Chapter 9

Confess

This man has the audacity to drag me out of the dance floor and act this way after he did that? I hate him!

"Stop going that way. We'll go to my place," he seriously said.

"Hell no," I answered irritated.

"Stop being stubborn."

"Stop being an asshole," I fired back as I turned to face him but it was a wrong move.

I pushed him away and wiped my lips, I didn't know he's right behind me so I kissed him when I turned at him.

I saw him breathe heavily as he was trying to calm himself. Why is he mad? Sya naman ang nauna, tss.

He looked at me with his still serious face but held my hand softly.

"Let go of me."

But he didn't. Nanatili siyang tahimik habang hawak ang kamay ko at hinihila ako patungo kung saan. Sabi niya ay papunta kami sa room niya pero hindi naman kami pabalik sa hotel, mas palayo pa nga kami doon pero mas mabuti na din ito dahil naiinis parin ako sa kanya.

I was busy throwing bad words at him in my mind when he let go of my hand and open the door behind him. It was a small elegant house.

"What are we doing here? Whose place is this?" takang tanong ko sa kanya. Pumasok siya at duon ko lang narealize ang sinabi nya kanina.

Ito yung sinasabi nyang place nya?

"This is my house. Come in," mariing sambit nya.

"I don't want to come in," inis na sabi ko.

"Fuck why do you have to be so stubborn?"

"And why do you have to be so asshole?" asik ko sa kanya.

Hindi siya sumagot at bigla na lang akong binuhat kaya't napatili ako at minura siya.

"Fuck you asshole, put me down!"

"Stop moving," he said firmly.

"Fuck you."

"You want me to fuck you?" he playfully said.

Agad ko naman siyang sinampal kaya't ibinaba niya ako sa sofa. His jaw clenched as he looked at me with his sharp eyes. Ginantihan ko naman siya ng matalim din na tingin. He's a total jerk and a pervert!

"Stop cursing and don't slap me again," inis na sabi nya sa akin.

"Then don't ever lay a hand on me."

"Why are you dancing with that guy? Who the fuck is that?"

He really looked mad and I don't know why I felt so nervous when he's at fault too.

"That's none of your fucking business," I tried so hard to sound firm and mad even though I felt l so nervous with his look.

"Who is that fucking man?" he said as he leaned closer to me.

Para akong mauubusan ng hangin sa bigla niyang pag lapit sa akin. Masyado siyang malapit sa akin at titig na titig kaya't hindi ako makahinga ng maayos.

"Who is that guy?" he whispered that made me shiver.

"He's," I couldn't continue when he started kissing the side of my face.

His kisses wasn't soft, I can feel that he's pissed.

"He's what?" he asked between his kisses.

"A friend," I said it almost a whisper. It even sounded shaky what the hell!

"Hmm, a friend" his voice was husky. Wtf!

I hold on to his arms as I felt him suck my neck and then he stopped. Is he serious?

He walked out and left me looking like a melted chocolate in here. I groaned my frustration off and took out my phone irritated. I called Farrah and luckily she answered immediately.

"Hello, where are you? Are you okay?" she asked worried.

"I'm fine, uuwi na din ako. You guys go on with the party."

"Are you sure, Zee?" she's still worried.

"Yes Faye, don't worry. I promise to go home safe. Tell them I'm sorry. I'll explain tomorrow," I said.

She was making sure if I'm fine when Saturn came back topless with a liquor in his right hand. He sat on the single sofa far from me. He's not looking at me too.

"I'll call later to check on you okay? I love you."

"Alright, I love you too."

I ended the call and rolled my eyes at him when his jaw clenched after I said that to my best friend. This idiot acts like he's fucking jealous.

"Stop looking at me. I'm going home," inis kong sabi sa kanya tsaka tumayo.

"Stay here," mahina ang boses nya ng sabihin iyon.

"For what?" inis parin ako kahit pa mukhang kumalma na siya.

"Just stay here. I don't want to see you with that guy again," mahina parin ang boses niya.

Hindi naman ako nag salita at humarap sa kanya habang nakacross arms. Ano bang problema nya?

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

He put away his drink and come near me. He bit his lower lip as he tried to calm himself again. I don't know why I felt like crying the moment he hugged me. I can feel his heavy breathing as he whisper things to me.

"Why do you have to dance with him? I hate to see you dancing that way with another man," he sounds frustrated.

"You dance with someone too!" I reasoned.

"You we're dirty dancing with him," he pointed out. He sounds mad again that made me more emotional. I'm teary eyed when he faced me, he's even shocked that I am.

"I saw you touching the girl," I burst out.

He was on shock and a freeze when I said that while I was on the edge of crying for I don't fucking know why!

Am I? What the hell!

"Baby are you jealous?" he sounds happy now.

I rolled my eyes at him and was about to walk out when he hugged me.

"I'm jealous too. I hate to see you dancing hot with someone else. That should be me you're dancing with," he said with his low voice.

My heart beat so fast and my face heated. I was biting my lower lip when he looked at me, he groaned and started kissing me.

It was too sensual that made me lose my mind right away. I can't believe he affects me this much.

"Curse myself for thinking I wouldn't kiss you for doing bad tonight," he groaned in between our kisses.

"Saturn," I called his name out when his kisses flew to my neck. He also carried me but I didn't mind where he is taking me. I was so busy kissing him back that even though I feel nervous I didn't stop.

"My name sounds good when you say it," he commented.

I stopped when I felt him put me on a bed. Again, I didn't even noticed we we're going here. We we're kissing hard when he suddenly stopped and looked at me. He's on top of me, looking good.

"You look hotter in my bed," he teased me.

Kinuha ko naman ang unan sa gilid ko at hinampas sa kanya habang sya ay tumatawa lang. Siguradong namumula ako dahil sa init na nararamdaman ko sa aking pisngi.

"You look prettier when you get jealous baby," sabi nya ulit kaya nakasimangot akong umupo.

"Ikaw? Ang pangit mong mag selos," umiirap na sabi ko sa kanya. Nakahiga siya habang nakatingin sa akin, mapang asar parin ang ngiti.

"Then you better avoid giving me reasons to be jealous," he said.

"I didn't! I was just dancing," I tried to say it as if I was plainly dancing a while ago.

"No you didn't, you we're clearly seducing that fucker," he's voice's a bit mad again.

I smiled at him. It's my turn now, "Don't call him that. He's my best friend and my ex," I excitedly said.

His jaw clenched and look at me with his sharp eyes. I laughed.

"What? We're best of friends okay?"

"You shouldn't be friend with that guy," he said.

"Is that a joke?"

"It's not."

I groaned and pinch his arms. He then pulled me to lay with him.

"Seriously? He's my friend," I said.

"Fine. Keep distance," he said and started planting a soft kisses in my shoulder.

He was doing it softly that sent shivers down my spine. Humarap ako sa kanya, mapungay ang mata.

"I want to kiss you more," he uttered.

"Kiss me then," I said with my voice sounds different and unfamiliar.

I think I'm out of my mind. I have never been this drowned with someone's kisses.

I pulled him and initiated the kiss, he feels controlled at first but then kissed me back after with the same way I did to him. He was on top of me and kissing me passionately. His hand touched my under boob when he lift me up a bit and so I will be comfortable. The heat inside me grow and I know for sure he feels the same when I felt him.

He cursed and kissed me down on my neck to my collar bones. I also felt his hand at the top of my left boob that made me moan his name. His kisses flew down to my chest, I was breathing heavily when I felt his soft kisses near my right boob while his left hand is busy drawing circles on my stomach. He kissed me on my lips again.

I felt so nervous that I couldn't kiss him properly.

"I think I like you," he whispered.

He stopped and buried his face in between my neck and shoulder. I didn't mind his weigh on me, I was so busy processing what he just said.

"I hate to see you with someone else. I hate to look at you looking at someone else. I never liked someone, I," he stopped and hugged me more.

His heavy weight doesn't matter anymore. What he was saying matters because it makes my heart beat so fast.

"You make me feel different, fuck." He whispered.

"I don't develop feelings towards other people, I've never been affectionate," he added.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You know for sure I only fuck and then leave. I shouldn't be liking you but shit, I do."

I don't know what to say. He likes me but he says it like he wasn't supposed to like someone like me. He sounds like he's here on purpose and that's clearly not to like me.

"Are you confessing?" I asked a bit hesitant.

"Oh you didn't get it baby? I get jealous and now I'm confessing," he said looking at me.

"I felt jealous for the first time," he groaned and kissed the side of my cheeks again.

I smiled secretly.

I like him too, already.