The next morning when Zayn wakes up, he is welcomed by the bright sunlight seeping through the hospital curtains. Looking at the white ceiling, the Hazel eyed lad sighs.

Today is a new day of his life. Finally he gonna live it like the way he wants. Finally he is going to lead a peaceful life.

And he can't wait.

"Good morning." A quiet mumble brings him back to reality. He turns to his side, only to find Liam putting some, what seems like, medicines on the table that is situated beside the hospital bed.

"Good morning." Zayn greets back with a smile but frowns when he sees the blank look on Liam's face.

"Where is Louis and the other lads?" He winces as he tries to sit up. Liam is quick to help his hazel eyed friend.

"They have gone to freshen up a bit and get some breakfast." Liam informs him before handing out a glass of water in his direction. "Water?"

Zayn nods before taking it, giving the brown eyed lad a warm, grateful smile.

"Um, where is Harry?" He asks as he gulps the water, earning a glare from Liam. He hands the glass back to Liam who quietly places it on the bedside table before walking away.

"Don't know." Zayn hears his mumble. He frowns as he sees Liam taking a seat on the small couch that is located in the corner of the room.

"What do you mean by you don't know?"

"I mean I don't know where the fuck he has gone." Liam says, covering his face with his hands. "Why do you care anyways? He's gone, are you happy now?"

"What do you mean why would I care? Of fucking course I care about him Liam. He's my husband for God's sake." Zayn glares at his friend from the hospital bed. Who does Liam thinks he is. He glares hard when he sees Liam glaring back at him.

"Oh yeah? Didn't think about telling that bitch how your marriage was the biggest mistake of your life, did you? And oh, how about you telling her that you hate Harry and Aleeza?" Liam spits making Zayn flinch a bit.

"What do you mean Liam? I didn't say any of that bullshit to her. Heck! I, in fact, told her to never show her face ever again in my life." Zayn finishes with a glare which only earns him a confused look from Liam.

"What?" Liam whispers quietly.

"What you heard." Zayn replies sassily.

"So you don't-you don't hate Harry?" Liam asks in a soft whisper.

"Why would I hate him, Liam." Zayn sighs before looking at his friend sincerely. "Yeah, I admit I have been an asshole to him after our marriage but after all the moments I spent with him, I-I love him Liam."

"You remember everything after your previous accident?" Liam asks now getting up from the couch and walking towards Zayn's bed.

"Of course I do." Zayn rolls his eyes. "Who the fuck said I don't remember anything?"

"Elina." Liam grits through his teeth as he looks at the wall in front of him.

"Huh?"

"Last night, after Elina came out from your room, she said that, you said you hate Harry. That your marriage is the biggest mistake of your life. That you never want to his face ever again and..." Liam stops in mid sentence when he sees Zayn clutching the hospital bedsheets tight and giving death glares to the wall in front of him. The veins in his neck are popped out and his jaw is clenched in anger.

"And what Liam?" Zayn whispers in an eerie voice, so calm that it sends a shiver down Liam's spine in fear.

He knows Zayn can be dangerous when he wants.

Now he doesn't know if he should say what he was going to because Zayn looks fucking scary right now.

"AND WHAT LIAM?" The hazel eyed lad yells at Liam, not caring that it's 7 in the morning or they are in a hospital.

"And she said that Aleeza is a mistake of one drunken night." Liam blurts out.

"THAT BITCH!" Zayn yells as he takes the empty glass from the bedside table and throws it across the wall, making it shatter in pieces. "I AM GOING TO KILL HER!"

"Zayn calm down." Liam rubs his back. "You need to calm down Zayn. Take a deep breath."

Zayn nods before taking some deep breaths.

"I-I didn't say any of those things Liam. Trust me." Zayn looks at him with pleading eyes. Liam only nods in agreement.

"Why did you want to meet her before anyone else then?" Liam asks once he sees Zayn has calmed down enough.

"I-I wanted to close all the bad chapters of my life before starting a fresh. I-I wanted to see Harry without after kicking out Elina from our lives forever." Zayn informs him just when an old nurse walks through the door and calls for someone to pick up the glass pieces as soon she notices them on the floor.

"That's stupid." Liam mutters and stands a side, letting the nurse check up on Zayn.

"Yeah." Zayn nods.

"Everything is okay, Mr. Malik. You should be discharged in two days." The nurse gives him a genuine smile.

"Thank you." Zayn smiles back at her.

"Have a nice day." With that the nurse walks away.

"You too."

"Um, Liam?" Zayn now turns to his friend. Liam looks at him, waiting for Zayn to ask whatever he wants.

"Where-where is Harry?"  Zayn asks somewhat nervously.

"I don't know Zayn." Liam sighs before taking a seat beside Zayn on the hospital bed.

Zayn doesn't know why his heart is beating so fast, not in a good way.

"After Elina said you don't remember anything that happened after you previous accident, Harry went away. None of know where he has gone. This morning your mom called me saying if I know why Harry was crying while picking Aleeza up from her place. Zayn-Zayn what are you doing?" Liam asks in panic when he sees Zayn pulling out the IV and the wires connected to his arms.

"To find Harry." The hazel eyed man mutters, getting up from the bed. Liam is by his side the next moment. He has promised Harry to take care of Zayn. No way he is going to break his promise.

"Zayn you need rest. You can't just go. You're still weak. You need rest." Liam says as he starts pushing Zayn towards the bed.

"No Liam, you don't understand. He-he thinks I hate him. He will go away from me Liam. I-I need to get to him. I-I need to tell him." At this point Zayn is pleading. And even though Liam agrees to Zayn, he can't take risk with Zayn's health.

"I know, Zayn. But if you aren't healthy yourself how will you find Harry?" The brown eyed lad said in a gentle, fatherly tone. He immediately presses the putting the is beside Zayn, calling for the doctors and the nurses.

"No Liam. I-I need to tell him. I need to tell him I love him. I need to-" He doesn't get to finish his sentence as Alex comes in to the room with two nurses and sees Zayn without the IV  and the wires.

"Zayn calm down." The doctor says.

"I CAN'T FUCKING CALM DOWN, ALEX! I NEED TO GET TO HARRY!" Zayn yells at the doctor. Alex sighs as he tries to put the IV back to Zayn's hands but he can't because Zayn is thrashing around.

"Liam, we need to put him to sleep. Hold him." The doctor commands making Liam nod. The nurses and Liam hold Zayn tight on the bed while the doctor inject some medicines in his body.

"I need to tell him-" Zayn mutters sleepily as his body feels heavy. He feels the grip of Liam and the nurses on him loosening. He feels himself getting sleepier with each passing minutes. There's only one thing in his mind that he manages to utter before sleep fully takes over his body.

"I love you, Haz."

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Am I forgiven now? 😂

I love/loce you all. xxx