꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱

"An Overwhelming situation always makes the condition hundred times more worse."

꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱

I don't know why but I find it nice and comfortable to share my inner feelings which even I am afraid of sharing with my own self by writing them, instead of expressing it in front of aj individual.

I am a confident person. Many people have told me how they love my confidence, but there are times when I struggle with it, just like today. In my current situation, I don't actually need confidence, but there is something bugging me.

This something is soo overwhelming that it is making me do things which at least for now, I don't want to do. I don't want to do it, at least not now, when I don't want to get stuck.

But you know right, hard feelings can't be stopped no matter how high a person builds up their boundaries.

This emotion is soo overwhelming that it is messing with everything present in my life. For understanding my emotions, I always go deep in the roots of the beginning of that feeling, but what if I, myself don't know when this kind of feelings started growing inside me...?

For the matter of the fact, I know that I am definitely enjoying it because I am attracted to it, but at the same time, I am not liking every bit of this feelings because I know that it will create many restrictions. Not in a physical way, but in a mental and in an emotional way.

I know the severity of the situation and my feelings, but I am not able to take a good decision, which makes the condition more worse.

But anyways, I know that I will soon come out with of the situation with a satisfied smile on my face because I believe in myself and the person who is involved in this.

This situation is too ineffable. Too great to be expressed in a concrete words.

꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱