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Hijo pov
The moment Kakashi said his name, I blacked out. I don't know why. I appeared in a room. All I around me was black. The ground was water. I was missing my clothes. I looked down seeing my unfamiliar body, and the unfamiliar missing feeling of my bandages. I haven't taken them off in a long time. And I barely take off my clothes. I see the ugly words, still carved all over me, all the ugly scars, and marks. Burns to.

Wow. I never noticed how much muscle I have. I have a four pack, almost six, and I have strong legs and arms.

I begin to walk. Every step I take, I come closer to a now visible light. Getting bigger, and bigger. The light seemed to get closer, and closer. Once I reached the light, I found it to be a small plain orb. Being the stupid person I am, I touched it. I woke up,on the ground. I got up, and found a knocked out Zabuza. What was that room? What was that light?

I come to a realization, as Haku jumps to the ground to pick up Zabuza. "Sup snow chan!", Haku looked at me with his masked face. "Hello red snow." That's my nick name. I'm in the bingo book as an almost merciless killer. I got the name from working with Zabuza and Haku. With Haku's ice chakra, we always end up with snow. And I way to know I was there, the snow will all be stained red. Not a speck of white left. Another way to know I was there, is the bodies hanging from the trees. But I have never killed an innocent. The people I kill have always done something wrong. Like hurting other people who are innocent. Back to what's happening, "you two know each other?", asked Kakashi with a raised eyebrow.

   I ignored him and went to Haku. I said in my real voice quiet enough so the others can't hear it, "take care of Zuzu for me. He's so reckless. Like always." Haku let out a very quiet laugh. Giggle you could say. "Sorry Hijo, but I must go. Maybe later you could bring Akuma to the house?", he asked. I nod my head, and he disappeared in a swirl of leaves.

Listening in on the next minute or two, I apparently interrupted Narutos little jealous bicker. Kakashi was about to ask me something, when he blacked out. "Kakashi sensei!", Naruto, Sasuke, and Sakura yelled. Well, Sasuke was more just, 'hn!?!' Than actual deciding to use his vocabulary for once. The three of them were trying to lift Kakashi, only getting him about 1/2 a foot off the ground. I pushed them out of the way as Kakashi fell back again. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR!?!?!", they screeched. "Shut up.", I said in a cold, killing voice. They all shut there big ass traps. I lift Kakashi off the ground, and onto my shoulder. Jaws hung open. "Shut your Fucking trap before you catch a shit load of flies.", I said to the obviously very surprised genin. If Kakashi was awake, I probably would have a MAJOR bruise right now.

Once, he caught me cussing a lot and I got hit pretty hard. "Don't worry. Your sensei can rest up at my house.", said Tazuna. We all nod.

We walked in a comfortable silence.

Time skip to when Inari interrupts.

"Mom! Can't you see? These people are gonna die!!!! Gato is gonna come and wipe them out!", said Inari.
"Wha'd you say brat!?! Look, have you ever heard of a super ninja before? Well that's me, but better!! I'm gonna be Hokage!!! A real hero!!!", said Naruto. I froze when he said "a real hero." Inari retorted, "tech. Your just filled with stupid ideas. There's no such thing as a real hero." "Inari!! Where are you going!?!?", asked Tazuna in a gruff voice. "To look out at the ocean. I want to be alone!", he walked out of the room. My head lowered. "You know guys,
he was right about one thing.", I said. They looked at me in surprise and shock. "There is no such thing as a hero. Those comic book heroes we all read about.... they're not real, and have never been real.", I finished.

The all stared shocked. I walked out the room, leaving them behind. Memories came back like a flood.

Memory

We're at a lake, me and big brother. He is holding me over his head, my towel tied around my neck flying behind me as he ran. "DU DUN DUN DAAAA!!!! SUPER HIJO HAS ARRIVED TO SAVE THE DAY!!!!", I yelled one fist in front of me as then other was held to my chest.

Aishimasu chuckled. I was suddenly brought down into a tight hug. Big brother Ai whispered in my ear. "You may be a super hero, but I will always be your REAL hero. I promised to be the best brother in the universe. So I have to be your hero as well. I don't plan on braking that promise anytime soon.", he whispered. I kissed his cheek. "You're alweady da best big bwother in the u-uniw-u..." "universe.", he said again. "UNIVERSE!", I exclaimed a bit to loud. Big brother ran at the lake, and jumped in me still in his arms.

Our parents laughed in the background.

Memory change.

I was sobbing on the chest of my dead brother, getting covered in his blood. I sobbed uncontrollably, screaming his and my parents name's. Especially his. My tears flowed like a river, as the police looked at me in pity.

Their bodies were all lined up. Brother in the middle of my mom and dad. I hugged them tight, and whispered into my brothers ear like he had done before. "A-Ai....San.... I-...I p-pwomise.... I will save someone t-the way y-you did f-o-or me...." sobbed for hours into the night.

The police had to knock me out with anesthesia. The only way they could pry me off my 15 year old brothers body. My 5 year old one, shaking and crying in my unconscious state.

Memory end.
Ai- ahh-ee    Aishimasu
I was now crying. But, the tears weren't blood anymore, but clear as the crystal lake me and Ai-Onii-San would play around. I smiled at the lake memory. Some of the best times of my life. Times away from the bullying. Just so you know, because I don't want any questions for this, her snake Doku stayed in the village. Just a side note to ruin this moment.

I grabbed an extra pair of clothes, and walked into the bathroom and locking the door. I took of my clothes, and my bandages. I look in the mirror, and immediately regretted it. I saw each, and every scar on the front of my body. And trust me, there is a LOT of them. I looked at my back, seeing just as many. The one I hated the most, plastered where anyone could see it clearly if I had been wearing regular clothes. In big bold letters, burned, cut, and stabbed into my chest were the words "never loved!", with little notes around it."no one loves a monster. it's family hated it. go die, no one will miss you.", those are the words around my chest.

I was never a he, she, or person. I was always an "it." Just a "thing". I ripped my eyes from the mirror and turned the water cold. I jumped in. I cried silently. Not a sob escaped. Just tears did.

I hummed to my self. Start song. She is just humming the song, not singing. The song at the beginning of the story. When I finished the song, I turned of the shower. I dried off, and put on my clean clothes. My hood was down.

I walked into my room and saw...
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TEAM SEVEN???? I throw my hood up before anyone saw. I ignored them, and dug into my back pack, smiling as I pulled out my mask.

I put it on, remember how I got it. Also, holding the necklace hidden in my jacket. Did you forget Hijo had that necklace?

Another memory... sigh...

Me and big brother were walking around the festival grounds, me gawking at the candy stands.
He chuckled. "Do you want to get a mask Hijo?", big brother asked. I nodded enthusiastically. He chuckled again, and I giggled.

We looked through the masks, but I didn't see any I liked. That was until.... I found a mask on the ground.

"BROTHER! I like this one!", I said with sparkles in my eyes.
"Really? I thought you would like an animal one. You picked the best choice though! It's spooooooopy!!!" I giggled. I made wavy motions with my arms. "SpoooOOOOooopyyy!!!!", I said  mimicking big brother. He laughed. I smiled.

Big brother got the mask for me, and we spent the rest of the day at the festival. The festival....
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We went to for my fifth birthday. They last day brother, and mommy, and daddy lived.
My last day... no longer in hell....

Memory end

I smiled at my memory. A painful smile. Pain. Something you never want to remember....
My team, who I now noticed were gawking at me, were every shocked. Da fuk?
They exploded with words, after saying one thing in unison.

"HIJO-!!!!!!+YOU SMILED!!!!!!"

Shit......

PLZ READ Sorry for such a short chapter! I wanted it to be longer, but you need an update! Sorry y'all waited so long. Hope you enjoyed! Also, like the new cover? And I have a QUESTION, should I rename the book,
"My trip to hell... ahem, I mean Naruto!" Kind of a comedic title! Maybe give me some other suggestions if you think I should change its but not to that. If I choose someone, you'll get a shout out in the next chapter. Maybe, "Gaining Sanity" or, "Psychotic Sanity" or the last one, "Haunting Insanity"