I foresaw this coming
I knew it would happen
I'm sorry I can't do
what he does
I'm sorry that I couldn't
Be more like him
You're conflicted
Caught in noose
Confused with choices
Confused because outcomes
Afraid of him
Yet liking all the same
Too headstrong
For own good
Please avoid his rage
I can't take
Seeing you like this
But I have can't do anything
About it
Yet I try to smile
I try to show I care
I try to show I'm fine
When you that I'm not
It's like some tragic romance
Where the parents don't want
The lovers to ever meet
Or continue liking each other
But they do anyways
And one of the lovers is caught
They're caught by the choice
That will save so many lives
Yet they want what their original lover
But they're attached to the new
So they are confused
Meanwhile the other lover is stuck
Waiting
Watching from afar
But they want their love to be happy
So they let go
And die

5/25/17