(Was Gonna Post This On FaceBook but yknow Fuck it!)

People throw "kill yourself" around like its some kind of joke or something and im getting sick of it because there are people who actually contemplate death and then people who decide to joke around about suicide just make things worse for those people. The human race is starting to turn into a sick thing to be a part of and almost everyone i run into find some way to make me lose a little bit of faith in humanity. But then there are the few people who are willing to help and try to make things better. Those people should be the only people to have a say in anything or to even be alive. The rest of the people can go screw themselves because its hard for people trying to get by to feel good about things around them or even themselves and people joke about depression, suicide, medical problems and its tiring. People want to know why i sleep all the time? Im tired. Not physically, emotionally tired. And its because of people around me. Everyday there is at least one person to be ignorant about things and i leave it alone because at that time i think it doesnt affect me but after a while it does. I get angry and im sure other people who suffer the way i do get angry (or sad) about this too. I could be wrong during im only speaking from my veiw but i just wanted to post this here so people know. I mean. Why have something to share with people if you cant get your emotions out, right? le sigh. Yknow something? To all the people whos ever told me to kill myself, i probably will one day, but not because of you, because im sick of myself. But im too much of a coward to do it now. But when it happens i hope your all happy!

Bye.
~Uta

(Edited some stuffs)