+ sei

jungkook never really talked to me on our group dates, which his friends found to be odd. they knew he and i weren't actually dating, but they didn't understand why he just went along with it when we all went out together.

he could have just as easily stayed in the dorms while the rest of us went out. but i knew he felt guilty. he knew i heard what he said that day.

and he wanted to compensate by doing whatever i wanted.

it wasn't until a couple of dates later when sofia commented something to me once we got back to our dorm.

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i know i am making gianna a bit too bitter about this, just like i did with sofia. but tbh wouldn't you feel the same if you had been in their place? if a boy humiliated you and said he would never date you because you were ugly?

and then you had your glow up and he suddenly decides he loves you, but he doesn't know its you? or in gianna's situation if you really liked a boy and he was really nice to you and said he liked you. but then it turned out he was lying about liking you. he was only pretending to boost your self esteem?

like who assigned you to play god with a person's feelings?

im getting too into it. lol

thank you for reading.

-clary