Chapter Nineteen: Are We Ready?
A/N:
I know there isn't much Chaeyoung and Jisoo scenes just as much as the other members, as well as with the boys. But I promise, this isn't a "solo stan" thing, I'm trying my best to include every single one in the book so please bear with me.
We all looked out the window and watched the heavy rain fall. Patting against the glass harshly. The news had said that the traffic hasn't moved for four hours now and people are stranded in the streets because of the rain. The water mixed with the cold air, made a thin ice on some parts of the street and cause several accidents. I can only hope no one is too badly hurt.
"What are we gonna do? It's almost midnight." I mumbled with worry.
"Although, we do not mind letting you borrow one of the rooms, the choice is still up to the both of you if you want to but I am against the idea of sending you two home this late." Hoseok suggested in a serious tone.
I look at Lisa and she was thinking as well, "I mean, we just feel shy-"
"Yeah," I agree with her, "We hate to cause any disturbance."
"Aigoo! Not at all!" Hoseok exclaimed.
"Yeah, why would you think that?" Jungkook added.
"Jungkookie, we still have those essentials from hotels, right?" Jungkook nods, "See? Just tell him what you need, there's also a store downstairs."
"Thank you so much," I expressed, "I-"
My head turned towards the door as it punched in the code and it opened, revealing the one and only Kim Namjoon.
"Aish, I was stuck in traffic for two hours and I had to walk home..." he trailed as he finally saw us, "Jen?"
"Oh, I invited them over." Jungkook announced, "Are you just coming home from the gym?"
Namjoon nodded before taking his eyes off me. He took his coat off and revealed such sculpted arms through the sleeveless shirt he's wearing, he also got rid of his mask and revealed the face I have been waiting for.
Lisa and I bowed to greet him as he approached us.
"Uh, I have to talk to you." He tells me.
"What is this? Why do you have to do that?" Hoseok asked in a teasing manner.
"I'll go shower." He ignores the teasing and walks away.
"Is it not over?" Lisa whispered to me and I shrugged.
I don't even know what it is anymore. I have waited for two months and two weeks when he told me he'd be the one to wait, it hurts my pride and now that I remember it — I'm annoyed.
"I'm sure those jeans are uncomfortable now. Come, I'll lend you my clothes." Jungkook announced.
"Let's go," Lisa nudged me but I didn't dress up like this just to change right when Namjoon finally saw me. I'm not totally saying I dressed today to show him how pretty I am and how charming I look in any clothes, but saying otherwise would be a lie.
"Maybe later." I tell her.
The two youngest members left leaving me in the living room with Hoseok and Yoongi who I forgot was still there by how quiet he is.
A few moments later, Namjoon shows up freshly showered and he was holding a big black hoodie.
"Here, it's getting cold. Wear this." He said and I looked at it.
"Do I look cold?" I answered bitterly.
Two months and two weeks, Kim Namjoon.
"No, it's not that-"
"Then, I don't need it." I cut him off and looked ahead to the tv.
Cold silence had filled the room and I can tell that the tension is so obvious. But how can he just stop contacting me for straight two months and two weeks? Like a single 'good morning' wouldn't hurt. What was all that speech he was saying about waiting when he won't even man up to it?
"I'm craving some soju." Yoongi announced breaking the silence, "Come, Hoseok. Let's go buy some."
"But we have soju-"
"Follow me." Yoongi drags him down the hallway leaving me with Namjoon.
"Are you mad?" Namjoon asked.
"I don't know, Namjoon. Hmm, let's see! I waited for your message or call for the last two months, am I mad? Nah, I'm actually happy that you didn't even bother to do send a single 'Hi' all this time." I answered sarcastically, glaring at him.
"Please, don't be mad. Your eyes are really scary when you're mad." He tells me.
"Well, now I'm not mad." I replied sarcastically once more and stood up to walk away but he held my waist and pulled me back. "Let me go."
"I have a valid reason." He tells me and I crossed my arms.
"Let's see if you do." He dropped his hands down but I can still feel his lingering touch on my skin.
"My phone doesn't save contacts since I save it on the phone, I always forget to save it on a card. It's just a bad habit I do. Then, one time, I was too clumsy to leave my phone in my clothes, Hoseok washed it without knowing." He carefully explained, "I wanted to ask around for your number but I got too caught up in work and it's also not easy. I also sent you tons of message in your IG account but I doubt you saw that. I'm really sorry I upset you, that's the last thing I wanted to do."
I frowned and looked at him suspiciously, then I let out a defeated sigh. "Honestly, what are we?"
"Huh?"
"What are we? Because I'm sure as hell this ain't friendship. You drive me crazy when you don't contact me and here you are explaining, I'm convinced and back to zero with these feelings. It's tiring to hold on to something without assurance." I tell him.
"What do you mean no assurance? I told you I'd wait for you until we're ready for a relationship, do you think we're ready?" He asked.
"Relationships aren't perfect, no matter how ready you are or how happy it makes you. The perfect relationship does not exist. We go into a relationship because we feel like this person could be our other half. The one who will be your strength when you are weak, the one who will hold your hand when you're scared, the one who you will shower with love. And I..." my lips quivered as my mind hesitated to say those three words but my heart was banging against my chest in protest.
Namjoon's lips curled into a smile as he nodded, he cupped my cheeks and rested his forehead on him.
"I know," he whispers, "You don't have to say it now."
"Are we ready?"
I flip through the pages of my script for the drama I'll be starring in as I patiently wait in my van. It has always been my dream to star in my own drama, I remember all the times I would come home early from school just to catch up to my favorite drama on tv.
All the role models and the stories that inspired and have been a part of the people and experiences that molded me into who I am today. Most of them came from K-dramas.
My phone rings and a smile crept to my face as I saw the caller ID, "Mm, jagiya?"
"Are you filming the drama?" his voice was raspy and tired, I can tell he just woke up.
"Yes, you sound tired. Are you okay?" I asked him with worry.
"Yeah. I was just sleeping but I set an alarm to call you and make sure everything is okay." He tells me and my heart fluttered, even after six months of dating, he's still acting like it's our first day as a couple.
"Thank you, but you should sleep. I know you're tired." I tell him.
"Mm, I sent a food truck to the set under a fan's name. Enjoy the waffle and the coffee." He announced.
"Aw, that's so sweet of you. But you have to rest though, you sound so tired." I sighed.
"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow night?" he asked.
"Mm, you'll pick me up, right?" I asked, feeling excited that I will see him once again after a busy schedule.
"Of course, I will." He answers, "I love you."
"I love you more."
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A/N:
The who?!?!
BTS finally have their own IG accounts, and Tae accidentally followed Jennie 🤣
Also, why is everyone bashing Jennie? Why? Honestly🙄 stop being so toxic, this is why idol interactions are so rare because of this.
Anyways, shake off the bad vibe. I don't need them here :>
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