after another 3 months in korea, i decided to become a trainee too. under jyp.

i wanted to join sm at first, but sm is too famous for a standard like me, jyp is more calming.

I met another trainees. they were all amazing dancers

there was this girl named somi, she was mixed canadian-korean and she could speak english well, she was my only friend at that time because my korean wasn't at my best.

my senior- a got7 member, yugyeom also close to me, but we weren't as close as he is with jungkook.

trainee days were sick. i hate it.

now i feel you-how is it to be like to be a trainee

but i still don't know how it feels to break someone's heart.