8/15/16 4:30am
Everyone fucking suffers in their own way and it's horrible.
It flipping sucks
Whether mentally, physically or both or any other way for that matter.
It's cruel
Life can be fucking cruel
No one deserves pain
No one deserves to feel like the world would be better off without them
No deserves to be fucking hurt in any way, it should not be tolerated
-KJx

Why is it so easy to fall in to a downward spiral of depression but so freaking hard to pick yourself back up?
It sucks, it truly does
Why is life like this?
Why would God want to test is in ways in like this?
Why is life so goddamn hard to live but ending it so fucking easy?
It should be the other way around, don't you think?

So many questions but not enough answers
-KJx
Oh hey guys, I'm back again with more depressive shit. I'm sorry for that. I'm trying to be more optimistic but it's so hard you know. And hey, im sure many of you understand that feeling. I feel so drained. I don't feel interested in anything, anymore and it saddens me to be honest. I cried while writing this and tbh I still am because it upsets how many people are suffering in the world and for some of us, nobody knows about it. I'm sorry for this. Btw, if any of you guys ever want to message me you can, I'll be happy to talk. I love you all, so very much and I hope you are all doing okay. Stay strong!! Stay safe!! <3
P.S. Thank you to SempiternalEmoSongsx and A_Silent_Warrior for listening to my shit and being here for me, honestly it means so much to me, thank you. I love you both so much. Xo