TW: Mentions of suicide in this chapter.

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yangyang
i can't do it

yangyang
i don't think i'm
gonna go on the trip

sungchan
NO please go
please please

sungchan
it won't be right
if you aren't there

isla
what wtf why :(

yangyang
isla have you looked
at the groupchat today

isla
no i'm working and
just got a lunch break
what happened

yangyang
renjun and haechan
made it official

yangyang
i ain't trynna deal
with that for a whole
month

isla
yangyang pleaseeeeeeee
go i literally will not go
if u don't go

sungchan
me neither

yangyang
no idk if i can do it

yangyang
i can't keep acting like
it doesn't bother me
seeing them

yangyang
like they're my best
friends and i'm obviously
happy for them BUT
I WISH IT WAS ME

isla
yangyang

isla
i'm about to
get real sappy

yangyang
oh god 😭 here we go

sungchan
YEAH ISLA
TALK TO EM

yangyang
SUNGCHAN BYE

isla
HELPEPROE

yangyang
bitch just said "talk to
em" boy u been hanging
around isla too much

isla
he said period the other
day too and i just

isla
i can't

sungchan
you're influencing me

isla
ok back what i
was going to say

isla
yang you literally have
no idea how special u r

isla
like there is a reason i
call you my soulmate
BECAUSE YOU TRULY
ARE MY OTHER HALF
AND I CANT BELIEVE
I HAVENT KNOWN YOU
MY WHOLE LIFE

isla
UR SO AMAZING AND
I LOVE YOU AND ANYONE
WOULD BE LUCKY TO
HAVE YOU AS THEIR
BOYFRIEND

isla
renjun won't get to
experience that and
that honestly sucks
for him

isla
he's lucky enough to
get to call you a friend

sungchan
yangyang you're the
bestest friend i could
ask for!! if it wasn't for
you i wouldn't have all
these new friends, i would
still be a loner and i appreciate
you so much

yangyang
ok congrats guys u did
it u made me cry

isla
NOOOOOOO

sungchan
DONT CRY

yangyang
too late this
is ur fault

sungchan
at least its
happy tears

yangyang
ugh i can't believe i'm
saying this but i love
you guys

isla
AWWWWWWWWW
MY BABY

yangyang
STOP DONT DRAG IT

sungchan
can i tell you
guys something

sungchan
something kinda personal

isla
yes of course

yangyang
yeah whats up

sungchan
i don't want you to feel
bad for me or anything
but i feel closest to you
out of the whole group
and now just seems a
good time to say this

sungchan
so

sungchan
the reason i moved to
yangs school was because
i actually lost a good friend
of mine to suicide

isla
sungchan :( i'm so sorry

sungchan
no no its ok

sungchan
it happened last year and
i completely lost myself
and stopped going to school,
i was so hurt and i couldn't
help but blame myself because
i felt like i should've done more

sungchan
thats why i was so freaked
out that time shotaro was
going through that stuff
with sm and hadn't been
answering any of us

sungchan
im okay now! and most
of me being okay now is
because of you guys

sungchan
you helped me so much
without even knowing

yangyang
SUNGCHAN I LOVE
YOU SO MUCH

sungchan
I LOVE YOU TOO

isla
i'm crhing

isla
im at work crying

isla
ilysfm

sungchan
ily more!!!!!

jeno
JAEMIN AND I

jeno
WERE AT TACO BELL

jeno
JUST MINDING
OUR BUSINESS

jaemin
just got caught up 💯

renjun
what

jeno
we just ran into sunwoo
and his friend

isla
oh no

isla
i do not like where
this is going

jeno
we got into a fight

shotaro
AGAIN😭

mark
y'all got anger issues

jaemin
HE STARTED IT

isla
wtf happened

jeno
ISLA

jeno
LISTEN

jeno
he was talking crazy

jeno
so i was like

jeno
r u gonna do something
about it

haechan
so YOU started it is
what i'm hearing

jeno
NO

jaemin
yeah pretty much

isla
SMH MY HEAD

jeno
thats not important

jeno
what's important
is i whooped his ass

mark
welllll...... deserved

jaemin
exactly

isla
i mean u right

jeno
i'm glad we can
all agree on that

yangyang
you do know you can't
just go around fighting
everyone who talks
shit right

jeno
who's gonna stop me

yangyang
YOU WENT TO
JAIL LEE JENO

jeno
AND?

renjun
omg #rebel

isla
i'm about to
quit my job

isla
i am so sleepy

isla
i'm falling asleep
in this chair

mark
dude you JUST started
working there 😭

isla
i know 😓

isla
guess what

mark
what

isla
누난 너무 예뻐서
남자들이 가만 안 둬
흔들리는 그녀의 맘
사실 알고 있어
그녀에게 사랑은
한순간의 느낌일 뿐
뭐라 해도 나에겐 삶의 everything

아마 그녀는 어린 내가
부담스러운가봐
날 바라보는 눈빛이 말해주잖아
And I think I'm gonna hate it girl
끝이 다가 오는 걸
가슴이 말해준다 누가 뭐래도

누난 너무 예뻐
(그 그녀를 보는 나는) 미쳐
(하 하지만 이젠 지쳐)
Replay, replay, replay
추억이 내 맘을 할퀴어
(아 아파서 이젠 맘을) 고쳐
(다 다가올 이별에 난)
Replay, replay, replay
(Ooh woah, yeah, yeah)

누난 나의 M.V.P
부러움에 뿌듯했지
늘 시선집중 (Oh)
그녀와 함께 있는 난 so cool
제발 이 손을 놓지 말자 던 나의 다짐은
어느 순간부터 거짓인걸 알아

아마 그녀는 착한 내가 별
재미없었나 봐
날 대하는 몸짓이 말하고 있잖아
And I think I'm gonna hate it girl
끝이 다가 오는 걸
가슴이 소리친다 이별 앞에서, oh

누난 너무 예뻐 (너무 예뻐)
(그 그녀를 보는 나는) 미쳐
(하 하지만 이젠 지쳐)
(You make me wanna)
Make up, shake up, break up (Oh, oh)
추억이 내 맘을 할퀴어 (맘을 할퀴어, ooh)
(아 아파서 이젠 맘을) 고쳐 (I need to)
(다 다가올 이별에 난)
Make up, shake up, break up
(We need a replay)

아 아 아름다운 그녀는 (Yo, yo)
아 아 아직까지 누구와
진실 된 사랑의 맛을 본적이 없는
게 분명해
아 아 아쉽게도 그녀는
아 아 아직 어린 나에겐 (No, no, no)
진실 된 사랑의 마음을 받을 수 없는지

누난 너무 예뻐
(그 그녀를 보는 나는) 미쳐
(하 하지만 이젠 지쳐)
Replay, replay, replay (I need a replay)
추억이 내 맘을 할퀴어 (Replay)
(아 아파서 이젠 맘을) 고쳐 (Baby, I need you)
(다 다가올 이별에 난)
Replay, replay, replay (Woah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
누난 너무 예뻐
(그 그녀를 보는 나는) (*I-I-I love you girl*) 미쳐
(하 하지만 이젠 지쳐)
Replay, replay, replay (Woah, woah)
(*I-I-I love you girl*)
추억이 내 맘을 할퀴어 (Real replay)
(아 아파서 이젠 맘을)
(Uh, 마음이 아파서) 고쳐 (And I wanna replay)
(다 다가올 이별에 난)
Replay, replay, replay (Woah, woah, woah)
(*Yo, I wanna hold you girl*)

누난 너무 예뻐 (I keep thinkin' 'bout you)
누난 예뻐 (I keep dreaming 'bout you, 예뻐)
진실된 사랑의 맛을 본 적이
누난 너무 예뻐 (I keep thinkin' 'bout you)
누난 예뻐 (I keep dreaming 'bout you, 예뻐)
진실된 사랑의 마음을

haechan
ISLA CUT IT
TF OUT

mark
AHAHAHAHAH

shotaro
YESSSS

sungchan
TURN IT UP

haechan
UR SO ANNOYING

isla
DONT YELL
AT ME

haechan
STOP SENDING
ENTIRE SONGS
THATS LIKE THE
FIFTH TIME TODAY

isla
IM BORED

haechan
i literally cannot believe
we put up with you

jaemin
blame it on jeno

jeno
if she wants to sing
then let her sing the fuck

haechan
shut the fuck
you simp

jeno
idk why ur calling
ME simp when you
literally use a baby
voice when speaking
to renjun

renjun
welp

haechan
lies

renjun
i have evidence

haechan
BURN IT.