i wanted to take less sleeping pills tonight but i can't.

i need more, i need to erase my mind so i can sleep.

but i took too much, i guess.

i felt my head being dizzy like always but this one was the worst.

i tried to reach my phone but my vision was blurry, i couldn't spot where was my phone.

i fell to the floor.

i was still half conscious. i tried to search my phone again and i felt my phone so i took it.

i tried to call you, rose. twice. but you didn't answer my calls.

i called taeyong, he picked up, but it was too late,

i breathed out my last breath when he picked up.

"hello? youngsoo? youngsoo? hello, youngsoo? youngsoo, you there?"

"youngsoo?? are you okay?"

"shi—, youngsoo? are you there?!"

"i'm coming wait!"