11/6/15 6:22pm
I'm such an fuck up.
I honestly feel like I mess everything up.
I try my hardest but never succeed
Everybody probably thinks I'm ignorant.
But I can't help it.
I'm too petrified to speak to people and that sucks.
I feel so damn uncomfortable
I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster, one minute everything is okay but next it all comes crashing down
And drags me down with it.
I'm such a pessimist lastly.
Thinking everyone hates me
Thinking they don't want me here anymore.
I feel like I'm in the way and stopping my relatives or friends doing what they what to do.
I know that's not true but it's what I feel like.
How do I get out of this state??
I don't want to be like this anymore
But I have no clue on how to escape.
-KJxx
Hello there, beautiful's, I'm so sorry. This probably sounds a mess and all over the place but that was just some of my thoughts. I felt like i needed to share them with someone and I thought you guys bc you guys are always so helpful. But I hope y'all are feeling amazing!!! Love you all so much xoxoxo