I stood outside in the rain without a care in the world my mom asked me why I always just stood there but I had no answer
The truth is I was alone and the rain seemed to be my only friend ......it was my only friend
I tried to make friends and I tried to be beautiful but I guess beauty and friends are just not for me who knows maybe one day I will grow some wings and fly to Heaven and I won't be alone anymore my friend will be there
Lisa she died a few weeks ago and I have been in a daze every since ...
It feels like I have been living for a thousand years and it feels like I'm the only one on Earth
Everyone else is enjoying themselves but me oh I'm too busy cutting myself because that me I'm miserable and I'm pathetic such an sorry excuse for a daughter.
I can see it in my mothers eyes when she looks at me I can see the hurt and pain but I can't do anything now because I'm moving to a better place.
A place with no pain a place where there is plenty of rain

Rose💐
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