a year later, our groups-blackpink & sidesquare officially disbanded.

you were getting married, rose.

do you know i was still in love with you?

maybe i was stupid

maybe my innocent side for loving you was still on

a week before your marriage, i was invited to jisoo-noona's. now yours.

you invited them.

taeyong & mark- minhyung. who were now a member in nct.

you invited taeyoon who already have 2 kids with his wife.

you invited the former sidesquare members

you invited the girls and some other yg artists.

when i was about to leave after we shook hands and smiled at each other, your husband talked to you,

"tulip, are you thirsty? do you want me to get you a drink?" he asked. you shook your head and smiled.

you were lying, rose.

not only that you lied about, you also lied to him that you liked tulips a lot. he talked to me about it when you were talking to another people.

my heart crushed when you lied to him.

so, tell me chaeyoung.

were you disgusted whenever i called you rose?

oh, and by the way, you looked pretty in the wedding dress.

i wish i was the one who said "i do" as i held your hand

i wish i was the person who you stared at when the priest said "you may kiss the bride"

i wish i was the one who said the vow.

i wish i was the one who marry you.

i wish i was the one take care of you.

are you happy, rose?

with someone who's not me?