1/7/17  3:28am
I'm numb again
I feel pretty emotionless right now
I've cried everyday for the last 4 days
and i've become mute. I haven't spoken in 3days and i've hardly eaten much this past week.
To be quite honest, i don't give a flying fxck anymore.
I just don't see a point in being here nowadays. -KJx

It's funny,
the other day my english teacher came up to me and said "Can i talk to you a minute?" I was like "Sure okay"
She said to me "You haven't been yourself lately have you?"
I just looked at her and shook my head. (She knew about my anxiety)
She then asked me if i would like to go and see a councillor and i said yes.
However, now i just don't see a point but i know that i'll end up going to see this councillor because my english teacher will tell me how beneficial it will be for me and how much it'll help me and shit like that. Maybe she'll help me see that there's still a little bit of hope left, idk. I kind of hope she does though. I'm so confused i don't know what to think. I feel lost. -KJx