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"So you're dating?" - Jungkook wouldn't stop asking the older one. "For the hundredth time, no!" - Almost yelling, Yoongi answered. "Well, you should." - Another voice made me laugh and annoyed him even more. "Jimin, Jungkook, you better stop before he hits you both." "As if he's strong enough." - The youngest once again teased.

It was Saturday afternoon, I was enjoying my last weekend of vacation with the boys. They have a week to rest too, so some of them are getting ready to visit their families, others have left already. Yoongi said he's going on Wednesday. Jimin and Jungkook have visited recently, so they're going to Tokyo together.

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"Why don't you stay? It's just us two anyways. We could have fun and I could give you some advice on producing if you're interested." - Me and Yoongi were sitting on the sofa. Hobi, the last one, had finally left. "Can I? Like, don't people watch you or something?" - Even though we'd agreed on going out, I was still insecure about being with him and be seen. "Huh? No! At least I don't think so... I'm sueing who ever does that. So, what do you say?"

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Bad idea. For sure.

He can cook too. That was the only thing missing. I had a crush on Yoongi already, but guess I like him even more now. He was making us some snacks and I decided to help. "Let me get it for you." - He came closer, his body was touching my back to reach for the flour on the upper shelf. "Oh, shut up, I can get it." - I started jumping to touch it. "Don't-" - I was successful...kinda of.

The flour dropped all over us. Luckily, it didn't get in our eyes. "You're cleaning this." - Yoongi sighed, looking at me. "I'm sorry! I'll do it...but can you help me?" - I smiled shamelessly, trying to get him to agree. "Fine. Just because I'm in a good mood, but you owe me one." - He came back to where I was and grabbed a cloth to help cleaning. "Thank you! You're the best!"

~ 6:31 p.m.

After cleaning the mess I made (and a little more) I took a shower and wore the hoodie Yoongi gave me, it was Jungkook's. We were now in his room, and it had a lot of equipments for producing, as I imagined. "So, what do you know about producing?" - Yoongi sat on the chair and I on his bed. "Uh... I've done some basic stuff before but...are we really gonna have a class? What about the fun? My vacation is almost over!" - I started whining and laid on the bed. "But you-" - He sighed and got up, directing himself to the bed. "Okay, let's watch that movie we wanted to then."

Yoongi laid beside me (which honestly, made my heartbeats go faster, but I tried to ignore it) and got his laptop to play the movie. "Can you...come closer? You won't see the subs..." - I cleared my throat before answering. "Oh, yeah...sure..." - I never knew I could get this shy around someone, especially Min Yoongi, that seemed to notice my situation. "Jesus, didn't I say I wanted to date you? And you agreed? Don't be embarrassed, there's no one else here! We're not even in the skinship part yet..." "We're on the bed together! How isn't that skinship? What is skinship for you??"

Apparently, today is bad ideas' day. His look told me "Are you serious?" and his actions also answered me. Yoongi interwined our hands and kissed my cheeks, that were now reddish. "That's the basic." - He looked in my eyes and smiled. I got back to my senses pretty quickly. "You forgot this one." - I gave him a peck on his lips and he smiled again. "Now, that's you! I was about to complain that you kissed Namjoon and not me."

And that's when I stopped laughing. "Hey! I didn't kiss him! What are you saying??" "You really don't remember? Jimin's birthday! You were in the restroom and-" "Oh! Yeah...that was weird...it wasn't a kiss though! Not even a peck. Were you jealous, huh?" - I smirked, holding my laugh. "Kinda of? I wondered how a handsome guy like me didn't get a kiss from an average girl like you." - I smacked his head and laid back on my place. "Shut up, we're missing the movie."

~ 8:48 p.m.

A couple of teasers, I'd say, could define me and Yoongi. If he did a move, I'd do another. If I said something provocative (joking, obviously), he'd answer the same. We had fun and there were no awkward moments... before he asked me something.

"If you'd make out with any of the members, who would it be?" - We were playing the "50 questions game" and it was my time to answer. "Yoongi! That's not a proper question...change it." - I was trying my best not to blush, since it happens often. "Nope. Say it, I'm curious." - I sighed and started to think. "Taehyung? Namjoon? I've never done that before, how do you expect me to know?!"

Great, I've just exposed myself. I waited for him to laugh but he just kept a lost and innocent face.

"Never...? Aren't you like, 20? So that's why you got so nervous! Oh my gosh, I'm sorry! I'll totally understand if you want to stop with the deal." "I'm turning 20 this year! And I just chose not to do it! Aren't you gonna complain that I chose Namjoon over you again??" - I tried to change the topic before I got even more embarrassed. "Okay, okay! And I know you chose them because you've never done that before." "Stop mentioning it!" - I was getting frustrated and he was laughing.

"Sorry! Shouldn't you be proud of that though? If you didn't do it because you didn't want to?" "Yeah, but- That's something weird to talk about! Next topic!" - He laughed again. "Your turn, bae." - I breathed heavily and thought about something. "Hum...How many girls have you dated while being an idol?" - He stopped for a minute and started thinking. "Uh... the first one started in 2012, so 3 years... Two? Yeah, I think so. Three if I count you in."

So he's been working since he was 19? Maybe 20. That's almost my age now and I've just finished high school...damn. And he had two girlfriends? Wow, I wonder how didn't his fans know.

"Y/n? What, are you in shock that I counted you in as my girlfriend?" - He playfully smirked and made me go back to reality. "No!! I was just wondering how young you started with this idol thing...and how your fans didn't know about your relationships." - I explained, still thinking about it. "Oh. Yeah, I started even before that. And my relationships weren't...good, I'd say. The first one was my girlfriend since 2012, but she dumped me after I debuted, saying that I should focus on that. The second one I met in 2015 but we broke up after three weeks because she "couldn't bare the fact that I had so many fangirls and that I was always traveling...".

"Oh...The second one was quite toxic though! I'm glad you broke up! Oh- wait- that's not what I mean-" - I shut my mouth so I wouldn't mess up even more. "Calm down! It's okay, I'm okay. I'm over it anyways. Don't blame yourself, we're having fun!" - He messed with my hair and gave me a reassuring smile. "...If you say so... it's your time to ask!" - I smiled back. "Okay! What about you? How many boyfriends have you had so far?" "So creative. Only one, I guess, if I can count him as a boyfriend." - Yoongi waited for me to explain.

"So, I went back to Canada when I was 11, right? I met Jacob one year later, we became friends and eventually thought about dating, but we were 15 year olds, we didn't know much. So I broke up with him last year because I was coming to Korea, but none of us were rather hurt, guess it wasn't love after all." - I gave him a little laugh. "Oh... that's interesting! But you've never seen him after that?" - I was about to say no when I remembered. "Ah, right! I met him a couple of weeks ago! I have no idea of how I didn't recognize his face at first, but I guess I was just distracted at the moment." "Distracted?" - He asked curious. "Yeah, I was getting to know your group for the first time! And I ended up emotional... oops."

We went back to the normal talking, mentioning our "exes" from time to time. It was great to have Yoongi back. My feelings for him keep changing. It seems like me and him are in a rollercoaster of emotions, inclined between friends and lovers.

~Next day, 11:37 a.m.

"Come on, let's have lunch together!! I promise I'll keep you safe." - Yoongi wanted to eat with me before I went back home to prepare for college tomorrow, but I kept denying.

"Ugh, fine! But if anything happens, it's your fault!" "Yeah, yeah, fine. Now let's go! I can't drive so we'll have to get a taxi." "What about your manager? Doesn't he do stuff like that?" - I asked while getting the clothes that I used the day before.

"You want me to ask my manager to take me on a date? Really?" "...Yeah?" "Y/n! No, that's weird! Go get dressed, we're leaving in 5." - He directed himself to the sofa.

"Wait- Five minutes to get ready!?" "Four if you don't start now." With that, I left almost running to his room.

~12:21 p.m.

"Out of all places, did you have to choose a popular mall?" - I complained while trying to hide my face.

"What? They have great food!" "We literally have a Subway in each corner!!!" - I answered frustrated.

"Come on...what could go wrong?"

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Quick reminder: never ask if something could go wrong or worse, because it will. We were walking around and found out there was an "army meeting" with dances and all. One of them seemed like the Hyejin girl we met the other day.

"Okay, maybe I shouldn't have chosen this one." - Yoongi smiled shamelessly. "Oh! Really!?!? Great that you noticed!" - I answered looking pissed.

"Shut up. We can avoid them. Let's just pretend we're a couple walking by." "That's stupid and dumb." - I crossed my arms.

"Do you have a better idea? No, right? So take my hand and let's go. They won't even notice." - Without waiting for my answer, he grabbed my hand and started walking, trying to avoid them.

Yeah, a guy wearing Versace and Valentino with a girl wearing Balenciaga and a mask may catch some attention. I heard some of the girls whispering and saw them looking at us. This was definitely the worst idea ever.

"Why does it look like we have to walk for 200 meters?!" - I whined, getting Yoongi to laugh loudly. My eyes grew bigger. One of the girls noticed his laugh. More specifically, Hyejin.

"Fuck." - was the next word to come out of Yoongi's mouth.