Is like completely fucked up! Does that make any sense? I hope that it does...

There are lots of pressure rn,the school is being an asshole in every way! Lots of study,lots of homework, but the time is really short! Goddamn,this is my last year,and I'm having what a experience!! 😟 😟

And then, my mood is also really messed up now. It's only 5 days left... *sigh* sorry if I remind you the bitter truth, but it's true af! It's a truth that you can't deny,you can't escape. But sometime the heart doesn't want to or like to listen to your brain, to this kind of big logical things. Sometime your heart just wants to get away from all the truth, all the logics. It just wants to hold that lie tightly, which is apparently sweet. It wants to dream on... So you just dream on and on and on....
For the eternal... Forever. No matter if it gets shattered so many times while dreaming, but it still dreams... It dares to dream....
And we are also dreaming, holding tight to that sweet lie.. But every year, this one day comes and the truth shake our whole dream,shake our hearts and breaks it into million pieces. But still we dream after that,still we hold that lie tightly....
That you are not gone,you are still here with us,with me....

I know I get into some other subject from one,but don't you think that's what we do? That's what our hearts do? Our hopes and dreams do?

I don't know about you all guys,but my heart does. Every year, every damn time...

L.O.V.E!! ❤ ❤
~SwastikaDutta