11~The Problem of being a Moonwalker

Why I'm writing this? Because I think we all are quite misunderstood by everyone just like our idol. And after talking and reading some of my moonwalker friends' thoughts,I figure out that there are lot's of problem and misunderstanding.

Before coming here and being really active, I was not very much aware of the things we have to face. I know there are problems,but after coming here,I learn that there are so many...

OK,now let's come to the things I (or every non-hiding moonwalkers have to,I think) have to deal with.
First of all,you have to endure all kind of fun,jokes and leg-pulling that everyone does to you. And in my case,I have to tolerate them with a smile plastered in my face. If I snap back,another round of leg pulling comes. And I'm labeled as ignorant,ill-tempered,"obsessed with a dead man" and blah blah etc etc... That's a long list to go.
You know what hurts the most,I can't tell anyone what I feel. I just feel so much down and no one is there to understand. It really hurts,cause it feels like they are insulting me,if someone is pricking a needle in my heart. 😢 😢 😢

And then there are some moonwalkers who are too afraid to confess everyone that who they are. I think it's because for the things we non hiding fans suffer. Yeah,you all know what, if I meet someone new these days,I never tell them that I am a fan,thinking that I have to endure the pain again.

Why I am writing this? Because I wanna tell everyone that you all have no idea how much we have to tolerate. You guys think that "come on,it's a joke,what is so wrong in it??", but no guys,it hurts a lot. That man is not only our idol,he's like our everything. He becomes our everything, another part of our life that we can't live without. So please, before joking, before making fun of us,think twice. Because words are really powerful, it can have lot of impacts on someone. So please, if you can't love him,don't. But please don't insult him or us,that's not on your rights.

That's it guys, I really need to let out my emotions.

L.O.V.E!! 💝 💝 💝
~SwastikaDutta

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