Sometimes, I don't know why I'm in pain. It hurts and I felt like crying. I hate it when I feel sad, when I can't explain myself and even understand.

Everything feels so heavy. I don't know why, maybe I just need to cry.

Forcing those laughter and smiles, just to hide what I truly feel inside. Am I too hard on myself? I wish this heaviness will fade. No one beside me, no one held and stayed.

Too dark, weak hearts.

I took a deep breath, turned my back and never looked back. I let go and run away, like the same old day.

© RedBlack306 (2024)