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Your Pov

'kaneki my loving husband where are you?!' this went in my head for a couple more minutes waiting impatiently for my beloved kaneki.

I tapped my foot at the pace of my hand tapping lightly at the table.

the door opend with a clink as i looked over with a happy satisfied look only to find a girl in purple hair coming inside the coffee shop and with that i went back to my frowned face.

the girl wore her apron on, and on it was a stitched name of the employee, it wrote 'Kirishima, Touka' walking over to me with a cheeky smile, she took out a mini note pad and a pen "May i take your order ma'am?" she asked

"maybe a cup of coffee would do for now," i ordered from her trying to bring up a smile but failed.

i sighed and looked over the window glass outside.. the girl named 'touka' i suppose, bowed to me in respect and walked back to her stall and began making my order.

i looked at my wrist watch to see it was still quite early at around 7:50pm.

i dozed off waiting for kaneki.. my wonderings got inturrupted when the girl came back with my order in it "here's the cup of ordinary coffee you ordered ma'am" she took it out the tray and placed it right infront of me.

"yeah,thanks" i mutterd under my breath enough for her to hear me. i looked at the cup of coffee as it reflected myself in it, i sighed once more.. WHERE THE HELL IS HE?!

"im guessing your waiting for someone aren't you?" touka took a chair and sat the opposite side of me

"yeah.." i took a sip of the coffee

"hmm and im guessing he's your bestfriend?" this crappy touka just keeps bothering me huh?

"yea-- wait do you know him??" curiosity starts growing in me

"he's our daily customer here, plus, you and him always take the rest of the free day here. kaneki right?" she stood up and dusted of her red apron ready to go back to her stall

i nodded and leave her be.

A couple more hours..

DAMN THAT GUY?! is he playing tricks on me or does he just wanna joke around. cause if it is, i swear to my cat this isn't a good joke kaneki!!

i huffed on my chair sinking in and looked around the coffee shop. every employee was already cleaning ready for closing and there isn't any costumer in here except for me..

i unlocked my phone and checked for messages.. nothing new.. i groan at this irritating annoyance.
my gazed then turned to the corner of my phone and saw the time 10:56pm it read.

"shit!" i cursed loud enough to echo to the whole shop. i dropped my money on the desk and waved goodbyes to the kind employess.

once taking a step out the cozy warm coffee shop, the air outside was to put on a fair weather.

"god,kaneki-kun i swear you just wasted my time for nothing" i unlocked my phone again punching in a couple of numbers before calling it up.

Ring...ring..ring..ring..
no answer.. "THAT'S IT!"

i didn't bother to call again. i know he was playing a damn stupid annoying game.

i stomped off to the road and took the way going to kaneki's house.

that's right, im going to his zone and give him a lecture on what he just made me feel.

WHO WOULD WANT TO FEEL ALONE IN A COFFEE SHOP WAITING FOR THREE DAMN LONG HOURS FOR A STUPID GUY. I TOTALLY LOOKED STUPID THERE. IT WAS LIKE I WAS WAITING FOR NOTHING AND BEING SADISITIC OR SOMETHING,

my rage on my head continued on as i reaced his door and kicked it open. lucky for me it wasn't locked..

"OI KANEKI HAVE YOU GOT ANY IDEA HOW LONG DID I WA--" i stopped screaming when i saw the view of his house.. it was a disaster..
beverages spilled everywhere..
food hanging anywhere..
mostly anything related to food was in there..

"uhm kaneki-kun?" i called into the opening area as i stepped inside..

i searched everywhere.. i went to his bathroom and what i saw was awful..

his mirror broked in pieces shattered everywhere with a hint of blood in it.

his tv was loud enough to echo through his whole house, and it was on News For Ghouls network channel.
his refrigerator was wide open and every food was peeled open or either scattered all around the house.

it was disgusting enough to puke, i putted both my hand into my mouth backing away and retrieving to the door once again.

silence was soon breaked when a shadow came across the door and a voice called out.

"(y/n)-c-chan.. w-what are you.. doing h-here.." there stood kaneki looking awful as ever his face was coverd in bruises, his nose bleeded off blood,his jacket had rips here and there,he barely even can't stand properly. he was an injured mess..

"oh my god.." these was the only words that i could bring out

Kaneki's Pov
from a couple more minutes no one in the emptiness ever came to help me and the city of tokyo has been quiet enough that is seemed like everyone was back to their dens for safety reasons.

i walked back home holding my stomach in pain while my other hand held the wall for guidance. i can't walk properly and but i made it my way home.

only to find my door already wide open.

i peeked through and who else would i saw.. (y/n)-chan..
as i called out to her she turned quickly facing me.
with her (E/C) orbs enough to prove that she is in such shock and terror..

i fell through my knees unabling to stand any longer (y/n) suddenly run to me falling to her knees as well guiding me to my ruined uncleaned bed..

"are you okay? what happend? did you get bit by the ghou-" she panicked her hand giving me calm circles in my back and i whacked her away

"SHUT UP!, GO AWAY!, I KNOW YOUR DISGUSTED BY ME AND MY BEHAVIOUR! I KNOW YOU HATE ME! GO AWAY I KNOW IM NOT WORTH IT BEING YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE! I DON'T NEED YOU IN MY LIFE ANYMORE! GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND MY PROPERTY!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!" i spat at her not able to even make eye contact. my blood boiled when i heard the word 'ghoul' and suddenly those words came out of me.

she fell silent as i felt cold air hit my back as she began to remove her hand in my back. i squeezed my eyes shut sensing her standing up and footsteps fading away...

that's it.. this is the end of me.. that one honest,true friend that i had.. i just.. shut her out.. out of my life.. now im all alone in this cruel nasty world..

seconds has passed when i heard the door click shut..

tears poured out and i can no longer hold then back. she's gone... she's.. out of.. my life...
"(y/n)-chan.. don't.. leave me.." i craked.