Really really really longgggg update.... Enjaaaiiiiiii

Enjaai enjaami
Vaango vaango onnaagi
Ammayi ambaari
Indha indha mummaari

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"Baby Cupid was wandering around the garden when I went in search of him....

Me: ahemmm

Cupid: Heyy Mrini come come ..

Me: Seems like the God of Love is so happy ....

Cupid: Yes yes. Naa nenachadhu nadandhutu irukku la...

Me: anga dhaan en kelvi ye ?? Naa enna sonna nee enna pannitu irukka ??

Cupid: Nee ya ? Give respect take respect....

Me: Not possible Cupid. Answer me. Ivanga inaiki oru date ku vandha couple maari dhaana pannanga ??

Cupid: Ohh come on that's not a date. Date na evlo romance irukum inga adhellam illa la...

Me: Adhu mattum dhaan illa but the way they behaved was exactly like a couple ....

Cupid: Aama future couple....

Me: Arghhhh let me come to the point. Inga ellame speed ah pora maari illa ? Moreover he's a lecturer and she's his student.

Cupid: Speed ah ponalum there will be speed breakers in between and epdi naalum idhaana avanga life ??

And coming to this, en shouldn't a lecturer be in love ?? Shouldn't a student be in love ?? What if he was a lecturer in some other college but met her and things started developing. Illa lecturer illama vera occupation ah irundhu irundha ?

First of all, anga innum onnume start aagala. Aprom edhuku ithana kelvi ?

Me: I am fine with this. Ana it must go well with all illaya ??

Cupid: Adhellam pogum....

Me: Ellame seekiram nadandha understanding enga varum ??

Cupid: Didn't you see the level of understanding between them ??

Me: Yeah I did. But won't it affect their relationship in the long run ?

Cupid: Fine let me ask you now ! Why did you cover seven chapters for the incidents that took place just within sixteen hours of time which is not even a whole day ?

Me: To show them how much they mean to each other. Chumma paathanga pesunanga ponanga, they had something between them nu solla enakku manasu illa adhaan I tried to show even the smallest of all that happened....

Cupid: Exactly. So unakku ezhudhum podhu doubt illaya ??

Me: I neither doubted then nor now. All I want to ask is, is this right ??

Cupid: You are exactly like your brother. Edhuku ivlo overthinking unakku ?

Me: Ketadhuku badhil !

Cupid: Love can happen any time. It's just the humans who take time to realise or they never to figure out their actual feelings. Inaiki nethiku varadhu illa kaadhal, mela irukuravan pota mudichu. Andha bandhatha yaaralayum pirikka mudiyadhu,
maathavum mudiyadhu...

Me: So according to you, this is right ?

Cupid: According to the nature of love and also human bonding as well as me, this is right !!

Me: Seri okay...

Cupid: Wait a minute. Answer me who's the author of this story ?

Me: Naa dhaan....

Cupid: Who casted the male lead as the lecturer and female lead as the student ?

Me: Meee

Cupid: Who's trying her level best to bring out all kinds of emotions between them ?

Me: Naanu....

Cupid: Ennaya ippo kelvi ketutu irukuradhu yaaru ??

Me: It's me...

Cupid: Pandradhu ellam nee question mattum enakka ??

I let out a sheepish smile and cupid glares....

Cupid: Un leads ku ippove kalyanam panni veika poriya ??

Me: Nooooooooo

Cupid: Pinna ennavo avanga odi poi kalyanam panna maari kelvi ketutu irukka ??

Me: oru chinna clarification...

Cupid: Proving that you are the lead's sister huh ??

Me: hehehe yesss....

Cupid: Ada chi stop that.

Me: Naanum pona pogudhu nu paatha romba over ah poitu irukka nee. Wait let me steal your diaper pack, adhu dhaan unakku punishment...

Cupid: Venaam pannadha !

Me: Pannuven....

Cupid: Before that I'll take it off...

Saying he runs and Mrini starts chasing him...

Me: Diaper baby nillu...

Cupid: Mudiyadhu....

The chasing continues as this mini drama ends here !!"

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True love asks no question, makes no reservations, but puts itself unconditionally into the hands of the loved one -Paula Marshall

Ashwin reached home and parks his bike. He swirls the house key in his finger and walks happily to see a glaring Rakshan standing there with his luggage.

Rakshan: Enga da poi tholanja ??

Ashwin: Yaar nee ?

Rakshan: Machan paduthadha enga pona ??

Ashwin: Yaaru sir neenga ? Edhuku inga vandhu irukinga ?

Rakshan: Deii pasi veri la iruken ennaya kolagaarana maathadha....

Ashwin steps forward and takes the luggage from his hand. He opens the door and places the luggage in the living room. Rakshan tries to enter but Ashwin stops him.

Rakshan: Enna da un prechanai ?

Ashwin comes out and drags him by circling his arm around his neck. He presses his arm lightly on his neck and Rakshan coughs.

Rakshan: Kolai kolai kolai....

Ashwin: Adhaan panna poren....

Rakshan: Deiii nanbana kola pandradhu paavam illaya ? Aama nee kola pandra alavuku naa enna pannen ?

Ashwin knocks his head and Rakshan winces in pain.

Ashwin: Unga oorla idhu dhaan evening ah ??

Rakshan: Machan I thought of leaving early da Saru dhaan romba azhudha adhaan samadhanam panni next time kandippa inga kootitu varen nu promise pannitu kelambi vara time aaiduchu da....

Ashwin got reminded of how Sivaangi cried not having the heart to leave his home, how he consoled by promising her and smiled widely (smile as of now, soon will turn to blush....)

Rakshan waits for him to respond but saw Ashwin smiling, lost in thoughts. Rakshan pinches his arm encircling his neck and Ashwin screams.

Ashwin knocks his head thrice in a row and Rakshan begs him to leave...

Ashwin: Naaye naaye en da killuna ??

Rakshan: Nee en da beh nu sirichitu irundha...

Ashwin: Naa eppo da sirichen ?

Rakshan: Pachai ya poi solladha da !

Ashwin: Unakku yaarra sonna poi pachai ya irukum nu ??

Rakshan releases from his hold and folds his hand infront of him, "nee enakku soru poda venaam, vidiya vidiya kooda katti vechi adi ana dhayavu senju joke nu nenachitu idhellam solli enna saavadikadha daaaaa....."

Rakshan exclaims in a sad tone and Ashwin punches him on his stomach.

Ashwin: En da vandhadhe late uh idhule vaai pesuriya nee ??
En nyabagam ey illa la unakku....

Rakshan: Machan naa apdi patta aala da ?

Ashwin: Nee apdi dhaan da...

Rakshan blinks as he didn't get any counter and Ashwin got reminded of moments when Sivaangi blinked unable to answer him and a smile crepts on his face.

Rakshan mind voice: "Edhuku ivan adikadi ipdi sirikiraan ?"

Rakshan: Machannn...

No response...

Rakshan: Deii Ashwin !

Again no response....

Rakshan slaps Ashwin's arm and he comes out from his BEST FRIEND'S thoughts.

Ashwin rubs his arm and glares at Rakshan.

Ashwin: Vandhadhe late idhula enna killura adikira unnaaaa...

Ashwin raises his hand to hit Rakshan but he dodges and escapes. Ashwin chases him and caught him finally in his room. He held his hand and twisted it behind him...

Rakshan: ayyo amma deiii kaiya vidra valikudhu...

Ashwin: enna aatam podra nee ? Kozhuppu da unakku....

Rakshan: Ashwin please da vidu enakku semma pasi...

Ashwin leaves him and Rakshan stretches his arm, relieving pain.

Ashwin: naa laam onnu senju thara maaten, neeye edhachum senji kottiko....

Rakshan: Kalnenjakaaran...

Ashwin: Enna sonna ?

Rakshan: Karunai ullam kondavan nu sonnen...

Ashwin: Solluva solluva oduda modhala !

Rakshan runs and Ashwin laughs. He moves to the kitchen and prepares dosas for him.

Rakshan saw the scene and shows his thirty two teeth to him.

Ashwin: Chii palla kaatadha. Indha pidi...

He hands over the plate to him.

Rakshan: Ayyo machan super da nee... Love you muaaahhh...

Rakshan kissed Ashwin's cheek and he rubs it off with a disgust look.

Rakshan: Unakku poi kuduthen paaru ....

Ashwin: Naa ketena ?

Rakshan: Poda poda...

Rakshan sits on the counter top exactly where Sivaangi was sitting an hour back.

Ashwin saw that and got reminded of their moments and yet again smiled. Rakshan couldn't tolerate this anymore and he gasped touching his chest.

Ashwin comes out of his trance and looks shockingly at Rakshan...

Ashwin: Deiii Raksha enna aachu ?

Rakshan: Oru moonu naal dhaana unna inga thaniya vittutu ponen adhukula ipdi paithiyama aaitiye da....

Ashwin: Deiiiii

He slaps the back of Rakshan's head and snatches the plate away from him.

Ashwin: Patniya thoongu poda...

Rakshan: enda nee loosu maari sirichitu en saapada vaangura ?

Ashwin: Naa enga da sirichen ?

Rakshan: Machan serious ah kekuren. Enga poirndha nee ? Ennachu unakku ?

Ashwin: Sivaangi ya drop panna ponen da...

Rakshan: Morning sonniye andha ponna ?

Ashwin: Aama da...

Rakshan: Nee enga paatha eppo drop panna pona ?

Ashwin: Deii namma veetuku kootitu vandhen da. Saapda vechi konja neram pesitu ippo dhaan drop pannitu varen...

Rakshan: Edheyyy ??

Rakshan's mind voice: Ennadhu ivan ivlo easy ya soldraan. Ponnunga kitta pesa maaten, en kaathu kooda varadhu, ivan enna da na morning andha ponna pathi avlo soldraan, ippo enna da na veetuku kootitu vandhen, saapadu senji thandhen, pesitu irundhom nu sollitu irukaan. Oru vela adhu dhaano ?? Ana ivan avlo seekiram ipdi ellam panna maatane ??

Ashwin saw Rakshan calculating something in air very seriously and knocks his head.

Rakshan: ayyo amma deiii ethana dhadava da kottuva ?

Ashwin: Nee kaathula enna kanakku potutu irukka ?

Rakshan: Pinna ipdi paadhi paadhi ya sonna epdi da ? Enna nadandhuchu nu full ah sollu....

Ashwin narrates everything to him excluding their "friendship moments" and Rakshan felt bad for Sivaangi.

Rakshan: Paavam la da andha ponnu....

Ashwin: Aama Raksha. Adhaan I have decided to take care of her here on. Inime ava happy ah irupa paaru...

Rakshan could see the determination in his voice and understood that this is not just friendship but something more....

Rakshan: aama da let's take care of her.

Ashwin: unna pathi sonnen. Madam unna paaka aavala irukanga...

Rakshan: enna panna ayya demand apdi...

Ashwin: Romba aasa padadha. Ava un student, nyabagam vechiko. Saru kitta sonna theriyum....

Rakshan: Niruthu naa podhuva sonnen, nee en gudhikura ??

Rakshan murmurs, "naa nyabagam vechikanum aam. En da unakku nyabagam irukka nee ava lecturer nu. Pandradhu nee ennaya sollu"

Ashwin: Enna da loosu maari thaniya pesitu irukka ?

Rakshan: Unna laam vechikittu vera enna panna mudiyum ?

Ashwin: Seri da poi thoongu po, saapadu illai...

Rakshan: Machan machan sorry da please da kudu da deiii pasi da....

Ashwin: Nalla kenju keka nalla irukku....

Rakshan literally begs and Ashwin gave the plate to him.

Rakshan: che epdi ellam kenja vidraan ! Iru di paathukuren....

Ashwin: Enna sonna ?

Rakshan: ayya raasa onnum illa. Saapda vidu....

Ashwin laughs and continues with his work.

Rakshan: aama nee saaptiya ?

Ashwin: illa da. I'll eat later...

Rakshan: en dhoraiku enna vela ippo ? Vaaiya thora....

Ashwin: deii nee saapdu naa aproma saaptukuren....

Rakshan: Mudiyadhu. Vaaya thora nee...

Ashwin: sobbaaa mudiyala...

Rakshan: Adhaan mudiyala la appo vaaiya thora...

Ashwin opens his mouth and Rakshan feeds him and also has his food. They finish the dinner and settle in the living room. Ashwin was checking the notes for the next day and Rakshan goes to deep thinking ....

Rakshan: Different ah irukaan yet he's happy. Romba naal kalichi ivan face la real happiness theriyudhu. Idhu enna nu enakku nallave puriyudhu but still I won't tell anything. Ippo naa edhachum sonna kandippa avan stop panna try pannuvan. Enna nadakanumo adhu nadakatum. Puriyura time la ellam avanuke puriyum........

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Here Sivaangi closes the door and saw half sleepy Mrini infront of the laptop. She goes to her and caress her hair and Mrini jerks, opening her eyes.

Mrini: Hey Sivu ! Eppo vandha ?

Sivaangi: ippo dhaan vandhen. Nee en ipdi thoongitu iruka ?

Mrini: onnum illa ma. Ashwin sir assignment questions ah mail pannaru adha namma group la send pannitu, andha questions ah workout pannite thoongiten pola ...

Sivaangi: Ohhh seri seri....

Mrini: Enna face la oru oli theriyudhe. Ore kushiyo...

Sivaangi: aama miiiii...

She squeals, hugs and kissed Mrini's cheeks continuously.

Mrini: Hahaha heyy podhum ma vidu....

Sivaangi: Naa romba romba happy ya iruken miii....

Mrini: apdiya ?? Seri sollu enna nadandhuchu ?

Sivaangi: adhuku nee modhala laptop ah shutdown pannitu namma room ku va. Paduthukitte pesalam...

Mrini: okay ma'am.

Sivaangi giggles and they go to their room.

Sivaangi and Mrinalini settle on the bed as she was narrating everything that happened in Ashwin's house. Mrinalini was processing and she gasped as reality hits her.

Mrinalini's mind voice: Idhu friendship ye illa, I'll bet on that confidently. Still I cannot conclude anything with just a single day. Paapom how things turn as days progress. Naa nenaikiradhu dhaan nejam na please, no one among the two must be hurt. Adhu podhum.

Mrinalini comes out of her thoughts and continues listening to Sivaangi.....

Sivaangi: Hey aprom avaru neraya chocolates kudutharu theriyuma ? I'll give you only one, meedhi ellame enakku....

Mrini: neeye vechiko baby...

Sivaangi: Unakku venaama ?

Mrini nods a no and Sivaangi giggles showing her teeth. Mrini yawns as she was tired and felt sleepy.

Sivaangi: Thookam varudha miii ? Bandage maathuniya ?

Mrini: Maathiten ma. Yes light ah kanu sokkudhu, oru five minutes velai mattum irukku mudichita thoonga vendiyadhu dhaan .

Sivaangi: Seri okay Mrini. Nee thoongu, naa aproma thoonguren

Mrini: Enna panna pora apdi nee ? Don't spoil your health baby...

Sivaangi: Munna laam yaarum illa nu thookam varadhu ana ippo enakkunu aalunga irukanga nu nenaikum podhu avlo happy ya irukku miii... konja neram dhaan naane thoongiduven.

Mrini understood that she meant Ashwin and seeing her happy face she felt things right and left it out....

Mrini: Seri okay. Naa mudichitu varen, you try to sleep...

Sivaangi: seri Mrini. Good night....

Mrini: Good night sweetheart...

Mrini kissed her forehead and left the room. Sivaangi was replaying all the happenings of the day and hugs the pillow next to her closely to her. She giggled and her phone started ringing.

Sivaangi picks up the call without looking at the caller id and squeals, "Ashwineyyy !"

The person on the other side doesn't respond and Sivaangi gets confused. She looks at the caller id and found it to be a number, "Aama namma kitta dhaan avaru number illaye. So avara dhaan irukum."

The caller at the other end smiles hearing her...

Sivaangi speaks again, "Ashwineyyy"

The caller doesn't answer her.

Sivaangi: Hey yaaru pa adhu en Ashwineyyy call pandra time la call panni disturb pandradhu ?

Caller: ohhh un Ashwineyyy va ?

Sivaangi gasps hearing his base voice and clicks her tongue.

Sivaangi: Hmm.. hmm adhu naa onnum apdi ellam sollalaye ? Aama neenga yaaru ?

Caller: Heyy kedi nee sonnadha naa keten. Naa yaarunu theriyama dhaan Ashwineyyy nu kuptiya ?

Sivaangi: Neenga kooda dhaan call panni onnume pesama irundhinga.

Caller: Samalika kooda theriyala Sivaangi ma unakku.

Sivaangi: Neenga solli kudungalen. Neenga dhaana en lecturer...

Caller: Enakku neenga yaarune theriyadhu...

Sivaangi: Yovvv stop playing around. Yaarunu theriyama dhaan enakku call panni ivlo pesitu irukingala ? Indha world laye enna Sivaangi ma nu kupudra ore aal neenga dhaan. Ponga enna ematha mudiyadhu....

Ashwin: Hahaha neenga brainy dhaan Ms. Sivaangi. Caller id kooda paakama dhaana phone ah attend panna nee ?

Sivaangi: Ungalukku epdi theriyum ?

Ashwin: Pinna call panna fraction of second la edukum podhe theriya venaam

Sivaangi smiles sheepishly, "hehehe"

Ashwin: Inime andha maari laam eduka koodadhu seriya ?

Sivaangi: Yes sir....

Ashwin: Vaalu enna pannitu irukka ?

Sivaangi: Paduthutu iruken Ashwineyyy. Mrini kitta pesitu irundhen

Ashwin: Thookam varalaya ma unakku ?

Sivaangi: Illa Ashwineyyy. Naa eppome late ah dhaan thoonguven.

Ashwin: Maa you shouldn't be like this la ? seekiram thoonganum la ma...

Sivaangi: En Ashwineyyy ipdi pandringa neenga ? Veetla dhaan Mrini ipdi pandra na ippo neengalum ipdi pandringa ?

Ashwin: Paaru ava nalla ponnu, nee dhaan thoonguradhu illaya appo ?

Sivaangi: ohh appo naa bad girl ah ?

She asks in a sad tone and Ashwin replies immediately, "nee best ma ! Ana thoonguna dhaana hale and healthy ya irukka mudiyum !"

Sivaangi: inime seekiram thoonguren pa...

Ashwin: Good....

Sivaangi: hehehe

Ashwin: Sivaangi I wanted to tell you one thing....

Sivaangi: Sollunga Ashwin....

Ashwin: Maa neeyum naanum best friends, ana college la we are lecturer and student. Anga I'll be the same with you and Mrini as I am with other students. That's the proper decorum to be maintained. College ku velila naa unakku Ashwineyyy and Mrini ku anna okay va ?

Sivaangi: Nallave puriyudhu Ashwineyyy. Naanum limit la dhaan irupen. Ana college ku velila ipdi dhaan irupen.

Ashwin: Good girl ma nee...

Sivaangi: neenga sonnadha naa pandren la enakku edhachum kudunga ?

Ashwin: enna ma venum ?

Sivaangi: enna ketalum pannuvingala ?

Ashwin: pandren ma...

Sivaangi: naa ungalukku video call pannata ?

Silence filled the air as Ashwin doesn't respond. The line goes dead and Sivaangi felt bad as she thought he didn't like what she asked. Her phone rings and it was a video call from Ashwin. She picks it immediately and saw him leaning on the head board.

Ashwin saw Sivaangi in her Dora pyjamas. He found her too cute...

Sivaangi: En ipdi panninga ? Bayandhuten...

Ashwin: Dora paapa....

Sivaangi gets surprised by his sudden endearment and realised that she was in her Dora pyjamas.

Sivaangi: Naa Dora paapa va ?

Ashwin: Aama cute ah Dora doll maariye irukka

Sivaangi: Hehe thank you Ashwineyyy.

Ashwin: seri sollunga edhuku video call ketinga ?

Sivaangi: ungala paakanum pola irundhuchu pa....

Ashwin felt butterflies flapping in his stomach. He felt unknown happiness hearing that from her.

Ashwin: Ennachu ma ?

Sivaangi: Thookam ey varala pa...

Ashwin: Naa thoonga veikata ?

Sivaangi: Epdi Ashwineyyy ?

Ashwin: nee venuma venaama nu sollu ma. Mathadha naa paathukuren.

Sivaangi: Venum Ashwineyyy

Ashwin: Seri take one pillow and keep your phone leaning onto it. Also take your duvet and lie down.

She does as she says and saw him with a pillow on his lap.

Ashwin: Imagine yourself here on my lap right now. Ippo naa paadradha ketute thoongu seriya ?

Sivaangi cries and covers her face with the duvet. She felt blessed to have him in her life. He was filling up all the voids of her heart single handedly. He did everything by himself and understood her as if he knew her from ages. (Maybe his heart knew it.....)

Sivaangi removes the duvet from her face and looks at the phone screen with a tear stricken face. His heart pained seeing her in such a state.

Ashwin: Maa enna ma nee ? En da azhara ?

Sivaangi: Neenga dhaan reason. Ungala yaaru ipdi irukka sonnadhu ? These are happy tears Ashwineyyy.

Ashwin: Let it be anything. But I don't want to see tears on your eyes...

Sivaangi: On your command sir.

Ashwin: Vaayadi. Seri thoongalama ?

Sivaangi: okieee Ashwineyyy.

Sivaangi pulls the duvet close to her and looks at him with anticipation. He caresses the pillow and she felt him caressing her hair. She smiles and hugs another pillow tightly, as if she was hugging him, lying on his lap. Ashwin understood her thoughts and smiled at her with overflowing care and affection. (It was something else ana sonna enga purinjikiranga ? Idhu avangaluku enna nu puriyura vara wait panni dhaan aaganum. Vera vazhi illa.....)

Ashwin: Unakku un appa na romba pudikum la ?

Sivaangi: romba pudikum pa...

Ashwin: Appo appa thaalatu paatu dhaan seri. Okay so now close your eyes ma...

Sivaangi: seri paaaaa.....

She stresses the 'paa' as though she's calling her dad. Sivaangi closed her eyes as Ashwin started singing a lullaby for her...

Ashwin: Aariro aarariro idhu
Thanthaiyin thaalaatu
Boomiyae puthithaanadhae
Ival mazhalayin mozhi ketu

Oh thaayaga thanthai
Maarum puthu kaaviyam
Oh ivan varaintha kirukalil
Ivalo uyir oviyam

Iru uyir ondru sernthu
Ingu oar uyir aagudhae
Karuvarai illai endrabothum
Sumanthida thonudhae

Vizhiyoram eeram vanthu
Kudai ketkudhae

Aariro aarariro idhu
Thanthaiyin thaalaatu
Boomiyae puthithaanadhae
Ival mazhalayin mozhi ketu

"Anyone can love and lust on you for your looks and behaviour. The feeling of love can come anytime. But making the person feel your love without doing anything extravagantly is definitely a tough task. Only true love can make this happen. True love blinds all the external factors and all that matters are only their hearts that always stay in sync with each other. It takes great efforts to make any person feel loved.

Expressing your pure love without verbal involvement is never easy. One can easily tell how much they love you by words but it takes immense courage to express what you tell. Once you realise the actual meaning of love, you'll get to know that love is always something that you give every time more than what you receive. When your love is real, you always tend to give it trillion times more.

It's not that you give love and expect that in return. That's not the actual balance in love. Real love is when you give your everything without any expectations to them and they give everything to you just like that. Love without expectations is the key for a successful relationship. When two people in love do this, then there is a balance in it.

Here, Ashwin was exactly doing the same thing without even realising it to be as LOVE. It might not be even a single day since he met her, but does heart need months and years to realise that ? Definitely not.

The Ashwin whom world has witnessed was a shy guy, his introvert nature was mistaken to be arrogance and self centred attitude, he was taught to be haughty but ONLY his close circle knew the actual Ashwin.

The Ashwin they knew was a kid from heart, he was soft, fragile, emotional, caring, protective what not !!!! He was a man whom any girl would expect to be her life partner. That guy expected love these many years, infact he yearned for it.

But today what he was doing, was exactly the opposite of it. He gave and is giving all his love to a yearning soul, without even knowing that it was LOVE. He was sincerely expecting a girl in his life who would go to any extent for him and he in return would love her back. Surprisingly, he did all those things himself to a girl whom he met just hours ago.

Ashwin being a man of ethics and principles, wouldn't have done this to any other girl on Earth. First of all, he wouldn't have had any sort of interactions with anyone whom he hadn't met before. But when it's Sivaangi, he wasn't the same.

She's a butterfly that bought colours to his life, she's the light that illuminates his dark life, she's the air which he wishes to breathe, she's the one whom he was longing for all these years.

Only when it's the person whom you love from the bottom of your heart, you act out of your control. With that one person, you feel a thrill within yourself. That thrill which you wouldn't have experienced even in the most wild adventurous ride. True love makes you go mad over that one in the best way. You'll be willing to even bend the sky to see a small smile on their face.

True love brings out the side of you which even you wouldn't have known till then. Love is that crazy feeling which never listens to you, but will always be focused on the person whom you love.

Heart never understands the confined human values and rules, it can never be bound by any type of limitations. Heart is exactly like a newborn, that wants to explore all that it loves. It's too fragile that even a small crack made on it can make a permanent scar. Heart is the only thing that can also be deceived. Here the brain comes into action.

All might blame brain for it's frequent warnings and overthinking. Heart can be impulsive at times, but brain always thinks infinite number of times before doing anything. If heart is like a mother who's selfless, who knows only to give love, then brain can definitely be claimed to be a father, who appears to be strict and harsh, but on the inner side he just wants his children to be happy and safe all their lives. In other cases, the father can be heart and mother can be brain. But at the end, both of them want us only to be happy.

Likewise, Ashwin's brain was warning him every now and then, to check on his actions. When his heart countered it's actions with valid arguments, the brain accepted it without any hesitation. In future, the brain will pressurize him more to look onto his actions, but as long as his heart is strong and true in love, his heart will definitely make his love and him win over the brain everytime.

Still the brain too wants to protect him, that's the reason it has not made him to realise it to be the crazy thing called love, it'll definitely not allow it till a period of time, here the heart is bound to prove it's actions to the brain and also him. Till then it's going to be an unknown feeling to him.

Sivaangi, who was fed up with the world never expected a thing called love in her life. When she shifted here from her hometown, her aim was to escape that hell, nothing else. Her life gave her such mindset that she'll never be the one to receive any sort of love from anyone in this world. Her heart had lost all the hopes and became soulless. Only after coming across her best friend, a tint of hope started peeping out, still she kept a check on it every now as she was not ready for another loss.

Who told that a prince charming must always come in a prince attire on a horse every time ?? Today he came in a Royal Enfield Bullet with an onion pink shirt and black pants as his attire. He didn't have any magic wand in his hand, but his heart carried the MAGIC.

The girl, who made sure that she's not going to open up to anyone about her past, lost to his eyes that always has never ending love in it. Her heart was thumping fast as it has found out HIM. It recognised him completely in all senses. And indeed it was right.

And again, her brain was way much active and protective so that she doesn't get hurt. But that guy has taken a control of it too. She was almost ready to realise everything, just a thin line to cross, but that thin line consists of TRUST and HOPE. Only if these are attained, her brain will confirm it to be love.

When she shared her past to him, it was her heart that urged her to tell him everything by drowning in his love oozing eyes. When she slept on his lap clutching his hands, her heart and soul felt protected and his simple side hug became a protective shield for her.

That boy assured her both by his words and actions that he will stay by her side always and forever. He gave her that rights which he hadn't given to his parents too.

The first ever thing which she felt from him was that she was SAFE with him. Be it during the time when pug chased her or when she shared her past, she felt SAFE, SECURED and PROTECTED holding his arms. Every single girl needs this.

A girl baby feels this in her father's arms. As she grows her brothers and boy besties give that feel along with her father and when she marries the right man, he gives it just by his love, sometimes that can even replace all the love which she received before.

Sivaangi's father left her even before baby Sivaangi starting knowing the actual world. No other men gave her that feel. Her uncle and men from her family set a bad example and she was always frightened to face a man.

When the man was Ashwin, everything changed. When many were there at the college and she could have asked help from anyone, her heart and she chose HIM. Indeed, it was the best decision.

This MAGIC MAN turned her life upside down with sixteen hours of his arrival in her life. He wiped away all her fears, pain and insecurities by his UNCONDITIONAL LOVE !

She felt like as if she won the entire world when she held his arm. When she felt his touch, it was nothing but that of a mother's warmth.

All these made her to open up about herself to him. She expressed all her sorrows and pain to him and lied on his shoulder finding comfort.

She was just left out with resting her head on his chest. Once she does that, his heartbeat is going to become her forever lullaby and his hug and warmth are going to protect her from this evil world.

As rightly said, we tend to express our MOST VULNERABLE state only to the ones who love us unconditionally. And that's exactly what Sivaangi did.

She received that unconditional love from him without knowing that it was love. She definitely felt his care and affection but when it came to love, her fear and insecurities popped out, stopping her from realising that. Her fears and insecurities didn't know that the MAGIC MAN is going to break them into un-attachable pieces, and by doing that he's going to claim her happily and proudly as his LADY LOVE.

Sivaangi, till now has only shown her weaker side to him. A strong and bold girl is inside her who can go to any extent to achieve what she wants. When Ashwin is in a state such that he needs a lap to lie down, a chest to rest then that one who's gonna give him both is definitely she.

When it comes to Ashwin, she'll be a protective mother, a mother ready to fight the world to safeguard her child. He's going to be her strength and weakness too and vice versa.

The MAGIC MAN has started his show and when the time comes, the MAGIC WOMAN will start her show and join him, creating a NEVER ENDING MAGIC that the world has ever witnessed.

This fellow is really smart. From the beginning, he gave her the vibes of her father. His calm and composed nature resembled her father's and he easily filled that place with his minimum love. He also took the role of her best friend, shunning down her insecurities.

Just sixteen hours, he covered more than half of all that she yearned for. He has just STARTED to show his love, care and affection. There are a LOT MORE TO COME.

He definitely cannot give the feel of a brother to her as it's practically impossible. She'll be having Rakshan to fill up that role and one more guy, who's entry is in the near future.

And coming to the one which we are hesitant to talk about, that's gonna be a tough task for Ashwin as he has to prove her by all means to make her realise his actual role in life.

One thing common among these two is that they are very very INTENSE ! The level of intensity which their eyes carry are enough to burn this world.

His INTENSITY will make her go weak on her knees (ofcourse this applies to all his female reader fans as well *winks*) and her INTENSITY is going to sweep away him completely. Wait for it.

Their EYES have a different language which only their heart and soul can understand, nobody else. His EYES are going to capture her heart and soul, and her EYES are going to capture his heart and soul.

The LOVE that's going to bloom once all the barriers are crossed is INEVITABLE. Nothing exists in this world that can stop it. All we must do is WAIT. I know it hurts, still we are left with only this option. It's going to be WORTH THE WAIT, I'll assure this to you all with my heart and soul."

When Ashwin chose to sang this song, his only aim was to make her forget all her sorrows. Her glistening eyes brought hot tears and she immediately nodded a no, asking him not to cry.

Sivaangi: Azhadhinga paaaa....

Ashwin swiftly wipes away his tears and pulls out a happy face,"naa azhala maaa...."

Sivaangi: Poi solla theriyala Ashwineyyy ungalukku...

Ashwin chuckles with tear filled eyes.

Ashwin: enne theriyala ma, nee azhudhale enakku manasu valikudhu...

Sivaangi: Idha neenga munnadiye sollirkanum Ashwineyyy. Naa azhudhu irukka maaten la... Enna pa aalu neenga ??

Ashwin laughs out loud and wipes away the left out tears, drinks water from a bottle on his bedside table and turns back to the phone screen.

Ashwin: Vaayadi vaayadi. Pandradhu ellam nee ana ennaya sollu....

Sivaangi giggles and she coughed due to continuous crying.

Ashwin: Heyy paapa paathu paathu....

Sivaangi's eyes go wide with his "paapa" and she couldn't control her cries yet again.

Sivaangi: Ippo enn... enna kuptinga ??

Ashwin: Paapa nu kupten ma. En ma pudikalaya ??

Sivaangi: Paa inime apdiye kupudringala ?

Ashwin: Avlodhaana seri paapa....

Sivaangi: once more please.....

Ashwin: Paapaaaaa !!

Sivaangi giggles and wipes away all her tears.

Ashwin: Dora paapa nu kupta appo amaidhiya irundhiye ma ??

Sivaangi: appo adhu normal ah irunduchu pa ana thaniya paapa nu kupudra appo appa kupta maariye irunduchu....

Ashwin: Apdiya paapa ? Inime en paapa va naa paapa ne kupudren. Seriya paapa ?

Sivaangi hugged the pillow so tight, crushing it completely.

Sivaangi: Indha hug ungalukku dhaan....

Ashwin: Paarra. Naa vechikiren....

Sivaangi giggles and Ashwin joins her.

Ashwin: ana unakku idhe velai ya pochu paapa !

Sivaangi: Naa enna Ashwineyyy pannen ?

Ashwin: Eppo paaru paata stop pandradhu...

Sivaangi: Sorry Ashwineyyy, theriyama dhaana pannen....

She holds her ears and asks sorry in the most cutest way...

Ashwin: en paapa ipdi ? Chumma nee sorry ketale enakku thaangadhu, nee ipdi laam keta naa thaangamaaten maa ......

Sivaangi laughs holding her pillow tightly and Ashwin's heart felt uncontrollable happiness looking at the sight.

Ashwin: Sirichi mudichacha ??

Sivaangi: mudichiten paa....

She replies like an obedient child.

Ashwin: Paapa time aaiduchu ma. Nee thoonganum la, so nee paata disturb pannama ENNA adhavadhu un pillow va nalla tight ah hug pannitu padu, I'll sing again.....

Sivaangi: Okay paaaa...

She hugs the pillow even more tightly and Ashwin got goosebumps, feeling her hug. He caresses the pillow and she felt his touch.

Ashwin: Start pannalama ??

Sivaangi giggles and he starts.

Ashwin: Aariro aarariro idhu
Thanthaiyin thaalaatu
Boomiyae puthithaanadhae
Ival mazhalayin mozhi ketu

Oh thaayaga thanthai
Maarum puthu kaaviyam
Oh ivan varaintha kirukalil
Ivalo uyir oviyam

Iru uyir ondru sernthu
Ingu oar uyir aagudhae
Karuvarai illai endrabothum
Sumanthida thonudhae

Vizhiyoram eeram vanthu
Kudai ketkudhae

Aariro aarariro idhu
Thanthaiyin thaalaatu
Boomiyae puthithaanadhae
Ival mazhalayin mozhi ketu

He meant each and every line of the song to her. His voice and his occasional closure of eyes proved it. He has become her father and gave her the love which both her mom and dad would have given her if they were alive.

His heart carried her, perfectly playing the role of a mother's womb. THAAYUMANAVAN is the best word to describe him right now. He has become a mother to her too.

Their tearful eyes expressed infinite amount of love, that the heart slowly captured within themselves.

Sivaangi looks at him with loads and loads of love overflowing from her eyes. The crush hug that her pillow was experiencing was for him. He need not worry because he'll be getting even more and more tighter hugs from her in future....

Ashwin: Munnum oru sontham
Vanthu mazhai aanadhae
Mazhai nindru ponaal
Enna maram thoorudhae

Vayathaal valarnthum
Ivan pillaiyae
Pillai pol irunthum ival annaiyae

Idhupol aanantham
Verillaiyae

Iru manam ondru
Sernthu ingae mounathil pesudhae
Oru nodi pothum
Pothum endru oar kural
Ketkudhae

vizhi oram
Eeram vanthu kudai ketkudhae

Aariro aarariro idhu
Thanthaiyin thaalaatu
Boomiyae puthithaanadhae
Ival mazhalayin mozhi ketu

These lines suited them perfectly. Her loved ones left her alone in this world and went but she got them back in different ways. These people will by any hook and crook, give all the love which she didn't receive these many years.

As of now, all might see the baby her and matured him. But it's going to reverse with him becoming a baby and she, his mother. That's the point where things will change dynamically between them.

Their hearts spoke in their language that was inaudible to the outer world. They are rejoicing their union and soon, the humans carrying the hearts will also rejoice it. Sivaangi was so much contented that she was happy with just a moment of this, not knowing that her Ashwin is going to fill her life with infinite number of such moments.

Ashwin: Kannadiku bimbam
Adhai ival kaatinaal
Ketkaatha oar paadal
Adhil isai meetinaal

Adada theivam
Ingae varamanadhae
Azhagai veetil vilaiyadudhae
Anbin vithai ingae maramaanadhae

Kadavulai paarthathillai
Ivalathu kangal kaatudhae
Paasathin munbu indru
Ulagin arivugal thorkudhae

Vizhiyoram eeram vanthu
Kudai ketkudhae

Aariro aarariro idhu
Thanthaiyin thaalaatu
Boomiyae puthithaanadhae
Ival mazhalayin mozhi ketu

Again, these deep and beautiful lines represented them perfectly. She indeed showed the reflection of mirror to it, her soul sang an unsung song, composed on it's own....

The supreme one above became a boon due to the presence of this precious soul and decided to stay with her.... Ashwin planted the seeds of love in her heart as well as surrounding her that are going to turn into tall and strong, well build trees pretty soon, and they are going to safeguard her from all the evil happenings.

Her innocent doe eyes showed him to the path of Almighty and he attained his salvation. Her love towards him broke all his ethics, morals and principles, bringing out his unconditional love for her.

Ashwin lowers his volume at the end as he saw her sleeping peacefully with a smile adoring her beautiful face.

Ashwin traced his finger on the phone screen and a tear escaped his eye.

Ashwin: YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING PAAPA. AND I'LL MAKE SURE THAT I AM YOUR EVERYTHING TOO....

This boyyy !!! He didn't know the depth of his love at present and when reality hits him, he's gonna make this true at any cost...

Ashwin takes a screenshot of the screen and places the phone close to his heart. His face bloomed in happiness. He whispered, "Good night Sivaangi ma. Have a tight and peaceful sleep paapa !!"

He cuts the call, switches off the light of his room and lies down on the bed with a huge satisfaction and happiness. He was tired and slowly sleep engulfed him...

Rakshan who witnessed everything from the start of their phone call, was shocked and surprised to see this side of Ashwin. The tears trickling down from his eyes were a proof of that.

Rakshan: "Machaan nee en da ipdi irukka ?? Unnaya va da ellarum thimiru pudichavan nu soldranga, paithiyakara pasanga ! Nee epdi nu enakku theriyum ana inaiki naa unnoda innoru side paathen da, that side which no one has seen till now. Enakku therinji pochu idhu enga poi mudiyum nu. I promise you and my sister that I'll be there with you both at all situations, protecting you both from all those evil things that try to separate you !! Enna thaandi dhaan da unga kitta varanum edhuva irundhalum. Ungala kaapathanum na kolai panna kooda thayanga maaten...."

Rakshan wipes away his tears and he entered Ashwin's room silently. He went near the bed and looked at his best friend lovingly.

Rakshan: evlo valandhalum nee kozhandha dhaan da...

He chuckles lightly and pecks his temple. A cute smile appears on his face. Rakshan stood for a minute more in happiness and left his room......

Here, Mrinalini who had come to check on Sivaangi whether has she slept or not, was in an emotional mess hearing and witnessing their heartfelt conversation.

Mrinalini: "This is the best bonding I have seen so far in my whole life. Inga irukuradhu verum love mattum dhaan. These two innocent souls are going to take time to realise that till then, I'll protect you both at any cost. Enna thaandi dhaan unga kitta edhu naalum varanum ! Ivlo love irukura edathula kettadhu nichayama thalai onga paakum. Ongura thalai ya vetta kooda thayanga maaten. You both are going to lead the best life and from my part, I'll try my level best to safeguard you both. This is my word to you Sivaangi baby and Ashwin anna !!"

Mrinalini sheds happy tears and entered their room. She saw Sivaangi sleeping with a happy face, that soothed her heart. She kissed her forehead lovingly, took only the duvet and went to the couch to sleep. Sivaangi was sleeping hugging her pillow actually. Mrini smiles and mutters, "ini adhu unnodadhu Sivaangi. Unnodadhu mattum dhaan"

Saying she lies down on the couch, and due to the effect of medicines and assignment works, she was fast asleep within minutes.......

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Phewwww !! That's a longgggg update with 6719 words !

Hello babies ! Here is the next chapter. Hope you all like it.

Me and the leads have tried our level best to showcase you all the concept of love according to us. Hope that was convincing. I badly want comments for this update. Epdi irunduchu nu sollunga please ...

I really had positive vibes while typing this update and some sort of inner satisfaction too.

Love ah pathi ivlo soldriye nee committed ah nu neenga ellam enna kekalam ?!! Sathiyama soldren naa oru pakka single ponnu nga *laughing hard* . Whatever I told is just my perspective on love, nothing else.

Padichi paarunga pudichudhu na sollunga, pudikala naalum sollunga. I'll accept it wholeheartedly.

If this update satisfies your expectations please do vote and comment.

Thank you and love you all so much....

Anbudan,
Mrinalini 💗