I'm honestly not in the best state right now. If you guys haven't noticed then good, I've been trying to hide my declining mental health for the past months.

My mental health is just getting worse and worse. My moods are getting very extreme but unfortunately its usually extreme on the negative side like depression, self-hate, regret, and etc. I cut myself a bit about a week ago for the first time since last year March.

Right now I think I'm having a mental breakdown; I can't perform at school as well anymore, I can't stop hearing violent thoughts and voices in my head, I can't stop the paranoia I feel when it comes to being abandoned.

So I just wanted to say this 'cause they're certain people here that mean so so much to me and if any action or even a single word could cause me to go into an even worse state you should know.

TabbithaKitty
Dema_Jaxs
littlemisspixelated
Kalyn_Winchester
Lillian-Scar-Redfox
Exiolet
paynelovesfaye
Marie_Michaelis_
QueenOfTheBrave51423
Shadow__15