I looked down at myself and noticed my clothes looked way too shabby and I wanted to die and what I looked like

I cleared my throat before speaking "may I leave?" I asked politely and namjoon frowned a bit before standing up and walking to the door, holding onto the door knob before swinging it open

I scurried out and until I reached just passed the door beam he closed his door behind me with a hard thump.

Clearly he seemed upset but I was going to return to his room, I don't know where I got the balls to do this but I ran to my room and pulled the cupboards open and saw a couple silk night dresses, after stripping to naked I put on some black lace panties. I didn't think anything would go on but I wanted to look good when I did

I grabbed the shortest one with a frill at the ends, it was a cream color and I grabbed a perfume and sprayed on my neck and hands and I grabbed the mess of my hair and tied it into a pony tail

I pulled a long silk gown and wrapped myself with it to prevent from goose bumps but it was too late for that

I put on my slippers and headed out of the door way again, hoping no one could see me

In that moment I heard voices, I hid behind a thick pillar and thankfully the darkness engulfed my shape so I won't be easy to be spotted

It was one of namjoons people, I think taehyung and jungkook, they sat together talking about something that I just couldn't hear. They both laughed loudly from downstairs and my impatience was settling in

I tried my best to keep it on a down low and pass them and thankfully I was able to with less noise as possible

I reached Namjoons room door and wondered whether I was being totally stupid and what if he laughed at my face

I fixed my hair one last time and pressed my lips together to make sure the lipstick was still on, I knocked at the door and there was silence

My heart sank for a bit, the excitement almost going but I grabbed onto the door handle and pushed the door slightly and that's when I felt a strong force pull the door open and it was namjoon, his eyes glued to my face

Slowly going down my body, I walked into his room, closing the door behind me and I looked up at this man whose eyes were blazing with lust and anger..  Always anger

I grabbed the opening of my gown and started to pull it off slowly to reveal cleavage, lots of it against the black night dress

His eyes seem to light up at the light as if a beast was awoken and he smirked before turning his eye angle to get a different view

I dropped the gown only to reveal the dress stuck tightly to my curves and I blushed so red, my body spasming with excitement, my nipples starting to poke out and visible from his view

"uhmm namjoon.. I.. Uh came here to.." I had to make up an excuse.. He obviously knew what was happening but chose to watch on

I looked behind him and a spark lit up, I saw a book shelf with a couple of books I've read a while ago, romantic books.. Romantic books with quite the steamy scenes I might add, I don't know what was coming over me but I just wanted tonight to be exciting

That's if he would even do anything with me, "I wanted you to help me with these books"

I dashed passed him, making sure I sway my hips so he had a clear view of my ass, hopefully bouncing as I walked

I reached up for the book, my short night dress lifting up so high that it gave him a full view of the g-string, it was so revealing that my entire ass showed out to him and I almost heard a growl

I turned all innocently before I got the novel between my hands and opened to different pages and flipped thro the pages to find what I'm looking for

"there's a few parts I don't understand in them and I wondered if you could help me?" I asked he slowed his gaze down to the book

He slowly walked over to his bed and sat, urging me to follow him with the book. I walked over to him and sat next to him

Making sure to cross my legs so the night dress could lift up further

He seemed to keep a growl down and proceeded to read the novel words silently and he grinned so much as he read on that he seemed to lean on his one hand and it brought him a bit closer to him

He continued to read in silence and I butted in "do you understand what's going on in this scene"

Uttering a small please near his ear and he bit his lips

I twirled a hair strand inbetween my fingers and he watched my lips in hunger

He began, a gruff voice and hitched he placed the book down and he sighed "princess, why do I lust you like this" he placed a finger on my lip before rubbing my tongue with it

All I remember was almost blacking out when he leaned in and my heart raced like crazy, as if I was going to burst

Our noses touched and I felt his breath against my lips, I leaned in closer not being able to handle anymore and i finally connected our lips and I felt my insides melt, flutter and tingle all at once

His plump lips pressing on mine, I felt his cold tongue pressing against mine. His hands touching my bare skin that lit on fire

Why did this feel like heaven