06- Ehsaas. (Pt. 1)

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"एहसास, Ehsaas; The feeling of realisation, Subdued enlightenment."

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"You like Priya, don't you...?"

Frustration was written all over his face as I made a statement which was supposed to be a concludatory statement, but ended up with a question mark instead.

Frustration is such an exposing emotion which not only gives out the answers to the question the other person is asking about, but also, gives away many crucial information about the same.

Sometimes this crucial information about a person, they might think that's important for them to cover up but, to others it might seem as to be a big deal. For them, it can a normal reaction to something. But to others it might not be the same case and might as well would love to take advantage of the situation by using this crucial information.

Now take for an example, Vansh felt all frustrated when one girl who he was flirting with, suddenly asked him whether he has crush on someone or not.

He could have shrugged off and play it cool just like he always does, but instead he gave away a frustrated emotion, and a restless energy while looking at a girl.

His eyes were fixated on a girl who was too familiar to me, and soon when she went away, his tense body relaxed. But soon, it went on to become rigid once again when I asked him, or to be very specific, when I concluded my observation on him with an unconfident question mark.

Yep, I am that kind of person who loves to take advantage of that crucial information which is the result of frustration.

But yeah, that's also given that, I only to take advantage of it when it revolves around my dear friends.

My purpose, is only to tease them when we are alone unless the whole group knows about that information and other than, I will never use it to harm the other party.

"Tell me!! Tell me!! Tell me!! When did had Ehsaas that you liked her...?"

Vansh sighed tiredly as he knew I wasn't going to stop teasing him with my words and the silly smirk which adorned my face since the incident which happened outside our class, in the corridor.

Why would I stop...? A serious girl and a funny guy. This is literally Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi (Match Made In Heaven).

"I still need to process my thoughts and emotions as this is the first time I am having such an intense feelings towards someone."

His statement made me shock from the core of my body.

"This is your first time!?! You had never been in a relationship before...?"

I immediately blurted out as I was curious about this boy's love life. If anyone whom I am closed too after Aarya in our group circle, then it is him. So close, that I once even signed his name under the presentee sheet when he was late to the class which I have never done to anyone even if they beg to me.

I don't know why, but around him the atmosphere turns soo friendly and lovely, that you, yourself pull down the wall of your boundaries. He is that kind of person.

"No. Not even a fling."

He declared proudly as his eyes shone in delight and satisfaction after seeing my wide eyes at his retort.

I have seen him flirting professionally with girls of our this and our previous colleges, so even though it doesn't makes any sense for me to assume that he has been in relationships or at least had some flings, I did assumed that which turned out to be useless as it should, to be honest.

"Wahhh!! Are you that kind of rare species of man who believes in one-women or one-man relationship...?"

It was supposed to be teasing statement with him laughing at it and replying with something more funnier statement, so that we would be laughing our a**es off till the lecturer enters the classroom and without having a single ounce of our crazy behaviour, shuts us down.

But that's not what happened. Instead of that statement turning the whole shocking atmosphere into a funny one, it took a serious turn.

He nodded seriously at what I said earlier, confirming my statement.

This time instead of being shocked, I was amused. I was amused by how he, without thinking twice, without being scared, spilled out the truth.

Why would he get scared...? Some people, not specifying any gender because every Human has emotions of fear residing inside them which sometimes unknowingly comes out without our control, whose interests are different from the trends of the world, gets scared because what if people around them start making fun of them.

Having fear of such things is normal and even hiding your personal preferences is okay, but forgetting your true self just because the world doesn't accept it, is not at all okay and acceptable.

The world has no rights to interfere into your life and make everyone follow the preference they prefer.

When he told that about being a believer in one-women relationship or one-man relationship in the class surrounded by more than 35 pairs of ears, I was amused and was proud of him.

I patted his arms, to indirectly convey that he has my support, whether he needs it or not.

"About the question you asked earlier...."

As soon as the silence draped itself around us, he broke it by whispering something and I, being my usual curious and talkative self, leaned sideways towards him as I got ready to listen clearly to what he was going say.

Seeing me leaning, he also leaned sideways, now making our shoulders bump with each other. From third person's point of view, it would definitely look like as if we are gossiping about something scandalous with our hands covering our mouth and we both, giggling as soon as we went to normal place.

"From the moment I saw back then in 12th Std for the first time, I felt a pull towards her which was filled with unexplained and unnamed kind of emotion.

That was the time, I knew that she was going to be someone very special. That was the time when I had this Ehsas that she was the girl whom I was waiting for."

After his 'awww' worthy statement and the look full of admiration in his eyes, I couldn't help but utter, 'ahh!! What a romantic guy!!' and squeal, which made both of us giggle.

Before our conversation continues, the lecturer entered the room making all the students who were scattered across the classroom, sit on their respective self-choosen chairs, as the lecturer started the lecture.

While I was paying attention to the lecturer, I felt someone slide a paper into the gap of the fingers of my left hand. I already knew who it was, so I took the slip of the paper in my hands to open it and see or read the content inside it.


"The Ehsaas for me was surely magical, but I am scared. I am scared of the outcome of this whimsical emotion."



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"Chalo, jeete hai iss ehsaas main,
Aur dekhte hai,
Ye ehsaas hum do premi ko kaha tak leke jayegaa."

(English Translation: "Come on, Let's live in the enlightenment of realisation,
And see,
Where it will take both of us lovers too.")

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