12/10/15 12:52am
I've had enough of crying
everyday
every night,
Those freaking thoughts won't leave me alone.
It's too much,
I'm struggling to stay clean.
Nearly everyday i think of ending it all.
The voices in my head tell me I should.
They tell me
i should give up because i'm not worth it.
They tell me that everybody hates me
They tell me i'm a failure
They tell me i have no purpose in life.
They say that nobody will miss me when i'm gone.

The voices, they fucking consume me
They take what feels like every last bit of happiness away from me.

I'm petrified
I think they're going to win soon because it really is getting too much

Sorry about this. I just need to share this and let it out. I hope y'all okay. Love you guys so much xoxo