Chapter 41 - Lillies on her grave
A/n : Hey guys, missed me!? Damn it's been ages doesn't it!? Okay, okay, let's get back into the story.
And yes dear reader, this author is not that creative always and i lack in many ways too.
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Taehyung stood there wrapping his arms around her small frame. Her hair passing through his fingers, his chest craddling hers prim and perfect, her breathes hitting his neck and then his sigh of relief made him realised that how much he wanted to see her fine and fit. How did he love her so much!? No...when did he start loving her so much? He doesn't even remember neither he wanted to know the answer, it's nice. It's lovely with her being infront of him, in his arms with no distance between them.
Her eyes, her lips, her hair and her everything, he wanted her in whole, entirely. Just a thought of loosing her made him wanted to kill everyone in this world. He would just flip the world upside down if something had happened to her. What if she wasn't infront of him!? He realised maybe he wouldn't be standing. Maybe he would just break into pieces, maybe he would collapse or maybe he would just....just stop breathing!?
And no he's not lying about that. He felt this strange difficulty in breathing just thinking of the odds. His chest grew tight and his body went stiff and chill. He never ever felt like this in his life. He never did. One thing he doesn't like is being so attached to someone but with Y/n he doesn't like being away from her, he couldn't stand it. He just need to be with her and the few moments he spends with her would always get stamped in his mind clear and perfect.
He always used to notice her each and every move, her eyes, her silly words, her crazy actions and her insane expressions. God knows why he loves her so much, but he does and he realised it already. Taehyung is always clear about his feelings, he had always been. And he knew this girl in his arms is going to be a hard one to handle, a hassle to deal with, a tough one to crack and no one knows why does he love that about her. Even her talking dumb makes him feel she's sexy. For god's sake how could a person look so sexy while being a lunatic, he couldn't get his answers till now but he realised he doesn't need one.
He loves the way she speaks rubbish, he loves the way she frowns, he loves the way she curses, he loves everything about her except for her tears that he's seeing right now, feeling right on his shoulders. Damn who the fuck dared to make her cry.............he knew, oh god he knew and he's going to find that fucking Lucius and kill him.
Leaning back from the hug he cupped her face and wiped her tears as she tried to say something but couldn't speak right due to her ragged breathes. She looked wrecked, her hair messed, her bleeding wounds made it hard for him not to clench his fists, her lips were chapped, she looked so broken.
"T-Tae...Arya. Arya's with him. I don't know what to do. I'm scared." Taehyung did nothing, he just hugged her waist and placed a small peck on her forehead.
"Don't worry, we will find her." His deep voice seemed soothing and promising. For Y/n it felt as if everything's going to be right if Taehyung's here. He's going to make everything right, isn't he!? He will.
"I don't know how Arya's here? Why the fuck is she wandering around the globe as if it's her bedroom?" Yoongi cursed and turned around to find his other cousin.
"We need to find her. Oh my god she's alone. She's alone with that bastard." Y/n said as she walked in a hurry behind Yoongi to follow but Taehyung caught her arm and stopped her from moving.
"Jin hyung will get you back to the car and you're going to hospital right now." Taehyung said as he nodded towards Jin not watching how Y/n watched him with a frown.
What!?
"No. Arya's here Taehyung. And that bastard kep-"
"You need to go. You should get treated Y/n." Taehyung answered as he walked holding her hand towards Jin while she refused.
"What wrong with y-"
Even before she could speak further Yoongi came back panting.
"Guys hurry up. I guess Ary-Arya got shot, Jin hyung...hurry up." As soon as Y/n heard those words, they hit her right in the heart such that she felt like she couldn't stand anymore. The ground just disappeared from her feet and she felt accused.
She swore to save her sister, her father and her mother and everyone in the FF who are going to die. She knew it couldn't be possible yet she had hopes. She had hopes that she could atleast delay their deaths but why is it happening so fast?
Her feet rushed as she was desperate to find that her sister's fine and Yoongi has misunderstood.
Her eyes didn't stop tearing up and her feet didn't take any break. She ran all the way while following Yoongi who was running before her to get her to the place where Arya was seen.
And her feet glued to the floor as soon as she caught a familiar little form. There was this thick red blood over her clothes which were almost ripped. Her clothes were in tatters and her shoulders were covered with a suit of Hoseok.
The back of her was smeared in blood which churned the stomach of Y/n. Her lips were chapped, her eyes were teary and Hoseok stood there clasping her body in his arms as he kept patting her head.
Y/n shivered. Shivered and trembled for the unknown. What happened!? What might have happened to the little one? She doesn't know it yet but her mind kept suggesting some bad things, dirty things and forbidden things which she couldn't even imagine.
She failed. She failed to save her. She failed in saving Summer. She failed in saving their family's reputation, she failed in saving Arya too now. She failed in many things. She's a total failure.
Why was she even alive in this world if it's of no use to anyone. Not even herself.
Hoseok's eyes shifted to the elder sister of the little one, he knew how would your heart gets stopped for a while when you see your sister in such a state. As if she has been rap-god he didn't even want to remember the feeling he had when he got a call from a police station that day and police mentioned nothing except the fact that her sister got molested.
He ran all the way to the police station that day, keeping his heart steady and calm even though he knew he is going to fail. It's been three years or more than 3 years since that incident, yet he could recall it as if it's fresh and new. And he wished no one would face a situation as such in their lives.
"Arya, your sister's here." Hoseok's smooth voice reached Arya's ears which made the latter to gulp down the lump formed inside her throat and face her sister.
It was her fault for trusting a stranger's words and following the person like a sheep. She fell into the trap and now she's hurting everyone. Arya's ashamed of herself, she first called her sister a murderer, then a lunatic, and she doesn't remember how many times she had hurt her sister.
Slowly she turned around to see her sister, her eyes facing the floor as she clenched her fists tight when her gaze fell on her sister's feet and as she lifted her gaze up she witnessed how Y/n's hands were trembling. Her sister's shivering.
And she couldn't hold it anymore and her heart screamed to call her sister.
"I'm so-"
That's it, Y/n ran towards her sister, she hugged her little frame kneeling on the floor as she cried her heart out. Her eyes tearing up and her sobs reaching the walls.
Arya felt herself tearing up too. When did she become such a bitch of a girl who blamed her sister all the while. How could she even think of blaming her sister when she did nothing wrong. All her sister did was protecting her. And now when her sister's away for a while she was trapped and was prone to a threat so fast. Oh god, how much of a hoe she was to accuse Y/n, the woman who is crying her heart out.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I couldn't save you. I'm sorry that I failed." Y/n sobbed as she leaned away from her sister and cried clucthing her heart. If the story goes same as the fanfiction then what!? She knew this since from the start yet she couldn't stop.
"I'm f-fine. I didn't get shot." Arya's smooth whisper made Y/n to shot up her face and witness her sister's face. What!?
Even though Y/n's heart felt a bit relieved she couldn't trust the words if her sister. She cupped her sister's face and examined her from top to bottom.
And that's when she cried more hugging her sister for the other time. Thank god. Thank god. Though Arya's dress was stained with blood it wasn't hers. Her shirt got stained in someone else's blood.
Y/n cupped her sister's chubby face and kissed her forehead as she hugged her tightly. Thank god her sister's fine. Thank god.
"But where did you get the stains from Arya!? That's exactly on your back, it's as if you have been shot. I can see it, the traces....it's clear."
Jin's words were a little disturbing to Y/n. She felt as if she's forgetting something.......or maybe someone. Who's that!?
"I-I hope everything's fine." Jungkook came to the scene panting and his voice was ragged a little as he shifted his gaze away from Y/n as soon as he saw her. So she's fine. Phew.
Y/n could hear Jungkook's words and there she could see a shirtless man behind Jungkook's large frame, standing still as he watched Arya's state. Lucas...
His heart must have been shattered watching the scene, more like he might be broken knowing the fact that his dad tried to get his girlfriend and torture her, god knows in what ways.
He should feel happy watching Arya being fine or sorry for his dad being the culprit. What should he do!?
"Wh-where is she? Why didn't she come yet!?" Arya leaned back from the hug and started to search the place. She shifted her head left and right trying to get a glimpse of a woman but then her eyes widened as she brought her hands to her lips.
"Oh my god- sh-she go-we need to go back." She said as she started to go back to the door underneath.
Everyone's here. Arya, Taehyung, Jin, Hoseok, Jungkook, Jimin, Yoongi , she's sure that Namjoon's in the car as he couldn't get in because of his leg. Even Lucas is here. But......Y/n is sure that she's missing something.
Stay here and be safe until I'm back with your sister
As soon as those striked Y/n's mind she figured out what she had missed.
"Where's Emara!?" The woman's name slipped out of her and she knew Emara's the only one who's missing right now. Where is she!?
"The lady who rescued me said she is will be coming alon-" Arya's eyes blurred as she cried with her hands over her lips as she realised it, guilt, fear and lack of strength made her collapse on the floor but when she had her brother around, her body wouldn't hit the rough floor rather it would meet his secure arms.
Yoongi's arms immediately surrounded his little sister as soon as he felt her collapsing. Yoongi's lazy all the time, but not when in a situations which would come along with his family. He may look like he doesn't care but he does a lot.
"Jungkook, we should take her to hospital. Jin hyung you be here...." Yoongi's looked at Jin and the elder got a point that Yoongi wanted him to stay here to take care of Y/n's condition. She was injured too. But she's holding it up. But Arya couldn't she had a fragile and weak strength since childhood.
But too many thoughts had been running through Y/n's mind as she tried to connect the dots.
"I will com-damn" Namjoon stepped forward to follow them in a haste but his iron crutch stumbled resulting him to curse making everyone notice his inability to follow them.
"I will drive." Jimin came forward offering help.
And Yoongi left with Arya, Jungkook and Jimin.
When the man who held her as a hostage shot with his gun, Arya thought he missed as she didn't feel anything. But too bad, she didn't pay any attention to the low grunt of Emara who hugged her to save her from dying.
No way!? No way. She took a bullet for her!? Is that the blood which smeared upon her clothes too!? Y/n's heart sank with guilt. The woman whom she thought was evil saved her sister's life by keeping herself at stake!?
And she had said many mean things to her when the woman was trying to help her.
Guilt..... guilt laced through her veins and hit her heart right at the spot. No.
"Emara...." Y/n's whole body shivered as she trembled with the uncanny feeling inside her gut. No....this can't be happening.
First of all she didn't get to know why was Emara helping her!? Next Y/n realised that the woman has no hidden motive.......she doesn't have any and that alone made Y/n's heart to get clenched with guilt.....when she said those words to Emara, that Emara has no one to cry for her even if she dies.
Y/n realised her each word is very heart striking and rude. The time when Emara almost screamed saying she was even younger, something bad pricked Y/n's heart. It was as if the vicious woman, the evil woman is hiding something underneath her eyes, something strong, something real and something pure and that was genuine.
That..... that was real Emara hidden underneath her facade. How could she not notice that!? Has she been stupid all the time or she has stopped being herself since Summer's death!? Or she has been thinking in her point of view alone for each every thing that's happening around her.
"I need to go." Y/n's feet moved in a hastle, she ran all the way to the direction which she wasn't aware but presumed to be the way where she could reach Emara.
Is Emara dead!? Oh my god, no....Y/n shook her head while her eyes been tearing up. Why!? She couldn't handle the fact that she was being a reason for a person's death and that too again.
"Stop Y/n! Taehyung where is she goi-" Hoseok's voice got struck in his throat right when a large sound erupted from the walls which made the lawyer to shut his ears and crouch down.
Y/n stopped in her tracks with her eyes wide open when the mirrors present beside her broke into peices. Her heart thundered and she stopped breathing for a while when she couldn't hear anything except the continuous irritating sound as if someone's speaker is out of order or if someone's scratching their nails on the whiteboard or someone's making a huge sound by clashing the utensils.
The eruption was from somewhere, somewhere she has a feeling that was important..... important to find Emara. And she did, now Y/n didn't stop she ran all the way following the big puff of sand and cement which passed through her like clouds of dust.
She need to find her, find Emara. Doesn't matter where the girl was, but Y/n need to see that the wanted one's.........alive and breathing.
Even though she could see nothing just a few traces of walls she's passing, Y/n realised that she was somewhere now which was supposed to be hidden but now the wall broke because of the explosion earlier. Good thing that she followed the sound and the sudden puff of dust.
She found everything collapsed the furniture, the mirrors, the bed and even the walls around her were destroyed.
Honestly she couldn't find anything in her sight, the thick clouds of dust occupied the area entirely with no place being left out. It's hard to even breathe as the polluted air now made Y/n to cough uncontrollably but still she didn't stop searching for a specific woman.
Please be anywhere safe except here. Please be anywhere else. Please...
Y/n urged being mute. Her heart hammered inside her chest when she was trying hard to step forward fast but couldn't do it because of the vision being abstract and vague.
Because of her hastle steps, shivering hands and blurred sight, she tripped over an obstacle and fell right on her face which didn't made her groan in pain but made her heart stop in a flash.
The thing she tripped over isn't any broken peices of wall or bricks, it's.....a human. The worst part is she couldn't even decide whether the one she tripped over is dead or alive.
But one thing.....she wished that the person she tripped over isn't any one she knew of.
Yet.....she needed to see. She needed to confirm first.
Gulping the lump formed in her throat, she went stiff and turned back with her legs on the floor still not having courage to use any of the strength left in her body.
Her trembling hands reached the person whose back faced her, the person's hand burnt and Y/n gasped once her eyes caught a glimpse of the bones of the arm.
Closing her eyes she turned the person around still shivering, the person wasn't moving yet.
Breathing hard, clenching her shirt in her hands Y/n tried hard to open her eyes just to find who the person infront of her was.
Her heart kept hinting something but still she denied the facts trying to believe the lie which is comforting. Her breathes ragged as her chest heaved up and down while she clenched her palm to her chest trying to keep her calm and open her eyes.
Slowly she opened her eyes and let herself see the person before her lying either unconscious or dead, but she wished she hadn't opened her eyes at all.
As soon as Y/n opened her eyes she screamed on top of her lungs shutting her ears crying hysterically as she shook her head left and right not believing the scene infront of her.
It took her 2 minutes to identify who it was, as the face of the person was half burnt to the skin revealing the cheek bones, the skin was no where to be found on the side of her cheek.
Watching the scene she slapped her face to get herself strong. She has to be strong. It's just like 100 copie-Summer, it was just like her.
Y/n didn't waste any time to check up on the half burnt girl on the floor, the former one scooted to the side of injured realising that the girl was breathing even though it was hard to find her chest heaving up and down.
"EMARA, PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES. PLEA-SOMEBODY HELP, TAEHYUNG, HOSEOK, ANYONE. HELLLPPPPP" Y/n cried out, taking Emara's head into her lap, she tried to call for help.
Being patted by Y/n's vigorous attempts to get her awake, Emara found her last breathes in her lungs making it revive for a few minutes or seconds, the poor girl couldn't fathom but still the injured one's happy and glad that she still has a few seconds left.
She could vaguely hear Y/n screaming for help to save her......Her..why!?
It was hard for Emara to speak, her throats dry, everything on her was burning, the skin to be exact and she knew, that she was actually been burnt in real.
Maybe that's how the death comes to you, making you stiff and injured and also weak but one thing...she wanted to speak. Speak for the last time. But too bad she could only cough when she tries to speak. But try a little bit harder Em, it's your last words. Emara, said to herself again and again.
"Hold on, hold on. I will find someone to help. Yes, don't be scared just breathe i will find someone." Y/n's trembling voice made Emara to chuckle but in mute.
"You said I h-have no one t-to.....c-cry for m-me" Emara's weak voice wasn't unheard by Y/n.
"NO... YOU'RE NOT DYING. I'M STUPID TO SAY THAT TO YOU. YOU'RE NOT DYING. PLEASE DON'T SAY THAT. SOMEONE HELP DAMMIT." Y/n cried her heart out with guilt and agony laced through her body.
"T-Thank you f-for crying." Emara's words sure were short and prim but it did hurt Y/n and peirced her heart as if it was an arrow passing through her heart.
"I'M SO SORRY EMAR-"
"L-Lily, Lily Jasper. I love lilliees just like my name, please b-bring them when you visit my grave if there is o-one."
"NO PLEASE. SOMEONE BLOODY HELP US. TAEHYUNG!!!!!!! NOOOOO PLEASE STAY WITH ME DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES." Y/n cried while patting Emara but the latter did respond with a smile on her lips and her eyes shut.
Finally.....she's free, free from world, from the cruel world which crushed the innocent soul inside her, or......she made the world to kill her innocence by abiding to her mother's words and following the old woman's ideas.
This feels like comfort, it pains, it hurts like shit but still it is much better than being raped that night. She thought death was more horrific than being raped but now she realised that she was stupid to think such a way. It's a comfort for her, only for her, for all the lives she had spoiled, for all the things she had did in the past, she's paying with this sweet punishment. She need not to run after anyone now, she need not to pretend anymore, now she's real. The real Lily Jasper the innocent one.
She should have said to her mother back then that she wasn't a thing to get spoilt and ruined, she's a girl, a human and a soul. And the soul of her was never ruined, it remained pure and innocent because body has nothing to do with the soul. You're as pure as a virgin if your soul is pure, even if you're a prostitute.
This was a lesson for Lily Jasper and Emara as well. If lily had known that she was still an innocent soul then Emara wouldn't even have born. Watching the girl infront of her she smiled and conveyed her last words to Y/n and Taehyung who stood at the back watching her with cold gaze.
"T-Thank you and Sorry." With those words everything went silent such that the moment of wind could be heard and Y/n found Emara's body slipping away.
She was dead.
In her hands.
And Y/n could do nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
Y/n could not move an inch she stopped screaming, stopped responding and stopped breathing for a while just when she found a pair of hands enveloping her with his arms around her shoulder and rubbing his palm over the length of her arm and everything in her vision went darker than the night.
"It's alright. I've got you." Taehyung's deep voice went too low to hear.
Everything went dark but.........she would be scared if she had closed her eyes. She did not.
What's going on!?
"Have you ever thought as to why the story's changed!? Why the things you thought of were not happening as they were supposed to."
A familiar voice spoke and the surroundings changed.
Y/n has been watching her surroundings being changed to dark night and red moon.
"It hurts when the people you know die infront of you right!?" The voice spoke.
"Who are you!?" Y/n asked still not moving. She couldn't move. It's as if someone had tied her up tight with something invincible.
"Me!? It's me Y/n. Don't you remember your own voice!? It's me, Min Y/n." Y/n's heart thumped inside her chest as she heard that voice coming from her back.
Turning her head slowly, she flinched once she saw the real Min Y/n infront of her eyes. She looks same as her except that this Min Y/n looks a little older.
"Surprised I see." The older one chuckled scaring Y/n to the core.
And she doesn't have a clue about what's going on.
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