All of us go though different things, that's obvious. Depending on what it is, people will hide their true colors. It's like a starting out black, everything is broken and you need to get brighter. Then you go to a dark grey by adding white, it's a little brighter and you're a little bit brighter. Then you go to grey, you're in a more stable state, but it's still not to where you want to be, so you keep getting brighter to where you're white.

Basically what I'm trying to say is, you don't get everything at first. Such being it where you talk openly. At first you feel like you can't, but as you go on with hope and believing and other things you get to where you can talk openly.