oh i feverishly pray. i am exhausted and i wish for nothing more than to revel joyously in the sound of silence, i wish for nothing more than to float in the cooling shades of the evening sky. i want to be one with the wind whistling in my ears. the voices echoing beneath the layers of my mind are piercing the fog i carefully crafted around my consciousness. oh lord i am so tired, eager for the tortuous cacophony of my existence to finally cease, and let my carcass rot peacefully among the stars.