days since my night of embarassment and six days since I last saw Hunter. He wasn't home that's for sure, I went to his room and office the other day to confirm that.

I assumed he went on some kind of important mission because even Severus didn't come by. You'd expect me to be happy about it well....a part of me was, I have gotten mentally healed from all that had happened in the past week but a part of me was afraid that one of these days those men might come back, now that Hunter wasn't here I was easy prey not like I was their target in the first place but still. I've been living on thin ice hoping that thought doesn't come true.

I spent these past few days taking care of myself. I ate well, slept well, exercised, took care of my skin to the points my scars were practically gone and I even meditate. This few things and my phone are what has kept me from dying of boredom, the thought of going outside as a means of killing boredom never once crossed my mind, it dared not. I sometimes tried engaging in conversations with the maids but that has never turned out well, they act like robots that can only follow orders.

From time to time Hunter crossed my mind, I didn't want to admit it but I missed him a bit and I don't understand why.

I despise him so much yet I crave his presence, I crave his touch. On many occasions I've attempted to touch myself but I was never satisfied, it doesn't feel the same. I wanted him, his fingers, his lips and so much more. I've never been this sexually frustrated and I hated it, I hated that he has this power over me to bring out such lustful desires, desires I could barely control and since I'm stuck with him its only a matter of time before I give into this nonsense.

I stopped in my tracks as my legs gave into pain of walking before sitting on the floor. Even with all this my principles still stands, as much as I ached for intimacy with him, I still don't want to have sex with a person I barely know, atleast not now.

I closed my eyes resting my head against the wall. "Don't give into it Nova, He can't have his way with you" I mumbled to myself.

"Oh really?"

My eyes shot open in fear as I quickly stood up to search where the voice came from, with no one in sight I slowly creeped backwards ready to make a run for it when two large hands suddenly wrapped my waist and brought me into their chest.

"Miss me?" His deep soothing voice whispered against my ears. He nuzzled his face in my neck as his intoxicating scent ravaged my nose, I missed it. I closed my eyes as I let out a breath of relief.

"You scared me" I grumbled trying to get out of his grip but he only pulled me closer.

"What were you saying earlier about not letting me have my way with you?" His tone was so calm it frightened me. I gulped hard and stayed quiet, I know he hates when I don't answer him but that's better than giving him an answer he wouldn't like.

I heard him chuckle before speaking "Listen kajiri you keep forgetting that things are not like before when you had a choice to leave or stay, now I own you, I choose to let you live or die you have no say in your life whatsoever therefore I CAN have my way with you the sooner you accept that the better"

My lips were trembling as my eyes became blur from tears, there goes the peace of mind I managed to have when he wasn't here. Why does he have to remind me, why does he feel the need to break me, It hurt so much but he spoke with not a care in the world. I sniffed and bit down on my lip as I shot my eyes hard pulling back any tear that wanted to fall.

"Save your tears for later I have news for you" He let go of me and took my hand leading me in the direction of his room.

I was anxious, what kind of news does he have for me, I had a terrible feeling it wasn't something good. We got to his room and he closed the door before settling on his bed. He positioned his elbows on his knees and folded his fingers against his lips.

"I will be going back to my world in two days" He stared dead in my eyes after he made that statement. I stood there staring back at him not knowing what to do with the information he just shared. How does this benefit me?, He made it very clear I'm stuck with him so......wait a minute since he won't let me go there are only two outcomes to this either he kills me or....

"N-No" my voice cracked as I shook my head aggressively "kill me just kill me I choose death, I'm not going with you"

"Like I said earlier you don't have a choi- NO!" I screamed cutting him off "Please don't....don't do this Hunter please, I'm not going to a realm filled with monsters"

"Why, you'd be amongst your own kind"

"My own kind?" I whispered to myself, what does he mean by that? I look back at him confused but as my eyes met his I realized what he meant.

"No no no no no no I'm not...I'm not turning into that" I stuttered as the tears I managed to hold back earlier overflowed now.

"You should be grateful I'm giving you a better shot at life" His words made my heart stop. The ache I felt in my chest was unbearable as I went down on my knees and clamped my hands together. "Please don't do this, I promised I won't tell a soul please just let me go" I begged shaking uncontrollably.

"No"

The words echoed repeatedly in my head, every ounce of sadness I had in me turned into rage. "You monster, son of a bitch you truly are a dev-"

In an instant my body was off the ground and his hand was against my neck. "Watch your mouth nova, you wouldn't want to leave here with a broken jaw" he snapped as his grip around my neck tightened.

"Let me remind you of what you are because you seem to always forget, you are a tool I can use and throw away any time I want I can do whatever I want with you" He loosened his hold on my neck as he brought my face closer to his.

"YOU. DON'T. HAVE. A. CHOICE"

He let go off me and I stumbled to the ground gasping for air, my tears were flowing like water as low whimpers left my lips. No I rather die, was it a crime I was born, why is life so unfair to me, from my parents to the orphanage to my fosters to HIM, what did I do to deserve all this.

I choked on my tears struggling to control them "I'm transforming you tonight, enjoy your last moments as human, leave" He gritted the last part. I had sorrow and hate plastered on my face as my eyes darted to his. 'I HATE YOU' my expression read before I got up and left his room heading to mine.

I went to the sink in my bathroom splattering some water on my face before staring at my reflection in the mirror. I looked drained and miserable, my eyes were puffy and bloodshot red from crying, I touched the faint red mark that circled my neck as hitched breaths escaped my lips.

"I'm tired of this shit" I muttered gripping the sides of the sink as I nodded at the thought that crossed my mind

I ran away before so I can do it again, I can