Am scared that you will
Judge me
I don't know how human beings
Work
Am scared that you will
Laugh at me
Am scared you will not
Talk me seriously
I wish I could socialise
With others
Maybe I'll be more confident
Am scared that you get to
Know the real me and
You will leave
Am scared that you wouldn't
Like my personality
I know that I shouldn't care
About what others think about me
But am so scared of the rumours
They Hunt me
A carefree attitude is my facade

  Am so scared of the darkness
It's suffocating me
I can't even seem to find light
Even if it is tiny
It's hurts
Am so scared of being scared