Dear Jenna,

I'm not sure if I'll ever send this letter to you. Maybe if one day, I'm not the fat girl I will send it. But for now I want to tell you, how much I fucking hate you. YOU ruined me, you made me want to die. Making these horrendous thoughts come in my head, because of YOU! No one will ever want me, no one will ever want the fat girl. Do you not see how I starve myself, at lunch. Sitting alone in the corner of the cafeteria? Repeatedly glancing in your area, because I was scared of you. For what you could do to me. You were supposed to be my friend, my best friend. But you left me, because I was to fat, I wasn't aloud to do the things you were. It wasn't MY fault, I felt insecure in shorts. It was probably because of you I feel insecure, everything I put on a dress, or a skirt. Because of YOU I have become this, bulimic, fat, ugly teenage girl.
All because of you Jenna.

Love,
Bianca Williams

a/n: first letter, what did you think?
I hope you liked it!
this chapter is dedicated to Beautifully-mixed because she is such an amazing friend and writer! <3