A/n : Hi guys. I'm back again. I know last chapter is a bit complex for you to understand.

I will try to explain. You know a person has a few times where their soul is likely get slipped away from this world. A certain times, I'm sure because I have read it. Like not particularly but in brief.

Min Y/n that day after splashing water on Emara. Had this particular time of point where her soul was about to slip away. In real world Y/f/n has a similar situation, they both were literally were in a situation close to death, and as the situations met, their wishes got fulfilled on the red moon's night.

Got it!? I know it is complex...but still I tried 😅.

Ok now you already know. The words in ittalics are flash backs and the past.

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"You have a girl!? A beautiful one at that! I didn't know till now." A rough voice spoke and the 10 year old girl squeezed herself behind her mother's tall frame as the man with grey hair eyed her in detail.

"Isn't she lovely!? Beautiful, gorgeous and pretty just like her mother." The woman gushed about the charms of herself in name of her daughter while counting the bills that were handed over to her after a while because of her work. A satisfactory smirk twinkled on her lips as she found a little more than her pay for his visit.

"What's her name?" The man asked as he adjusted his pants, checking if he had secured the belt tight around his waist. He had his eyes on young children always and this particular petite thing hiding behind her mother seems to taste good which he wouldn't forget for a while.

Her soft skin, cute cheeks, innocent eyes and particularly those quivering lips made his desire two folds even though he had just spent a few satisfying hours with the woman who gave birth to the 10 year old.

"Lily, Lily Jasper" The woman smiled as she brought her trembling child infront of her giving the man a full view of her daughter while the little one squirmed under the man's gaze which was reading her from head to toe.

Right, it wasn't her first time, standing infront of all those men who often visit their house, or to be exact her mother's bedroom. Their eyes, those cruel eyes with a smirk had always made her shiver. But she knew her mother wanted them to be happy and thus she has no option but to face those men almost every day.

Lily Jasper, is a girl with big doe eyes, pure and innocent, soft skin like cream and silky hair like velvet. Her beauty is being innocent and pure, whenever she flashes her smile with pearly white teeth there would be no one in the world who wouldn't have fallen for her innocence.

She didn't know that one day her own innocence would go in vain in a flash. She never thought smiling for someone is a sin, especially to the man whom she considered as an elder. The old hag didn't show mercy in ruining her, not even caring that the 10 year old girl couldn't handle what he was doing.

The night passed away, then two and then three yet she didn't reach home and strangely her mother didn't come finding her. Reason!? She was preoccupied in satisfying men's desires all the nights. And when she returned back with her dress in tatters just like her dignity and innocence along with her shattered heart.

The very man whom she treated as her elder touched her in such a way that she couldn't even fathom. His touch, his hands, his eyes and his tongue were each and every where on her. And she wanted to die at the very moment but she didn't. She's scared, what if death is more scarier than what had happened to her.

As she limped all the way to her home, her fists clenched and her lips ruptered, her eyes red she doesn't know what else had been bloody and scarred on her body. She doesn't even want to think about it. All she wanted to do was to wash herself all over until she's clean. But could she be like how she was before!? Is that possible? No.

When she knocked on the door of her house a very big man opened the door half naked yelling at someone as he buttoned his trousers.

"YOU DON'T GET BACK WHAT YOU HAVE PAID. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO IF YOU DON'T GET HARD." Came her mother's voice as a reply and the man didn't care that he had bumped into the little girl making the poor one to plummet on the floor in that devastated state.

"I WILL NOT TOLERATE IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME BACK MY MONEY. I WILL COME BACK TOMORROW AGAIN. AND YOU KNOW THAT I'M NOT GOING TO LEAVE THIS!" The man threatened and left the place with his shirt in his hand.

"GO TO HEL-"

As the woman rushed towards the door to close it before cursing she saw her own daughter on the floor, her clothes bloodied implying something and she wasn't a fool not to get what had happened. Her mother's eyes wavered and she took 2 good minutes to control herself.

Never ever she had seen someone being this cruel to a girl. And yet, she didn't say anything except for taking care of her. She felt sorry !? Maybe

For the first time Lily felt that her mother was doing what every mother does.....and that's when she thought is this is what they called affection!? She wondered. Does she need to face this kind of situations everyday to get love from her mother just for a few hours!?

Her mother had dressed lily in a long night wear revealing enough as it was the only posession she has... atleast that's what lily thought. That night, lily thought she would feel warm as her mother hugged her for the first time in bed at night without being with any other men.

The moon stared at the mother and daughter as the cold breeze hit the two making the younger one blink as she hugged her mother close nuzzling into her chest.

"Are you not going to ask what happened to me!?" Lily asked, her voice low and soft just like the way it was. Smooth like symphony.

"I figured it out." Weird. Too weird for her mother to say those words. Just the those words nothing more or less which had lily curious with a hint of pain stabbing her heart. She wanted her mother to ask. Comfort and support. The woman is hugging her close to chest, but........it felt empty. Too empty that the little one is feeling colder than earlier, as if she's alone.

"Won't you ask me who was it!?" Lily asked as she stared at the fabric which hugged her mother tighter, it didn't matter that her mother shifted to the other flashing her back.

She wanted to be the one close to her mother, she is now but...........is this how it was supposed to be!? Could she hug her mother tighter to feel the warmth!? Too bad her thoughts died in the very moment after hearing her mother's words.

"It doesn't matter, you are already ruined."

Is it possible to get stabbed by words and bleed even though you couldn't see it!? Ruined!? Is she really ruined now? Can't go back, she knew everything but still Mama's words hit her hard and she shivered in the cold that night.

Since that day she was being treated good, with care and smiles which looked like a facade, empty and false. Her dresses changed to be a little bit revealing just like the elder one, dazzling earrings and necklace with painted nails along with red matte on her lips. Everything felt strange. Too strange and odd. What was her mother doing!?

She wasn't allowed to school for a few days and the reason was because of the incident that had shook her, that was what her mother said. But.......it doesn't look like her mother is being honest. Neither her mother ceased her work nor the men stopped coming, nothing changed except the fact that she is getting a lot of attention from the men these days. A way too much which had almost made her shudder.

That night a door bell rang and strangely her mother wasn't the one rushed towards the entrance to let the man in, instead she was convinced to take the call this time. Her mind went on suggesting numerous possibilities yet she crossed them all, her mother is the one who gave birth to her, she shouldn't question her love, she thought.

She walked straight in slow steps maintaing her steady. Her hands went to answer the door and there stood a tall man with rough features and big frame eyeing her from head to toe as he smirked looking at lily.

She gave space for him to enter the house and instead of walking past her, he brought his large hands over waist in a strong and demanding hold making her scream in fright.

"Mama, Maamaaaa..." She screamed and started fisting his chest and he left her in an instant with a frown on his face.

"You Bitch stop screaming. I didn't spend my money to listen to your shit. Where is your mothe..... Here you're!" The man who  ended his words acknowledging the presence of the elder one, raised his brows asking for an explanation.

"I assure that it's going to be wonderful but she's new to this let me tell her a few words, she will be all good."

And that's how Lily's heart stilled, froze very much froze, she couldn't feel her hand in her mother's, the grip was tight and it was sure that she would get few marks. Reaching the bedroom her mother closed the door and turned to her grabbing her shoulders.

"Lily, you just need to lay down naked, and he will do everything. There's nothing to worry about."

What!? She isn't stupid to understand what her mother was telling her to do. The same thing which a person had done to her earlier. Her eyes widened and she stepped back not taking the thing that her mother was saying.

"I-I....... don't want to." As soon as she said those words her jaw was caught up harsh and her mother glared at her red.

"Who are you to deny? It's me who gave birth to you and I am the one who has every right on you. Understand.." the woman gritted her teeth lowering her gaze to Lily's eyes which were blank with a hint of hurt hidden deep inside.

"Why are we even doing this!? And why me?" That was the only thing that left her lips.

"Why!? This dress, earrings, fan, bed, blanket and your tution fee. Do you think you're getting it for free? No honey, you need to work. If you don't do anything how will you eat? And you think I raised you for nothing except for feeding you? Now don't create a scene and keep yourself in check." The woman whom she used to call her mother spoke as she turned around to leave.

"Why me? And why now?"

"You have already been ruined, and it doesn't matter if you get ruined twice does it!?" And then she left her alone to suffer yet no tears flooded her eyes. Why!? Maybe she knew the truth which was burried there deep inside her heart giving her alerts now and then, the night passed away with the man and she just laid on the bed with her eyes staring at the ceiling giving her body to the man who had her under him.

Many nights passed, just like the way it did earlier. She's young too young for it, but still her mother didn't stop making her to get laid.

She didn't accuse her mother. Maybe she had to return the favor of giving birth to her, in this way. Her mother's words rather seemed practical to her. The woman wasn't lying when she said that her occupation is what makes her live, eat and sleep. True. She had agreed to that and got used to the way she lived.

A year passed and her mother got diagnosed with a STD and before the older made Lily an orphan, she said a few things to make her realise what lily has to do to live in peace.

"Money and Power, you need to get them if you want to live. Doesn't matter what ways you will use to get them. If you get money you will be rich, if you get power you will get respect. And if you can't get them on your own. Find a man. Love is the only thing which wasn't needed to live. Don't fall for it Lily. Don't do the same mistake like I did with your father who left me alone and sold me to a brothel. You should know what you need in your life. And I think you're wise enough." Her last words we're not the words she had expected. Lily thought her mother would say "I love you" atleast when she's at her death bed. But still she knew it wasn't going to happen.

And not very strange that she didn't cry when her mother's casket burried under the ground.

One thing she wanted was attention, even if it wasn't her mother's, she had craved for it all her life. She wanted respect even if she had to pretend to be good, and she needed money and power to get a roof over her head and she decided to change herself, get her a new name and a new city with fresh faces and a strong veil over her face. She needed to be an angel before everyone while a snake in secret if she had to be alive.

And so she did, she changed her name not wanting to be called lily anymore, it doesn't suit her now does it!? Lily is as pure and innocent as white and she doesn't want to taint that name by making people call her by it. Men only wanted one thing, body and if she wanted what they have she need to give them something in return which they crave.

Years passed and she had only matured more and clever than ever. She managed to pass all the years without falling for the scariest thing ever.....love.

But now why is she getting Jealous of the woman, who had Jungkook's eyes, heart and soul. Just why!? He takes Y/n's name when he's having her. It hurts even though she thought it wouldn't. Heck it shouldn't hurt. Then why!?

She wanted to test her feelings, so she helped him in kidnapping the other woman. But when she saw his face lighting up with victory and bliss she felt hurt. She just wanted to rip the woman apart.

All the time she had said herself that she's just doing it because she needed money and he needed pleasure. But now, she's greedy for more, much more than money. Him. She wanted him, his love,his care, his smile, everything. But he doesn't want her. He will never want her unless the other woman gets perish.

But yet she's here reminding herself of how she had smacked him hard when he hugged Y/n.

But how could he!? Why does he need Y/n when he's having her.........Why Y/n when he has Emara!?

Too bad, she wasn't lily anymore to stay calm and let fate do what it wants. She's Emara now. Just Emara, the name she had chose herself to be strong. And now she knows how she had to take care of it. Let him have her, his passion for her will die soon and if it doesn't she will have to take help from some one who's more trust worthy. She thought and so she has to get back with Lucius, and Lucius wanted the same thing.

"You're pathetic." Y/n's words with spite made her realise that she isn't in her thoughts anymore. She is here, in front of Y/n who was caged inside the cell.

"How could you leave my sister with him!? Why do you even want to destroy me!? What did I even do!?" Y/n continued questioning her being still tied up. Emara didn't say anything. She didn't even speak nor she expressed something.

Y/n wasn't stupid to get the woman's intentions.

"You love him don't you!? You love Jeon Jungkook...!? Wow. Great." Y/n knew it. Emara is madly in love with Jungkook. Her eyes were dripping with love for him. She's not stupid.

Emara said nothing. Nothing than shifting her eyes to else where and stood there watching the wall.

What he is going to do with Arya!? The guilt is eating her alive. She knew that Lucius had nothing to do with Y/n. He didn't want her to complete his sexual desires. He just wanted Y/n nothing more or less. She was so blinded with love for Jungkook that she didn't notice she's doing something stupid. The girl's innocent, innocent and young just like she was years ago.

Now she's doing same as her mom. Leaving the innocent girl to get ruined. She couldn't do it, neither she could stop Lucius by herself. She just can't.

"Your sister is likely to get ruined." Emara spoke staring towards the wall before her which made Y/n's heart to get crumbled.

Emara just knew whom to call. She knew whom to call and whom to contact. She knew everything. She's not going to let anything happen to Arya. She's going to save her. More like she's going to do something which no one did to her years ago.

She had already messaged him, he should be coming here by now.

"WHY! RELEASE ME. DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH MY SISTER!!!" Y/n yelled with all strength, her wrists which were tied to the chair got ruptured by her strong tugs.

She tried so hard, so hard yet she couldn't get herself free. Tears of rage stained her cheeks and now she cried for being helpless. Why the fuck she need to face this!? Just why!?

Her chest vibrated heavy with her sobs and Emara clenched her hands tight.

Is there anyone to cry for her!?

No. No one. No one is there to cry for her. Her mother lied. Lied that you only need power and wealth to be alive. No, that's completely wrong. You need someone to cry for you. Someone who cares for you. Someone to love you.

Her mother's words were wrong and at fault. Which she realised not too late.

Jungkook had helped a girl. The time when she stayed with Jungkook he had helped a girl from some guys. That was the day she had seen him in a new way. She never expected someone to help the girl, but he was there. The girl was almost ruined. That time when Emara said that the girl was almost ruined, Jungkook had said only one thing. No one is ruined, no one can be ruined, a girl would never be ruined, no one can ruin a woman's character, her soul and her purity which has nothing to do with her body.

She grew dependent on him, not for help but for his smile, his love and his care. Later she realised that it was love. She doesn't want to believe that she's in love and so she lied to herself that she just wants Jungkook for having pleasure.

When he took y/n's name in his sleep, she almost cried, that time she was afraid of loving him. She wanted to test her feelings and she had failed in being stoic. And yes, she had been in love with Jungkook all these years. She's stupid to realise it too late. And now that she realised it, she had thought of claiming him, she was desperate for someone to love her. She hadn't known and before she knew, she was infront of Lucius asking for help. And handed over Arya to him.

But....what is Jungkook doing now!? He's doing the same right, kidnapping Y/n and trying to marry her is not how she had seen him. And this side of Jungkook.....she didn't like it.

She was stupid to realise that he's different. And she had done something out of anxiety. Now that she is remencing all the things she had done, she had realised that Jungkook wasn't different from any other men out there. But still she had thought of having his love. What a pathetic woman she is.

Maybe her mother meant to say that you shouldn't love someone who's not meant for you. And Jungkook is not for her. She had done many things, bad and cunning.

True she wanted to be controlled but only by the man who had either power or money. She wanted someone, she needed money and that's possible only if she sells herself, because that's the only way she knew and that's the only way she had been taught. And many years passed just like that.

"I called someone and he will be here." Emara said pushing her phone into her pocket with a straight face and turned to the woman in the cell.

"I wouldn't leave you alive if something happens to my sister. I swear I will kill you." Y/n roared.

But Emara said nothing other than a mere whisper which didn't reach Y/n.

"Same."

In a few seconds, someone barged into the door and there stood a familiar person at the door watching both of them in horror.

"What kind of fuck is this!?" The man said and Y/n narrowed her eyes to see the familiar one.

"What is calling bell doing here."

"For god sake it is Campbell you granny." Lucas protested.