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Ruhani's POV

"you must be really hungry, eat the way you wanted dear....I will bring more" Bhaaji was about to get up but I told her this is enough for me. Then I take my time devouring the food.

woah

finally I got some real food to eat.

Bhaaji is such an angel.

She really is.

She is the only one who isn't disgust by my appearance. She give me yummy food to eat and also give me warmth.

Motherly warmth

I looked at her from head to toe and wonder where are her wings. Angels have beautiful wings. Maybe she hide them.

I felt something touching my face. It's her, gently wiping my face. I smiled back when she passed me a sweet smile.

"My grandson found you and told me to help you" She pause and then continue"tumhari koi family nahi hai kya!?" My face dropped as soon as I heard her words.

(Do you have a family!?)

Family??

My Family??

Mumma Papa must be worried about me, searching for me everywhere.

"worried about you!?? Really....!?you were literally thrown out by them" A voice inside my head mocked me.
That's when realisation hits me. Everytime I forget about this so easily.

"I'm all alone...." looking down I caresses my abdomen. "...with my baby" we will be a cute little family. The family that I always want.

She frowned and process my words and then she realised what I'm trying to say. "you are blessed, my child" She pats my head lovingly. How badly I want her to be my own mother. Why I'm not her real daughter?

"But who i--" She stopped "I mean, you seemed so young, being a mother is a great responsibility dear".

She's right. It will not be easily for me but I want to have my own family. Atleast I will have assurance of someone always be my side. Deep down I'm scared as hell. How things will going to be.

"I know....but I will try my best to be a good mother" I looked at her, only to find her lost in her thoughts.

"what happen Bhaa!?" I ask her shaking her a bit. "oh nothing dear....I think you should go and take a warm shower, it help you to feel better" She show me where the bathroom is.

"also there's a cabinet, maybe I have a dress of your size. You can change into that. These hospital cloth sucks"

She's right, I'm looking like a patient who ran away from mental hospital. That man's dirty hands are imprinted this dress. I felt insect crawling over my skin. I find myself standing all alone in the bathroom. Where is she gone. My heart raced. Suddenly I felt so sweaty.

I'm again hearing that voices

"where to little slut"

"her pictures are all over the internet, such a shameless girl"

"lower your dress more whore, I wanna see your filthy body"

"just go and spread your legs in Red light area, you will get more dicks there and also money"

"oh c'mon show us, why are you hesitating, I bet your body look way more better in real life than in pictures"

No please stop

I covered my ears but I kept hearing that voices.

Just go awayyyy

I almost jumped when someone touch me on my shoulder. My heart sank and my breathing stopped. My mind thinks of every worst outcome if I turned around.

I should run.

"what happen beta?"

The realisation hits me hard. I was hallucinating. I pants heavily catching my breath. "Ruhani are you okay!?" holding my arm, she shakes me to pull me out of thoughts.

"y-yess I'm okay"

"are you sure" I nodded at her then I immediately get inside the bathroom and lock the door behind.

With tons of thoughts going inside my mind, I slowly remove the clothes. Hospital nurse did clean my body but I'm still stinking. I scrunches my nose as I smell bad odor. I quickly get into the shower and grab a some shampoo and lather it on my hair. The water droplets dance on the skin. After so long, I finally get to bath.

I took a bar of soap and gently lather it over my body. This fragrance is so good. As I rub soap on my abdomen area, I noticed my bump. I smile unknownily while poking my baby bump with my finger.

"hey....can you hear me"

No response!!
Maybe my baby is sleeping.

Soon I will start my new life with you. Sorry for hating you at first. Mumma was so scared. I don't know anything about pregnancy and motherhood. It's not going to be easy. But with you by my side, I will surely make through it.

After a nice long bath, I wear the dress that Bhaaji told me to wear. It was loose a bit but it was so comfortable. I towel dry my hair and blow dry them.

My eyes fell on the small bundle of notes that I kept aside before taking bath. Her grandson is humble just like her, not like those creepy men. He do a really big favour on me. Hope I will pay him back soon.

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"This is your apartment" Bhaaji show me a apartment where I will live.

"Actually my other grandson,Viraj come and live here sometimes. I know he don't mind sharing his apartment."  Getting a roof above my head is a need for me now. I can compromise. Hope he will also like his brother.

"Sorry for inconvenience dear. There is no other apartment available." She take a bunch of keys out of her pocket and unlock the door.

"it's okay" I said walking inside following her.

"And don't worry, he's a good man" She assured me. "oh I think he's already here" I found a man standing at distance busy on a call. His back was facing us. He has broad and quite tall physique, along with that he has short pitch black hair. He was wearing casual clothes. They look expensive tho.

He turns, feeling our presence. "yoo Dadi" His eyes lights up seeing his Dadi but as soon as his eyes fall on me, he froze on his place.

I frowned as his expression change into horror. What happened to him.

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I know it's been more than 2 months but I was dealing with my life shit.

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