I'm going to be honest here...

I'm in love with Salchow Nishigori.

I have been since we were kids,since we basiccally grew up together.

I've been meaning to tell him,but i could never muster up my courage.

Not to mention he always has his eyes on 2D girls and some real girls.

Girls who would... who could take care of him way more than i ever can.

Besides... I even said it before,but he never took it seriously.

Am i really not good enough for him? Is that all?

He's always after different girls and never bats an eye at me...

Maybe it's for the best,i mean...

Maybe it wasn't worth me trying to get the courage,but always failing.

Maybe it wasn't worth me nearly dying of Hypothermia and then getting a fever from the cold because i waited for him that Valentines day...

Maybe i'm just not worth it...

Not worth it at all.