It's back
And it's worse of course
I thought, maybe
Just maybe
When you defeated him
Things would get better
Ha that was far from it
I was foolish for thinking so
He's gone
Finally
But it seems to have done more harm
Than the good I thought it would bring
Now you're getting worse
And all I can is stand here 
Useless
Powerless
To stop this curse
Why
Can't we be happy
For a day
An hour
A minute
Why can't we?
Every time it gets close
We're cut in half
You go back to your self hatred
I go back to the terrible moral support
I've even started hating myself because of you
Because I love you
I share your pain and I feel your emotions
It's hurts so much
I want to take it all
Just so you won't have it
The worst part is
You won't let me
See

5/25/17