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Chapter Twenty Two: Guilt and Hatred

Hold Me Down - Halsey

Millie's P.O.V

My heart was fluttering with excitement. I was currently getting a ride from Sadie to get to Finn's place. We finally reached the front entrance of Finn's place. 

"Thanks again for the ride Sadie," She looks through her window gazing at his large house.

"No problem, that's one big house,"

"Yup... I'll see you at school," I said as I opened the car door ready to leave.

"Are you sure you don't need a ride back home?" Sadie asks turning back to me. 

"Finn will drop me off I'll be fine,"

"Okay, have fun!" She says pulling into a tight hug. I hug her back thanking her again and stepped out of Sadie's car. I wave bye as she drives away. I walk up to his large front door ready to knock his front door until the door swung open. My eyes widen spotting Maddie only wearing a black bra and a matching underwear. 

"Maddie? What are you doing here?" A smirk spread through her lips.

"Just had some fun time with Finn," Confusion filled through my mind

"Fun time?" I asked raising an eyebrow. 

"You know, doing some horny shit," She explains giving me a wink. Horny shit? I thought he had no interest in Maddie. I thought he loved me!! Anger was flowing through me. I should have listened to Sadie and Noah, he'll do anything to sleep with every girl in our school. I felt tears flowing through my eyes. I look up at Maddie seeing a smirk on her lips. 

"Could you let Finn know that I never want to see him again," I said almost in a whisper.

"I'd love too," She says smirk still placed on her lips. I quickly turn away from Finn's house. Tears were forming in my eyes.

How could I have been so fucking stupid? 

Why did I have to talk for Finn Wolfhard? 

I glance at the dim lighted streets realizing I don't have a ride. I don't give two shits if I have to walk ten miles to get back. Why did I have to fall for him? Why Maddie? Uhh I feel so damn stupid! The winter airbrushed passed me. It was a good thing it wasn't snowing. More tears were streaming down my cheeks. I was left all alone with a broken heart in the dark.

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Finn's P.O.V

I've been trying to call and text Millie all night and still haven't gotten any responses. Last night she ended up not showing up at my place and if I went to her place her dad would find out about me and kill me then Millie. Is she alright? I need to know if she's alright. Several layers of snow was everywhere in the winter weather. 

I quickly took a parking spot and head to the schools front entrance. I suddenly spot Millie with her earbuds plugged in walking the same direction as me. I quickly catch up to her placing my hand on her shoulder. She jumps a little but quickly recovers once she saw me. She quickly ignored me and continues walking.

"Hey, hey, hey," I say softly grabbing her arm making her face me. Anger was spread all over her beautiful face. 

"Why didn't you call me back?" I asked with a worried expression stepping closer to her. Her eyebrows tightened, 

"You know why!" She turns back to the school's entrance and starts walking again. I quickly grab her arm again before she could leave.

"What are you talk about?" She chuckles as if I said something stupid. 

"Did you have fun sleeping with Maddie?" Confusion filled through me. I never slept, Maddie. I've never even kissed her except for last night but that was her doing. She must've shown up at my place but spotted Maddie half fucking naked. Fuck!!

"Millie, you don't under-"

"No Finn, I understand completely!! I thought you loved me, Finn!"

"I do love you," I said almost in a whisper as I place my hand on her soft old cheek. I felt people staring but I could care any less. Millie's brown eyes started to water. A strand of tear rolls down her cheek then drops to my hand the hand that was caressing her cheek. She slowly pushes my hand away from her face. The school bell rang causing the crowd of stares to disappear. 

"I can't see you anymore Finn," She says as she walks inside the schools entrance leaving me to stand alone outside the cold weather. I look down at my hand that held Millie's cheek staring at her teardrop that fell on my hand.

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Math class rolled by and I was asked to solve another equation which I got correct. I glance at the classroom spotting Maddie waving hi at me. My eyebrows tightened and quickly ignored her and took my seat. The bell rang causing me to jump out of my seat and quickly walk out of the classroom. I suddenly spot Millie at her locker. I start to walk toward her direction. She spots me and quickly walks away to her next class. I sigh watching her disappear in the crowd. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Hey Finn," I turn around seeing Maddie. I pushed her hand off my shoulder and walked away.

I had my earbuds plugged in as I sit at the school's cafeteria. Noah and Sadie were sitting on my right side. Caleb and Gaten were sitting across from me. Grace was sitting next Gaten holding his hand. I watch how Grace caresses Gatens hand with her thump as she laughs at there terrible jokes. 

The feeling of Millie's soft small hand came in my mind as I stare at Grace's and Gaten's locked hands. I look away not wanting to feel the pain of missing Millie. I glance around the cafeteria with no sight of Millie. I check the table that she used to stay at only seeing an empty table. A tray of food drops next to me. I turn around seeing Maddie taking a seat next to me.

"Hi, Finn," She says with sympathy eyes. I scoffed at the sight of her. I grab the strap of my backpack and hang it on my shoulder and walk out of the school's cafeteria with annoyance. 

This is all Maddie's fault!

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(A/N): MERRY CHRISTMAS!! And if you don't celebrate Christmas then HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! I hope you guys enjoyed. I promise you all, things are going to get better!! But for now it's going to be pretty interesting. Thank you all for the 9k!! I really didn't think I was going to make it this far. Thanks again for enjoying my story.

It's funny how I'm editing this story during the holidays.

- Abby

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