warning of very minor breath play.

LONG ASS CHAP AHEAD

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andy had offered to babysit olly while they went out because louis needed to get out of the house. see the sun, smell the air and take a breather.

it's not like he wasn't allowed to leave, he just...chose not to. although it made him stir-crazy, he would rather be cooped up in his and harry's bedroom, swimming in one of harry's sweaters while he and the baby watched cartoons (mainly for his entertainment, olly just slept) until harry was finally in for the night after training for the annuals or hitting runs with one of the lads. that set him on edge too, knowing this fight was coming up.

louis didn't want to leave the baby, he felt guilty for handing him over to someone else, but everyone was right. louis puts all of his energy into making sure oliver and harry are okay that he doesn't worry about himself anymore. he barely noticed his hair had gotten longer and he's lost his baby weight entirely, now able to fit in his pre-pregnancy jeans without any issues. it was marvelous, he nearly cried that morning when he got them buttoned and zipped without having to suck his stomach in and feel bloated. harry thought something was wrong but when he found louis actually smiling with pride in his reflection, he couldn't help but smile too. louis was so beautiful.

harry didn't tell him exactly what their plans for the day were, just that they were getting out of the house and spending alone time together.

louis got his collar like harry promised. it was nearly identical to the one he had before, but this time the ribbon was a light blue and the pendant had only a small H engraved into the middle of it. this isn't the only thing on him with his dominant's initials, he still had the scar from previous adventures. he had harry all over him — inside and out, and he loved it. when it was finished, harry had clasped it around the boy's neck and kissed his head happily.

"thank you," louis beams at him.

"of course," harry returned his grin and followed louis around the store because he got too interested in the choice of clothing they had on sale.

"i think you'd look good with a navel piercing," harry comments, brushing his fingertips along louis' exposed tummy. he was wearing a crop top under a thin jacket. "especially if you keep wearing these tops."

"yeah?" louis hums. "i'll think about it."

harry smiled softly as he settled his hands on the boy's waist. "maybe a birthday present? or we can go sooner if you'd like."

the smaller boy shrugs, leaning back against his fiancé. "either is fine."

harry nods and gives his hips gentle strokes until the boy picked out everything he wanted. he got new clothes, some toys, and stuff to possibly use on his dominant as well.

"can we play a bit when we get home?" louis peers up at the man through his lashes as they walk out of the building. "all night, no baby..we got quite a while."

harry hums and grabs his hand. "absolutely."

louis was bouncing on his toes with every step until they got in the car, squirming in excitement on the drive home. harry probably broke the speed limit the entire way back. when he pulls in the driveway, he takes the keys out of the ignition and drops them on the boy's lap.

"i want you to go to the playroom and get in position for me," harry leaned over to turn louis' face with his finger, eyes burning into him.

"yes sir," louis stares back at him with eagerness. he takes the keys from harry and accepts the light kiss his partner gave him before he rushes out the vehicle and inside their home. he manages to unlock the playroom and strip within seconds. harry's slow footsteps could be heard from behind as the man finally made it inside and he stalks into the playroom silently, the bag from the shop landing on the ground. louis did just as he told, on his knees with his hands behind his back and head bowed.

harry stands behind the boy and gently grabs his hair, forcing him to tilt his head backwards to look at him. "i have been waiting on this just as much as you, love, but i need you to use your words for me, okay?" he releases his hold on him, only carding his fingers through the fluffy fringe.

"okay." louis blinks up at him, the slight tent in harry's jeans don't go unnoticed.

harry nods and nudges his head back down before turning to dig through the bag for an item and then to the closet. he searches for a while, indecisive on what to do or use until he finally makes up his mind and drops the items on the edge of the bed. louis watches him with curious eyes, face flushing red when he and harry made eye contact.

"can i suck you off first?" louis asks shyly. harry purses his lips in thought and is soon sitting on the edge of the bed in front of him, undoing his jeans with one hand while grasping the back of louis' head with the other. louis waits patiently and wets his lips with his tongue before taking the man in his mouth.

louis' hands slowly make their way to his thighs and he keeps a firm grip on them for balance as he's guiding himself on harry's cock.

"doing so good, baby, so good for me," the dominant moaned. "my good boy."

louis soaks in the praise and lifts up to suckle at the head of harry's dick, gaze lifting up to see harry already watching him. the man's jaw was slack, his own eyes already hooded just a tad and he runs his fingers through louis' hair again.

louis returns to sucking him off, hollowing his cheeks as he bobbed his head. a guttural moan comes from the dominant as he leans back on one hand, biting his lip as louis takes him in farther. he bucks his hips a tad, causing louis to take him in his throat fully and louis almost relaxes at the action, eyes fluttering shut as harry begins to fuck his mouth.

louis pulls off and wraps his hand around the man's length, giving it a few pumps as he stares up at him. harry's head lolls back, adams apple bobbing as he swallows a moan.

"fuck," harry heaves and pulls louis up by his hair to press a bruising kiss to his lips. surprised, louis squeezes his cock and harry's coming on his hand, dripping onto his own jeans. harry's the first to pull back, pulling his shirt over his head and wiping louis' hand off.

"you okay?" louis asks, hands going to harry's shoulders to hold onto him.

"great, thank you baby," harry nods and motions louis to the bed. the smaller boy avoids the toys beside him and he lays on his back, waiting for the next move. harry tucks himself back in his boxers but removes the rest of his clothing, kneeling on the bed in front of the boy.

he grabs the blindfold he had near the toys. "'m gonna blindfold you, alright?"

"okay," louis nods, taking a deep breath. he relaxes as the cool silk hits his skin and darkness covers him.

harry gets him situated and talks him through everything he plans on doing, eventually having louis' wrists bound at the headboard with rope.

"you okay?" harry asks once he makes sure nothing is too tight on him.

"i'm okay," louis promises softly. harry leaned down to kiss him gently before nestling himself between louis' legs, gently tapping his fingers along the boy's thighs until he decides what to do first. louis hears metal clinking and something being unwrapped and harry's hands make their way to his body again to keep him in place.

"easy, babe," the dominant says softly. "it's sharp, gotta stay still."

louis nods with a quiet apology and swallows thickly.

"here," harry murmured, reaching up to unclench one of louis' hands. "give me your finger."

louis relaxes his hand and he's met with a spiky object gently prodding against the pad of his digit and rolling down it.

harry explains that it's a twin pin wheel, a little tool with two spiky pin wheels on the end of it. it wouldn't cut or hurt him, only give him a sensation that he wasn't used to. the blindfold left him guessing where it would go or what harry would do next and that was exactly the dominant's plan.

louis feels prickles rolling up his legs and he twitches at the sensation, eyebrows furrowing. the prickles come back down, then back up, and move onto his other leg.

"color," harry murmured as he rolls the pinwheel up louis' inner thigh, leaning down to kiss the soft skin when louis replied with green. louis bit his lip when the pinwheel skimmed over his tummy, tracing around the length of his dick from his pubic bone and up, then back down. the wheel is slowly sliding up his cock and he gasps at the feeling, biting down onto his lip. harry praised him for doing so good already and louis couldn't help but grin through his bitten lip.

harry sets the pinwheel aside and reaches down to brush his thumb over one of the lad's nipples, humming to himself as louis' back arched with the sudden contact. "relax, baby," he crooned softly, pressing a kiss on louis' small chest. "daddy's got you."

louis nods, letting out a small breath. "i know. i trust you."

harry smiled at that and takes the pinwheel beneath his left ear, trailing it down his jaw and neck before doing it to the other side. he watched louis swallow in anticipation, a small "oh" coming out of him at the feeling of the metal dipping into his collarbone. louis had goosebumps raised on his arms from the antics as his fingers curled around the rope tying him down once harry slowly rolled the wheel over one of his nipples. a mere whimper only came out of the boy, he was sensitive.

"you look so pretty like this," harry murmured.

"thank you," louis blushes, lifting his chin to try to get even a glimpse of his lover above him. "what next?"

harry hums. "little more play," he puts the pinwheel aside and takes louis' nipple into his mouth, pulling it back and releasing it. "aiming to make you come at least three times tonight."

"at least?" louis moaned at the thought. "fuck."

"ah," harry tsks and swats his bare thigh. "we're just getting started lou, don't make me punish you so soon."

louis bit his lip as his fingers skimmed over the rope and he feels harry's lips on his chest and tummy. theres more shuffling surrounding him. harry nudges louis' legs further apart and settles comfortably between them.

"gonna use my mouth on you now, okay?"

louis nods, "please," he whispers. there's no spoken response, only harry taking him in his mouth and he jerks up at the feeling, a moan slipping out of him. harry holds his hips down as he takes him in, nose brushing against his pubic bone as he eases himself back up. he comes off of him with a wet pop and traces his tongue along louis' tip, peering up at the bounded lad to see his lips parted and brows furrowed beneath the blindfold. he removed his mouth entirely and places open mouthed kisses along louis' thighs until he reaches his rim, tongue barely grazing along the tight skin.

louis lets out soft moans and clenched his jaw shut. harry's quick with his moves, only tracing his tongue around louis' rim a few times before he's off and biting the inside of his thigh harshly.

a mix of a loud gasp and moan comes from louis and he writhes beneath the restraints. he's definitely hard, aching, unsure if he should come now or wait.

"getting closer," harry hums and sucks a love bite on louis' other thigh. "toy or fingers, baby?"

"fingers," louis pleads. "wanna feel you."

harry sits up and grabs the lube, squeezing a generous amount onto his fingers before circling one along louis' rim. louis' breathing gets heavier with adrenaline as harry fingers him open slowly, soon quickening his pace. louis is shamelessly coming onto his tummy once harry's fucking his prostate and he cries out at the sensation, legs trembling as he comes down from his orgasm. harry continues to finger him through it, only pulling out once louis' breathing had died down to small pants.

harry reminds him to use his colors and louis promises again that he's green, apologizing for coming without harry telling him to.

"i never said you couldn't," harry says as he cleans louis' stomach off with a flannel. "hold tight, baby."

louis only nods, unable to speak and harry gives his sides gentle touches.

"you're doing great," harry murmurs and kisses his nose. "color out if you need to, okay?"

louis inhales a shaky breath and nods. "okay."

harry gives his covered facial expression a once over and kisses his lips again before he grabs a water bottle he had placed on the side table and brings it to louis' lips. he helps the boy get the liquid down before kissing his head and setting it aside. "do you want to keep going?"

louis nods. "yeah, please."

harry nods as well, coaxing louis onto his back again. he grabs the vibrator from beside him and lubes it up, slowly pushing it into the boy and turns it on. louis jolts at the buzz, groaning lowly and he sinks his teeth into his bottom lip. the vibrations shoot right through him as he gets hard again and he whimpers out a small, "harry."

"yes?" harry moves the toy a bit and louis moaned louder. "are you okay?"

"'m okay!" louis croaks, "want you, need-"

"hold on, sweets," harry bit his lip as he noticed louis begin to shake again, knowing he hit his spot. he grasps the lad's cock and rubs his thumb over the tip. "almost done, alright? i just need you to be patient, baby."

louis whined high at that, rocking his hips down onto the vibrator. "please," he grabs at the ropes again.

harry stills the vibrator against his prostate for a few seconds before he pulls it out and pushes it back in a bit harder, continuing to use it on his submissive while jerking him off with his other hand. he watches louis intensely, watches the way his mouth drops open at every feeling and watches the way he tries not to curl in on himself as the pleasure overrides his entire being. once he comes, harry pulls it out and turns it off, grabbing a condom and the lube bottle again. he unties louis' wrists, massaging them gently and kissing the soft indentions before removing his blindfold as well. louis adjusts to the sudden lighting and gapes up at him with wide eyes, pupils nearly blown.

harry's then stripping himself of his boxers, sporting another erection and rolls a condom onto himself before adding some more lube to his length. louis watches silently, taking another deep breath as harry positions himself over him with one hand beside his head and the other pressing himself against louis' hole. louis' hands are all over him, gripping his hips and sides and eventually settling on his ribcage as he eases into him.

"daddy's best boy," harry murmured as he bottomed out, latching his lips to louis' as the boy digs his nails into his ribs. "talk to me baby."

"good, good, so good-" louis swallows. "'m good."

"you are," harry praises as he moves to suck on louis' neck while he adjusts to the feeling. he leaves a multitude of hickeys on his neck, marking him up. he pulls out and begins to thrust his hips back into him, keeping himself up with one hand as the other clamps around louis' neck. louis' eyes flutter as he gives it a squeeze, holding him down as he fucked into him until he released him. once he's let go, louis tilts his head back and moans loudly.

louis' legs tighten around him as he watches them in the mirror above them and he arches his back. harry lifts up and grips his hips, watching how louis crumbled beneath him while he wrecked him.

"da-ddy," louis chokes out a moan. "oh!"

"fuck," harry groans out. louis' pleading for him to go harder, whimpering when harry pulled out of him. the dom turns him over and helps him lift his hips, digging his nails into the flesh as he slammed back into him. louis drops his head into his arms as he let out cries of pleasure and his head is jerked back by harry grabbing his hair. harry slows a bit, readjusting his hips as he takes deep thrusts into him and louis sobs once he hits his prostate all over again. harry's breathy moans can be heard from behind him and the man's free hand lands a hard slap onto his ass, causing louis to come for the intended third time.

harry fucks him through his orgasm until he's coming into the condom, stilling himself as he finishes. his hand drops from louis' head and down his back, resting firmly on his tailbone. "lou?"

"'m here," louis mumbled, looking back at him. "'m green," he says while harry pulls out. the dom throws the condom away and kisses between his shoulderblades before lifting back up. he helps louis roll onto his back further down the bed away from the pile of cum and strokes the boy's hair out of his sweaty face. louis' hands barely settle on his arms when he dips down to kiss him softly.

"love you," louis slurs against his lips.

"i love you, sweetness," harry kisses his nose and sits back on his knees, drinking in the sight of his fiancé. the bite mark on his leg was red and the hickey on the other side was starting to darken as well. louis' lips were a pretty red color from being bitten on a little too much and his eyes were hooded as he laid back, relaxing into the soft mattress. he looked, and was, freshly fucked out.

"you gonna make it?" harry teases, "you look tired, honey."

"i'm okay," louis confirms with a nod.

"okay," harry leans down to kiss him and gets up to put his clothes back on. he helps louis off the bed, holding him close. louis clings to him like a lifeline as he carries him to the bathroom and runs them a bath, making sure louis is okay before settling him in. he murmurs praises to the boy, telling him he did so good as he washed his hair and louis kept a dopey grin on his face as he offered as many lazy kisses as possible.

harry cleans up the playroom once louis is cleaned and dressed, changing the sheets and tossing the dirty ones in the wash. he even carries louis back to their room, getting him cozy on their bed and grabs anything louis could use to bring him back to reality. this was louis' first "intense" scene after so long, harry had a feeling he would hit subspace by the way he wasn't speaking, only watching and leaning toward him for guidance.

harry makes sure he's okay before picking a movie and promising he would be right back. he didn't want to leave the boy alone for too long so he only grabs a few things from downstairs but comes back and sets the items on his side of the nightstand, sitting beside his sleepy partner and kisses his forehead. he coaxes louis into drinking some more water to keep him moving and occasionally drops a piece of fruit from the bowl he brought up into his mouth. louis manages to tell him he loves him again before he does eventually pass out, knocked out cold against his lover's chest.

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SHEEEEEESH

so how was itttttt

lil update on my life, im still trying to find an apartment so it's been a little rough on my end lately. i am working on something new though !

thank you for 436k and i am so sorry for not updating much ): x hope 3400 words of smut made up for it