I woke up early and just decided to take a shower. After my shower i got dressed in my black skinny jeans with holes in the knees. I also put on a crimson red tank top with black stripes. I continued to dry my hair when i turned on the tv.

Breaking News

Molly a six year old girl and her mother Amber 36 both died after getting kidnapped by Jonathon 45 years of age. Lost control of vehical and crashed into a tree. The Mother and daughter died of impact and the adults seemed to be impaled by tree branches and glass. Detactives are saying they think that they might have been murdered before the crash.

I giggled to myself. They might actually be smart enough to figure it out. Interesting. Ha! Think im going to be caught Ha! Wrong. From how much damage the actual crash did i doubt they will figure it out.

I put on black ankle socks and high top converse. Then i grabbed my back pack turned everything off and hopped on the bus to school.

Will was talking to felicity. Apperently she was dead but came back..like stop breathing no pulse...well her pulse was so slow and it couldnt be picked up but after a few days in the hospital they got her back to normal. She had crutches and bandages wrapped around her. Or so i guess because she looks fatter. So yea. I winked at Will who stared at me. He didnt show an emotion.

Yes. Im jealous, i overreact, i am very dramatic, depressed,  needy, clingy, morbid, and i have anger issues. Makes up a perfect fucking psycho. We got to the school and i was first down the isle.

I walked to my locker. Did the whole combo thing and shoved my shit in it. I grabbed my first and second hour binders and my pencil bag. I got to first hour. I didnt think about anything except getting a job.

Maybe the pet store. Its closest to my house in walking distance. Plus they have puppys and i want one. I might get a discount.

School went by quickly. Maybe i should get a lab. I stalked Will. Not really i just got off at his stop and follwed him home. Then i decided to surprise him so i climbed on his roof and went in his bedroom window. I set my back pack down by the window then sat on his bed and waited. I heard the door open. His dad was gone so its all clear.

Footsteps coming up the stairs...coming towards the door. Will opened his door. I looked at him. He didnt notice me at first. His eyes slowly travled to meet my gaze and back at what he was doing then snapping his head back towards me with an expression of fear and resentment.

"What the fuck!!!" he shouted jumping back.

"Hello" i said smirking.

"Get out of my fucking house!" Will snapped.

"I just got here no thanks. Plus we need to talk" i said sitting back and leaning on my arms that i put behind me.

"How did you even get in here?" he asked.

"Window..." i said casually.

"What do you want Elise?" Will asked really annoyed and taking steps closer to me.

"I want to ask you a few questions. I want truthful answers also" i said getting serious.

"Fine.." he said sitting next to me.

"Why did you totally ignore me after Felicity got on the bus that one day?" i asked.

"I wasnt ignoring you...i just havent seen her in a long time" he shrugged.

"You ignored me..left me out of every conversation" i stated getting a bit angry. How can he say he did not ignore me. He never even invited me in the conversation...or when i tried they both glared at me.

"...Elise will you chill the fuck out?" Will said scowling.

"Will you tell me why the hell you act like a friend then dis me for someone else?" i asked glaring at him with all my anger hoping this stare could actually kill him.

"...its hard to explain. You asked for the truth? Well a long time ago me and Felicity were best friends. She had trouble at her parents house so she had to be put in a foster home. When she came back it was nearly three years till i saw her again. Me and her were close. I grew feelings for her and now thats shes still alive i want her. It had nothing to do with you. Seriously i just love Felicity and you almost killed her" he said. I was shocked.

"You. Dont care about me at all?" i asked a bit hurt.

"I did...i mean i do..its just you tried to kill-"

"I tried to kill her because you acted like i dont exist. Like i didnt matter to you. Understand  you cannot block out a psycho path...i was seriously starting to feel normal again till she came back into your life. Imagine. The slightest thing can set me off. You triggered it..everything came back. Everything..i guess it is what i deserve right? After i trust someone tell them everything...only to break down again and start over and hurt people" i said starting to laugh like a maniac...i am anyways. Why try to be normal? Except it Elise. Yes...i will.

"Elise? Elise?? ELISE!!" will began to shout he had me by the shoulders and shook me. Snapping me out of my laughing fit.

"Yes will?" i said in a voice that wasn't mine. Couldnt..have been mine. Right? What was that voice? Why was i laughing.

"Elise. Im so sorry!" he said pulling me in close for a hug.

"No you arent! Call me dramatic or whatever I am..but you had no right to do that to me! I think i need to..i think...GAH!!" i grabbed were my eye was, or were it was suppose to be as it began to burn and throb. Everything began to get blurry and the screams....my screams seemed far away. Everything was dark. Then just like that it was like a light switched on. It was bright, blurry like a dream. I came forward bending down it..me starred at myself.

"You can never...ever be you again. You are mine. You do as i say. You can make it your own if you follow my rules. Remember our little agreement Elise? Everyone must pay...everyone must sleep!" she said in a demonic, it was a rough and patchy voice. Her mouth began to rip at the corners and her smile grew. Her eyes absorbed into flesh as if to melt and gave off some sort of burning smell..and it was just the smile...rotten teeth... She opened her mouth and let out a scream.

I was shooken awake and realised i was screaming. My throat burned. I didnt stop screaming. Hot steamy tears rolled down my cheeks.

"ELISE!? Elise your okay!" Will said hugging me.

"..i..saw something...it was..but..it d-didnt sound...it was...her or its smile...r-ripped... a-and grew larger her or its eyes disolved into...the.. rest of her flesh as if to be..melted" i said through sobs as i grabbed Will and hugged him like no tomorrow.  I could not comprehend what i just saw. It said i was under its control. What the hell is happening?

I liked it. So much. The pain...the throbbing and aching.

"...i can help...even though you did kill Molly Amber and Jonathon...theres still a chance!" Will said. He...he cared?

"But....how did you know?" i asked.

"Your the only person i thought because your fucking crazy its obvious" he said. True.

"Oh" i said.

"You know this town...so you know you are allowed to give people the death sentence...i did some research before we moved here" Will said. He seemed fully convinced...when did he look this up? Stab Felicity, kill her gut her like a fish drown her in pig blood make her suffer. I slammed my fist in the side of my head.

"I cannot leave now i have no way of getting there i have no idea how im suppose to do this. Do you truly believe something like this can actually work...?" i asked for reasurance.

I like killing people...no i love it. Everything about it. I love how the adrenaline kicks in. I love how they fight back. I love the sound of their screams. I love the sound of how the choke and gurgle their own blood. I like how if blood lands on you its warm. I like the sound of silence when they take there last breathe. What I love most is when right when they are about to die hope leaves their eyes and is replaced with more tears and fear of the unknown. I love how it drowns out the voices in my head. I love how the eyes begin to get foggy and the windows of humans becomes closed forever.

I might still be able to contain it. By killing even more horrible people than me. By justice. Doing good with how i feel. I might actually change and put these bad emotions towards doing bad to bad people.

I might be normal...or as normal as normal can get for me. Would i be used as some kind of dog? A killing machine? Would he see me? Would Will and Drake come visit me?....

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Thank you for sticking with the story! Like vote check out my other books if you wish.. I dont have many good storys but i promise to update more often. Yes this book is getting quite cheesy i agree but i have speacial plans for later. How would you guys like an arena type hunger games thing? I have no idea just a thought. Bleep bloop death is out!!!!!